- Messages
- 674
- OOC First Name
- Nichole
- Age
- 8/2025
I honestly didn't know if I'd ever be writing this. And I'm so bad at expressing my feelings that I don't even know where to start. I think everything ust kind of caved in at once. I moved home after dropping out of college in June and got my job back at McDonald's and began management. From there I think between relationship issues, struggling with figuring out what I'm doing with my life, and working around 80 hours a week I sort of just disapeared. It seemed so much easier than trying to write a good bye. I didnt think anyone would notice I was gone.
I felt guilty I had just gotten a profesor and I had so many plots and I just wanted to say I was sorry and come back, but things got worse and worse and worse. I started sleeping and working and that was it and not going out and just being all around bad to my health. Things kind of came to a head and I went and saw a doctor. And now I'm trying to come back. I'm trying to remember my free time needs to be mine and I need to do what I love. And what I love is writing. And you guys. This board and its members were always my second family. So I'm going to try and get on track, come bac, maybe in small doses, but back nonetheless.
My first step will be contacting you Cyndi, so be on the look out for a PM
Lots of love everyone!
-Cole
I felt guilty I had just gotten a profesor and I had so many plots and I just wanted to say I was sorry and come back, but things got worse and worse and worse. I started sleeping and working and that was it and not going out and just being all around bad to my health. Things kind of came to a head and I went and saw a doctor. And now I'm trying to come back. I'm trying to remember my free time needs to be mine and I need to do what I love. And what I love is writing. And you guys. This board and its members were always my second family. So I'm going to try and get on track, come bac, maybe in small doses, but back nonetheless.
My first step will be contacting you Cyndi, so be on the look out for a PM

Lots of love everyone!
-Cole