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- OOC First Name
- zazz
- Blood Status
- Pure Blood
- Relationship Status
- Divorced
- Wand
- Straight 12 1/2 Inch Rigid Cherry Wand with Vampire Blood Core
- Age
- 7/2035
Being back at Hogwarts... felt odd. Normally coming to Hogwarts gave Rowan such a warm and welcoming feeling, but now, where that honey and cinnamon feeling would normally sit in her heart, was nothing by cold emptiness. The Great Hall once filled her with excitement and joy, but now only gave her a sense of doom and dread. She didn't want to be here. She didn't want to be with all these people. Seeing all the faces she remembered, and having to remember the one face she couldn't see. It was like she was bing forced to relive her most terrible memory live, because walking into the Great Hall for sorting had done nothing to calm her. All she could see was the memory of herself and Elsie bounding up the stairs excitedly to see where they were going to be place. She couldn't believe this was her life now. It felt like she wasn't really there at all, just floating above, and maybe she could have believed all of this was a terrible dream if it weren't for the pain she felt each time she tried to take a steadying breath. The only real reason she felt she was even still standing was because @Elio Zephyr steadfastly refused to let her go, which was sweet, and probably completely necessary to be honest. She sat at the table, but said nothing as new first years were sorted. She was vaguely aware of Gracie's name being called, but wasn't aware enough to notice what house she had gone to. She placed her head on the table, understanding somewhere in the back of her mind that she would soon have been face planting the food if she didn't move, but honestly she could not be bothered. She rather felt as though she would never move again. Even as hell broke loose above her, Rowan sat where she was, unable to find the strength to care enough about what was happening.