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Hey guys, remember me? I'm that girl that keeps leaving and coming back with promises of staying, only to disappear and not show up again.
I want to say sorry for doing that to you all. Some more than others, because I've left plots hanging and I hate that I have. I really do.
So after much much much much much thought, I've decided that I need to say goodbye to HNZ.
I hope to return at the end of this year, because I have put too much of my life into HNZ. It really is a part of me and I could never say goodbye to it forever.
But until then, I can't keep all of you wonderful people that I have plots with hanging. It's not fair and I've been beating myself up about it.
I literally haven't got the time to RP any more. It's come down to my last five weeks of school, forever. And the thought scares me so much. I have no idea what I want to do with my life and it's time to start making some serious decisions. I failed two of my subjects last semester because of my procrastination and got another two of my grades bumped from an A to a C simply because I focused on other things at home instead of getting the work done. I frustrate myself so much because I've gone through twelve years of school only to fail the last year? The one that is the most important? I've been trying desperately to snap out of these habits, which is why HNZ has been pushed to the side more than I would have liked, but I've almost stressed myself to the point of depression over the past few months so it's unfortunately something that I just had to do. I want to get those grades back, I feel like I've wasted valuable time and I can't keep doing it. The decision to leave HNZ wasn't an easy one, but I have to do it. Hopefully just for now at least.
Man I never thought I'd be writing one of these posts. I'm not really sure how to go about it. I love HNZ to death and have spent many long hours on my characters and as my first and only RP site, I'm going to miss it like crazy.
Hopefully I'll have my life on track by December and I can come be a full time member of the board again. By then I won't have to deal with school and all the stress that comes with it. I have so many future plots that I have been excited about for so long, so I hope to come back and go through with them. I just really need this to focus on school so I don't end up as a hobo when it's over, haha.
I love you all,
and I'll try to Skype as often as I can.
I hope I said everything I needed to in this post.
My brain doesn't function very well nowadays.
Besides, I won't make it any more dramatic because I don't want it to be forever.

I want to say sorry for doing that to you all. Some more than others, because I've left plots hanging and I hate that I have. I really do.
So after much much much much much thought, I've decided that I need to say goodbye to HNZ.
I hope to return at the end of this year, because I have put too much of my life into HNZ. It really is a part of me and I could never say goodbye to it forever.
But until then, I can't keep all of you wonderful people that I have plots with hanging. It's not fair and I've been beating myself up about it.
I literally haven't got the time to RP any more. It's come down to my last five weeks of school, forever. And the thought scares me so much. I have no idea what I want to do with my life and it's time to start making some serious decisions. I failed two of my subjects last semester because of my procrastination and got another two of my grades bumped from an A to a C simply because I focused on other things at home instead of getting the work done. I frustrate myself so much because I've gone through twelve years of school only to fail the last year? The one that is the most important? I've been trying desperately to snap out of these habits, which is why HNZ has been pushed to the side more than I would have liked, but I've almost stressed myself to the point of depression over the past few months so it's unfortunately something that I just had to do. I want to get those grades back, I feel like I've wasted valuable time and I can't keep doing it. The decision to leave HNZ wasn't an easy one, but I have to do it. Hopefully just for now at least.
Man I never thought I'd be writing one of these posts. I'm not really sure how to go about it. I love HNZ to death and have spent many long hours on my characters and as my first and only RP site, I'm going to miss it like crazy.
Hopefully I'll have my life on track by December and I can come be a full time member of the board again. By then I won't have to deal with school and all the stress that comes with it. I have so many future plots that I have been excited about for so long, so I hope to come back and go through with them. I just really need this to focus on school so I don't end up as a hobo when it's over, haha.
I love you all,
and I'll try to Skype as often as I can.
I hope I said everything I needed to in this post.
My brain doesn't function very well nowadays.
Besides, I won't make it any more dramatic because I don't want it to be forever.
