not again

[Jasper Rider]

"Then hit me. At least then you'll have payback for all I've done to you." Jasper looked at Candy wondering if she was going to do it or not.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy brought her arm back then dropped it she was blinded by the tears and couldn't, "i can't i'm so weak" she cried, as she slid to the ground and covered her face, "i'm so weak and stupid" she said, wanting to beat herself up.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"You're not weak or stupid. You didn't get yourself in this mess. I did." Jas turned around and put his head against the wall so he didn't have to watch her cry.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy shook her head, "I did to" she said, standing up and starting to walk away hoping he would pull her back. "oh Jasper by the way i have a doctor appointment tomorrow to see if i really am pregent" seh said, knowing she did the cheap test.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper didn't have the strength to go after her. He turned his head when she spoke again. Then he turned round and slid down the wall with his head in his hands.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy came back to him pulled him up which was hard, "Jasper did you hear me there is a chance i'm not pregent" she said, looking at him.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"Good." Jasper's words were pain and blunt. He still didn't see why he should care about the baby.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy stood up and frowned, "i guess i don't matter anymore?" she asked, him.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"You do. It doesn't" Jasper felt like a jerk but couldn't stop himself.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy felt like running and hiding, "well maybe there won't be an it maybe i won't be pregent" she yelled at him.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"Good. That'll make everyone happier." Jas knew that his dad was going to murder him when he found out what he had been doing today.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy felt like slapping him as she step closer to him but to her surprised she kissed him and pulled back, "i didn't mean to do that" she said, shaking.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"What were you meant to do then??" He watched her for her reaction.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy frowned, "slap you" she said, in a grave tone and she knew she was ready to drop for she spent night up crying over him.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"Then go ahead. Slap me. You know you want to." Jas stared at her, willing her to do it.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy felt a tug on her hand and looked to see his hand around her wrist guiding her hand to his cheek.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jas walked towards her. "Go on!! Do it!!" He shouted it louder than he expected.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy pulled her hand back, "i can't" she said, knowing she couldn't but when she did she didn't hurt him hard she just did it soft.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"Go on!!" He was still walking towards her more and more. "Harder!!"

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy felt herself hit a wall, "no i won't" she said in a whisper, for she was now waitting for the moment when he would close in on her.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"Go on!!" Jasper was losing himself. "Do it!!"

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy put her other hand on his other cheek and kissed him hard, "there i did it" she challenged him, smiling at him and wishing he still cared about her.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper snapped out of it when she kissed him again. "I can't do this." Jasper turned around and started to walk away.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy pulled him back and kissed him again, "yeah you can" she said, between kisses.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"No." Jasper tried to push her off. "Stop it."