Dear Me,
Whhhy? Why didn't you just listen. Why did you have to be such a pushover and not look at all the evidence. Why did you always look at his good side. Why couldn't you see what EVERY SINGLE other person saw? You should just tell him he's a sh!t . Even now after knowing what he is done, you can't say anything mean to him, you can't give out to him. Because at the end of the day, you think he doesn't mean it. To be honest you have seen a side no one else has seen of him. That made you think everyone else was wrong. But if he has done what he has done.. Then you were the idiot.
Love,
Johanna