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- Straight 12 1/2 Inch Rigid Cherry Wand with Vampire Blood Core
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- 7/2035
Rowan sat with her head in her hands staring at the tiled floor of the bathroom. She couldn't say how long she'd been sitting there, if she was honest, since she barely remembered the walk up, but she'd been showered, dried off and now she just sat almost staring off into space. It wasn't as though she was completely unaware about any of it either, she knew where she was, now, she just did not necessarily have the brain power to complete understand what she wanted to say. Leda asked her what was going on as she'd stepped out of the shower feeling about ten times better than she had when she'd stepped into it, but everything that had been in her brain had subsequently just left her brain just as quickly and now she sort of just stared at the ground because she didn't really know what to say about any of it.
How did one tell another person that they were a monster, that she'd done some horrible things in the last ten years and now they had finally caught up with her and she didn't know how to handle it. It was something she had been thinking about for days, and now it sort of just sat with her. She'd changed her name on everything, left it all to Elio, and she hadn't even been to see Honey, not since she'd dropped Priscilla off. She didn't want to talk to Zennon, because she didn't know how to and she felt like he wouldn't really understand. The stuff with Sam had been so different, they were never really in love with each other, she didn't think her brother had ever felt about anyone the way she felt about Elio. She didn't think she would ever feel about anyone the way she felt about Elio either - and she just didn't know how to put any of this into words, and so instead, she just... sighed, and she shook her head, and then, after that, she cried, because she didn't know what else she was supposed to do. She'd ruined everything. She didn't think she could ever make anything right ever again.
@Leda Layton
How did one tell another person that they were a monster, that she'd done some horrible things in the last ten years and now they had finally caught up with her and she didn't know how to handle it. It was something she had been thinking about for days, and now it sort of just sat with her. She'd changed her name on everything, left it all to Elio, and she hadn't even been to see Honey, not since she'd dropped Priscilla off. She didn't want to talk to Zennon, because she didn't know how to and she felt like he wouldn't really understand. The stuff with Sam had been so different, they were never really in love with each other, she didn't think her brother had ever felt about anyone the way she felt about Elio. She didn't think she would ever feel about anyone the way she felt about Elio either - and she just didn't know how to put any of this into words, and so instead, she just... sighed, and she shook her head, and then, after that, she cried, because she didn't know what else she was supposed to do. She'd ruined everything. She didn't think she could ever make anything right ever again.
@Leda Layton