As a Prefect, Ngawaiata had been to graduation before. But last year it had just been routine, part of her new duties, not something she had put a tremendous amount of thought into. Now, though, it felt almost like the end of her world. Once this day was done, her time at school with Sky would be over, and it would be the beginning of their year apart. Walking the halls, going to meals and feasts and dances, curling up in the library to do homework, all of it would be alone. Ngawaiata had never disliked being alone before, but now... there was an emptiness being carved into her life that she had never felt before.
But she would be strong. She sat near Auntie Kahu silently as the ceremony began, grateful to have someone here who knew what she was going through. Of her family, she had always felt that Auntie Kahu understood her best, and Ngawaiata was glad to have that connection on such a difficult day. She barely paid attention to the speeches, feeling a little guilty to Felix and Molly for missing what must have been such important speeches to them. She only had eyes for one graduate though, and her whole body tensed as she heard Sky's name called, gaze following her girlfriend onto the stage as the pain wracked her body. As much as she had tried to prepare for today, it hurt so much more than she had expected. For the next year, she would be alone.