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Firstly, thankyou all for every minute of every day I spend on this site. I do you all. And I'm not going to leave forever. Sure, I might be posting INCREDIBLY long term st00f right here, but that's not to say I won't lurk a little and get on with the important RPs.
If you know me, you'll know how hard I try to stay sane enough to be let out in public. I know it's getting harder and harder, I'm doubting it all and stuff. Trying to get through year eleven is driving me bonkers. All this stuff that I have to learn, all so confusing. I have insomnia, and I'm having extra trouble with it. I find it so much easier to sleep in the daytime then the night, but I can't because of school. I don't want to be a burden on anyone, but I'm probably failing at that. There's all that stuff, then there's some personal stuff (trying to work out my relationship with my fiance because suddenly it's all so confusing, dealing with my nana who's just moved in, that sort of stuff -- read my blog )
Unfortunately, tomorrow marks the end of the school holidays. That means I'll once again be flat out doing school work, fundraising for my choir's trip to Auckland, and everything else. I won't have time to be online so much. Sure, there's Tuesday nights and some time in the weekends, but those times I'll be doing more IC stuff than OOC stuff. I don't want it to be this way, honest.
A few months, at most. Then I'll be back for the September school holidays, and then I'll be only back 'till October 31st, where (I don't think you'll like this) I'm leaving for a whole month for exams. Then on December 2nd I can get on with having a life again, and HNZing as I won't have to go to school! Incredibly exciting stuff.
I should probably also tell you that on August 8th at 7am I'm heading to the airport to go to Auckland, for the Big Sing national finale. Myself, Brittany and Melly are all very excited, and we'll be back on August 11th.
So yeah, there you go. It probably did end up a little drama-y, but yeah. I hope you all understand, please don't pester me for replies or anything like that. I willl get to them eventually. This applies to all the characters with my name on them.
Lots of , Olivia xx
<i></i>If you know me, you'll know how hard I try to stay sane enough to be let out in public. I know it's getting harder and harder, I'm doubting it all and stuff. Trying to get through year eleven is driving me bonkers. All this stuff that I have to learn, all so confusing. I have insomnia, and I'm having extra trouble with it. I find it so much easier to sleep in the daytime then the night, but I can't because of school. I don't want to be a burden on anyone, but I'm probably failing at that. There's all that stuff, then there's some personal stuff (trying to work out my relationship with my fiance because suddenly it's all so confusing, dealing with my nana who's just moved in, that sort of stuff -- read my blog )
Unfortunately, tomorrow marks the end of the school holidays. That means I'll once again be flat out doing school work, fundraising for my choir's trip to Auckland, and everything else. I won't have time to be online so much. Sure, there's Tuesday nights and some time in the weekends, but those times I'll be doing more IC stuff than OOC stuff. I don't want it to be this way, honest.
A few months, at most. Then I'll be back for the September school holidays, and then I'll be only back 'till October 31st, where (I don't think you'll like this) I'm leaving for a whole month for exams. Then on December 2nd I can get on with having a life again, and HNZing as I won't have to go to school! Incredibly exciting stuff.
I should probably also tell you that on August 8th at 7am I'm heading to the airport to go to Auckland, for the Big Sing national finale. Myself, Brittany and Melly are all very excited, and we'll be back on August 11th.
So yeah, there you go. It probably did end up a little drama-y, but yeah. I hope you all understand, please don't pester me for replies or anything like that. I willl get to them eventually. This applies to all the characters with my name on them.
Lots of , Olivia xx