not again

[Candy Heart]

Candy opened her eyes and looked at him, "that just it i can't make it clear for you your the only one who can do that" she said, trying to stand up but couldn't.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper grabbed his head in frustration. "THAT MAKES NO SENSE!!" He couldn't calm his anger. This wasn't him.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy shook her head, "so quick to anger so easy to calm just look deep inside and decide by your heart" she said, enjoying messing with his head right now.

 

[Jasper Rider]

There was only once in the past when Jasper had felt more anger than he was now and that hadn't turned out well. "STOP TALKING RUBBISH!!" Jasper turned round and punched the wall, immediately feeling the throbbing pain that had shot through his knuckles but ignoring it as much as possible.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy shook her head as she got up took his hand and kissed the knuckles, "you shouldn't punch walls pillows don't fight back" she said, smiling at him.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper watched Candy kissing his hand and saw the swelling bruise that was appearing there. He tried not to move in case his anger took over again and he did what he knew he would regret.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy smiled at him, "say something" she said, moving closer to him.

 

[Jasper Rider]

When Candy moved towards him, he moved away from her. "I can't." He whispered.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy didn't understand his statement "what you can't what?" she asked, frowning.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"I can't say anything. I don't know what to say." Jasper continued to whisper. He couldn't lose control when she was this close to him.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy pushed closer, "Jasper if your afraid of losing control look at Junior and Cloe you know what Junior was like before now look at him." she said, frowing.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"I was never like Junior. What he used to be is what I'm turning into." Jasper's voice was shaky because of Candy getting closer.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy didn't believe that. "no your not your just running scared" she said, knowing that it would probably make him mad.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"What do you expect." Jasper looked at the side of Candy's face which was still looking terrible. "I did that to you. I don't want to hurt you any more." He looked pleadingly into her eyes. "Please. Don't make me do this."

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy looked at him, "what do i look like to you a little wimp i'm old enough to handle myself" she said, shaking her head.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"I know you can." Jasper's face showed nothing but fear. "I don't want to hurt you though. You mean too much to me."

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy shook her head, "sometimes meanning much to someone and hurting someone is always balance i could slap you right now" she said, but she wouldn't.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"I don't want it that way. I don't want to hurt the person I love the most." Jasper held his hands behind his back, feeling the pain throbbing in his fist.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy decided to do what was best. "fine i'll do what best for both of us" she said, going over to a wall and punching the stupid thing.

 

[Jasper Rider]

"Candy. Stop it." Jasper hoped he wouldn't have to go over and plead to her.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy looked at him, "why should I?" she asked, shaking her head.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper put his hands over his face so he wasn't watching her do it. "Candy, please." Tears flowed down Jasper's cheeks as he pleaded Candy. His heart was aching as he tried to block out the sound of her fist hitting the wall.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy stopped, "seriously Jasper think about it" she said, pulling back her bloody knuckles.

 

[Jasper Rider]

Jasper watched Candy's knuckles as blood poured out of them. "I can't." He was telling the truth. His mind was a jumble of mess.

 

[Candy Heart]

Candy anger mad her so mad she looked around and decided it was better not to hit him. "ugh you.... make me want to punch you" she yelled at him, coming close.