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- OOC First Name
- Pattycakes!
- Sexual Orientation
- Hetrosexual
- Wand
- Ash Wand 14 1/4" Essence of Tail Hair of a Male Unicorn | Willow Wand 12 3/4" Essence of Gold Dust
- Age
- 3/2009
Hey everyone 
So as some of you may or may not have noticed my activity has been a bit iffy as of late. Mostly it was because 3/5 nights in the 'school' week I had to go across the city to the other campus of my University for work which lead me to me home pretty late at night, leaving me tired and museless so I would come on HNZ but do nothing but talk in Spam.
Last Wednesday was the last night of work and the feeling of not having to rush for a bus after a long day of lectures was great but with my newfound spare time I realised that I'm currently half way through my team (3/4 through 2nd year) and I have all these deadlines coming up that I haven't had time to look at yet due to work.
So after a scare twice this week (one about an assignment I didn't even know about and another that I did know about but not quite sure on) I've kinda realised that I need to sort my life out. Things have become very hectic with my personal life; with my depression and currently trying to get over a really bad cold after wearing myself out/exhaustion, things have only seemed to double and after crying down the phone 3 times in the space of 30mins tonight to 3 different people about the same things I've come to the decision that I need to take a mini break from HNZ. I haaaaate that I have to do this because I'm usually really good at balancing things in my life but tonight I was pushed a bit too far and I can't do it anymore. I'm sure some of you (especially those I'm currently RPing with) have noticed that I have been a bit slow to replying and doing things in general (maybe posting a class a day late). I've been doing a few here or there when I get the time when really I know I should be doing my work but as you all know..Crackwarts and all that jazz
To those I'm RPing with, I can't apologise enough. I know I say 'sorry for the late reply etc' when I end up replying but that's not enough, but really I am truely sorry
As for now I'm going to say that RPs will have to be put on hold unless I find the time to spare and reply to them but my muse is pretty low as of late 
So this goes for: Jessye, Kaitlyn, Kait, Amanda, Cyndi, Nishma, Katie, Louise & Ava. If the RP calls for it and you want to keep going feel free to god-mod within moderation, I have no objections and to everyone else, I'm so sorry and ask that you will continue to be as patient as you already have been. If you want to stop/cancel the RPs etc let me know and I'm sure we can discuss something 
I don't want to bore you all with my personal problems, but essays; reports; practicals; seminars; interviews for placement; placement in general (oh yeah, placement is a big thing for anyone who doesn't know, basically I have to find work for my third year of Uni and have to have it sorted in ..5/6 weeks and so far no luck
); annoying friends; social gatherings & money problems.....ok yeah my life is messed up right now.
Be assured, I'm still going to be on everyday because I can't actually leave this place but I'll pretty much only be on to talk in spam/post classes/GM duties. If I find the time I will answer to RPs so everyone mentioned, don't quite give up on me just yet
I hope you all understand, if you care , and I'll see you around,
- Pattycakes
So as some of you may or may not have noticed my activity has been a bit iffy as of late. Mostly it was because 3/5 nights in the 'school' week I had to go across the city to the other campus of my University for work which lead me to me home pretty late at night, leaving me tired and museless so I would come on HNZ but do nothing but talk in Spam.
Last Wednesday was the last night of work and the feeling of not having to rush for a bus after a long day of lectures was great but with my newfound spare time I realised that I'm currently half way through my team (3/4 through 2nd year) and I have all these deadlines coming up that I haven't had time to look at yet due to work.
So after a scare twice this week (one about an assignment I didn't even know about and another that I did know about but not quite sure on) I've kinda realised that I need to sort my life out. Things have become very hectic with my personal life; with my depression and currently trying to get over a really bad cold after wearing myself out/exhaustion, things have only seemed to double and after crying down the phone 3 times in the space of 30mins tonight to 3 different people about the same things I've come to the decision that I need to take a mini break from HNZ. I haaaaate that I have to do this because I'm usually really good at balancing things in my life but tonight I was pushed a bit too far and I can't do it anymore. I'm sure some of you (especially those I'm currently RPing with) have noticed that I have been a bit slow to replying and doing things in general (maybe posting a class a day late). I've been doing a few here or there when I get the time when really I know I should be doing my work but as you all know..Crackwarts and all that jazz
To those I'm RPing with, I can't apologise enough. I know I say 'sorry for the late reply etc' when I end up replying but that's not enough, but really I am truely sorry
As for now I'm going to say that RPs will have to be put on hold unless I find the time to spare and reply to them but my muse is pretty low as of late So this goes for: Jessye, Kaitlyn, Kait, Amanda, Cyndi, Nishma, Katie, Louise & Ava. If the RP calls for it and you want to keep going feel free to god-mod within moderation, I have no objections and to everyone else, I'm so sorry and ask that you will continue to be as patient as you already have been. If you want to stop/cancel the RPs etc let me know and I'm sure we can discuss something I don't want to bore you all with my personal problems, but essays; reports; practicals; seminars; interviews for placement; placement in general (oh yeah, placement is a big thing for anyone who doesn't know, basically I have to find work for my third year of Uni and have to have it sorted in ..5/6 weeks and so far no luck
); annoying friends; social gatherings & money problems.....ok yeah my life is messed up right now.Be assured, I'm still going to be on everyday because I can't actually leave this place but I'll pretty much only be on to talk in spam/post classes/GM duties. If I find the time I will answer to RPs so everyone mentioned, don't quite give up on me just yet
I hope you all understand, if you care
, and I'll see you around,- Pattycakes
