- Messages
- 377
- OOC First Name
- Rowan
- Blood Status
- Mixed Blood
- Relationship Status
- Seeing Somebody
- Sexual Orientation
- Tristan) (Gay
- Wand
- Curly 12 Inch Rigid Hawthorn Wand with Hippogriff Feather Core
- Age
- 7/2031 (28)
Vivian's life was actually starting to come together. He had released a small EP on an independent music label and it was doing decently well - not well enough that he'd been able to quit his café job, but he had a proper foot in the music industry now, people were actually listening to his music, and the bills had thankfully gotten a bit easier to manage. The pressure to put together something on a larger scale was starting to hit home though, and although he didn't even know if he would be able to get a contract for a full length album he knew it was the next thing he needed to work towards.
While his professional life was coming together though, Vivian's personal life was as much of a mess as ever. He hadn't really felt comfortable with any of his hookups since the night he had spent with Tristan, and in trying to get some closure he had instead managed to weave a layer of guilt in with all his other feelings. He shouldn't care about hurting Tristan, not after everything the other man had done to him, but he did, and it was hard to really focus on anyone else with that guilt hanging over his head. Just another reason to feel too damaged for real love. His love life was for once far from his mind as he made his way towards Scrivenshaft's, having well and truly run out of ink. He was focused on the song he had started writing before running out of ink, the melody floating through his mind and drowning out the rest of the world. He wasn't focusing on the people around him until he spotted a pram up ahead, moving out of the way so he wouldn't bump into them. Vivian wouldn't have thought twice about the pram until he processed who was pushing it. "What?" He croaked out, eyes flashing between Tristan and pram several times as he struggled to make the connection. The promise he had made to leave Tristan alone was the furthest thing from his mind as he processed the sight, but a quiet part of him figured that near-literally bumping into each other in the street didn't count. "I, uh.... that's new...." He said weakly, voice unusually froggy.
While his professional life was coming together though, Vivian's personal life was as much of a mess as ever. He hadn't really felt comfortable with any of his hookups since the night he had spent with Tristan, and in trying to get some closure he had instead managed to weave a layer of guilt in with all his other feelings. He shouldn't care about hurting Tristan, not after everything the other man had done to him, but he did, and it was hard to really focus on anyone else with that guilt hanging over his head. Just another reason to feel too damaged for real love. His love life was for once far from his mind as he made his way towards Scrivenshaft's, having well and truly run out of ink. He was focused on the song he had started writing before running out of ink, the melody floating through his mind and drowning out the rest of the world. He wasn't focusing on the people around him until he spotted a pram up ahead, moving out of the way so he wouldn't bump into them. Vivian wouldn't have thought twice about the pram until he processed who was pushing it. "What?" He croaked out, eyes flashing between Tristan and pram several times as he struggled to make the connection. The promise he had made to leave Tristan alone was the furthest thing from his mind as he processed the sight, but a quiet part of him figured that near-literally bumping into each other in the street didn't count. "I, uh.... that's new...." He said weakly, voice unusually froggy.