Nicolas frowned and turned over the letter on his desk. staring at it a moment he spoke. "Cecily, just before the Yule Ball I received an unexpected letter." he started to explain, looking now at Cecily at the window. "It was from a girl I had dated my seventh year at Hogwarts. After my parents died I withdrew myself from the world, and she was part of the world I withdrew myself from. Then I moved away, and I didn't speak to her again. Well, her letter was asking me what happened between us. I chose not to reply, then this evening I decided I would write to her. An explanation is the least she deserves, and I offered to meet up with her so I could explain in person." He explained all at once, hoping he was making sense. "Here's her letter." Nicolas said, picking it up and offering it to Cecily, "I haven't sent my reply yet, but I was going to. I hope you're not upset with me, I want you to know that it's not her that I care for anymore, I probably don't even know her anymore. It's you I love."