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Dear self esteem issues,
Why do you always come back when I need you the least? Its bad enough I don't want to go to school in the mornings and I dread choir when everyone looks at me as if I shouldn't be there. Plus the bossiness just makes me feel like I'm useless. And how am I expected to go to Jasmines party and have a good time when I look like crap, my Grave's disease is getting worse and I can't seem to stop losing weight? Plus nobody cares. One of my friends is ALWAYS worse off than me. No matter what.
From ugly.
Why do you always come back when I need you the least? Its bad enough I don't want to go to school in the mornings and I dread choir when everyone looks at me as if I shouldn't be there. Plus the bossiness just makes me feel like I'm useless. And how am I expected to go to Jasmines party and have a good time when I look like crap, my Grave's disease is getting worse and I can't seem to stop losing weight? Plus nobody cares. One of my friends is ALWAYS worse off than me. No matter what.
From ugly.




I mean seriously. I was fine with it on Wednesday after it happened but to constantly keep bringing it up today was just down right annoying. This things you both said about me weren't even completely true, parts yes but overall it was down right lies. So yes I don't mind a bit of slagging about it after wards heck we all do things that are embarrassing, forgive me for thinking that's what a part of Uni was. But to make me almost cry right before a group of 110 came in for their function, well I absolutely hate you for that. People that make me cry for having a good time aren't really worth my time and I don't want to call them friends. But I know you realised how much it hurt me and you did ease off slightly so I will give you another chance, I know you didn't mean to hurt me and that's just the way you are but please just cool the jets....I would say cool the jets next time but after this I now know why I don't go out, because things like this happen. So there won't be a next time, not in the same situation though, I will go out if I have a reason too but really I don't have the heart to go through another week of ridicule about enjoying myself. So thank you for ruining on my new years resolutions 


*tight never-letting-go hugs* xxx ♥