Dear You,
I am so angry! With both of you, and what's worse is the fact that I am not justified. I messed up, I know, but I really miss you. To see that, and know that my suspicions weren't unfounded... In some ways it should've made me feel better, thinking that I was't just being paranoid, but I would so prefer if I had been paranoid. I'd love if you could just tell me that I was wrong all along, if you could tell me what was wrong all along. I'm so confused, and I can't get past this, until I fully understand what's going on. Why do you have to be so distant? I know you've got your whole cover, but you forget that I know better than to believe it. Talk to me. Please.
~Maia.