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- 7/2035
It had been a couple of days since the Cliffs and everything with Elio. Rowan hadn't been avoiding him like last time, and she was pleasant and spoke to him if she saw him, but she didn't go out of her way to do so. She still felt... nothing, when she thought about him, which she tried to avoid doing, but he seemed... a little bit happier than she thought he might be. She knew why, the Hufflepuff. She'd managed to somehow catch sight of them in the Entrance hall that time, before she and Elio had... he was happy because of Marco Mariani and Rowan knew that could she feel anything, she would feel hurt and sad. It wasn't that she didn't want him to be happy, because she did, but, seeing that so early after all of this, she knew it would have broken her already shattered heart again and her protective cocoon of numbness would have done nothing to help. She looked at Amaya, who'd been able to tell straight away there was something wrong. She was kind, Amaya, someone Rowan should have put more effort into talking to when she and Elio had split the first time. Perhaps then she would have had more context to advice. "I just don't... feel. I don't feel anything." She admitted, the wind softly blowing her hair into her face as she spoke. It was hard not to flash back to the night on the cliffs. She'd felt so wonderful, even if it had all ended up being an illusion. "I just can't bring myself to... to... make any emotional connection whatsoever."