- Messages
- 922
- OOC First Name
- Cole
- Blood Status
- Mixed Blood
- Relationship Status
- Married
- Sexual Orientation
- Reuben <3
- Age
- 6/2026
Saveli felt horribly Ill. It was the second time that week her nausea had kept her awake into the wee hours of the night. She never got sick from it, but her stomach turned tidal waves and did somersaults alerting her to the potential for illness. Her wobbling knees and frail hands guided her to the bathroom each time she was sure she was going to finally rid her stomach of what would make her feel this way, and each time it was hopeless. The floor beneath her manicured feet creaked with the fury of wasps, and the damned old house wouldn't stop screaming every time she shut the doors. Saveli thought she should cast a silencing spell, but frankly she'd accidentally knocked her wand off her bookshelf and behind it and hadn't bothered to pull it out to get behind it. Instead she was uncaring on if Monty woke up - perhaps it was guilt overwhelming her after all.
The beginning of the month felt so long ago. First Reuben and she had become intimate, then losing Prudence and leaving Roo - then Gabe. Saveli hadn't bothered to write him since. She couldn't. Every time she thought about seeing Gabriel she felt sick to her stomach, remembering that she'd betrayed her own heart for an instance of comfort. The blonde thought perhaps she only felt guilty because her heart was broken over Reuben, but perhaps it was also the thought this would hurt her best friend's feelings. Perhaps he'd wanted to kiss her, hold her - be more than friends. Saveli had suspected it prior to everything occurring but... she was taken aback when he'd made it clear a day. When he'd held her close to him. Saveli gagged. This was cheating, she'd cheated herself out of happiness with Reuben - and he'd have moved on and found some other girl. In her jeans pocket - Saveli had a nasty habit of sleeping in the clothing she'd work the night before - was the letter he'd sent her almost four weeks ago. Unopened. Finally Saveli read the note. She read it over, and over again adn cried, curled into the corner of the bathroom, wedged next to the toilet or as close she could get. She buried her face in her knees and sobbed at the thought. He wouldn't take her back now. She wouldn't take herself back, not after sleeping with someone else.
Reuben had moved on Saveli was sure of it. Finally the nausea subsided, and Saveli sat beside the toilet, crying, harsh sobs ripping through her chest - and while she was silent she was pained. "I need you Prudence. You always knew what to do." She whispered, the note in her hand. "You'd tell me what to do. Please I just need some help. Guide me." She called out quietly through her tears.
The beginning of the month felt so long ago. First Reuben and she had become intimate, then losing Prudence and leaving Roo - then Gabe. Saveli hadn't bothered to write him since. She couldn't. Every time she thought about seeing Gabriel she felt sick to her stomach, remembering that she'd betrayed her own heart for an instance of comfort. The blonde thought perhaps she only felt guilty because her heart was broken over Reuben, but perhaps it was also the thought this would hurt her best friend's feelings. Perhaps he'd wanted to kiss her, hold her - be more than friends. Saveli had suspected it prior to everything occurring but... she was taken aback when he'd made it clear a day. When he'd held her close to him. Saveli gagged. This was cheating, she'd cheated herself out of happiness with Reuben - and he'd have moved on and found some other girl. In her jeans pocket - Saveli had a nasty habit of sleeping in the clothing she'd work the night before - was the letter he'd sent her almost four weeks ago. Unopened. Finally Saveli read the note. She read it over, and over again adn cried, curled into the corner of the bathroom, wedged next to the toilet or as close she could get. She buried her face in her knees and sobbed at the thought. He wouldn't take her back now. She wouldn't take herself back, not after sleeping with someone else.
Reuben had moved on Saveli was sure of it. Finally the nausea subsided, and Saveli sat beside the toilet, crying, harsh sobs ripping through her chest - and while she was silent she was pained. "I need you Prudence. You always knew what to do." She whispered, the note in her hand. "You'd tell me what to do. Please I just need some help. Guide me." She called out quietly through her tears.