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- OOC First Name
- Rowan
- Blood Status
- Half Blood
- Relationship Status
- Married
- Sexual Orientation
- Lars) (Gay
- Wand
- Laurel Wand 12 1/2" with Phoenix Tail Feather
- Age
- 8/2036 (26)
Blake really didn't want to do this. It wasn't like he had to. Professor Josephs had just suggested he think about the way he saw the girls on his own team, but the more Blake had thought about it, the clearer it became that this was something he needed to do. Apologising to Alice had been terrifying, but had also felt like the start of something. It was the first time it had really hit Blake how much seeing Lars had changed him, and his appalling date with Minnie had been the final nail in the coffin for the person Blake used to be. He knew she was right, knew for the first time in his life that his dad was wrong, wrong about a lot of things, and he needed to make a choice. Was he going to be the kind of man who clung to lies so they could pretend they were better than everyone else, or was he going to be his own kind of man, the kind of man who deserved to be a leader, who deserved to be loved by someone like Lars? It was a no-brainer.
But deciding to swallow his pride and actually doing so were two entirely different things. Faced with the team he led assembled on the pitch before him, Blake paused much longer than he usually would before beginning a pre-practice speech, clearing his throat and fumbling a bit with his broom. "Hey team." He said, voice much lower than the usual boom he reserved for hype up speeches. "I've, uh.... I've gotta have a chat with you guys before we get started." Blake cleared his throat again, trying to ignore the nervous thumping of his heart as he looked around at the faces of his teammates. "If you were at the Yule Ball you probably saw there was an... altercation between me and one of the other captains, and I want to.... clear up the situation before we get back into practicing." He needed to do this, Blake reminded himself. Everyone had seen him get hit, it would be stupid to just pretend it hadn't happened. "I just want to say that Minnie was, uh... she was completely right. I was being a, s-uh... a jerk." He corrected his speech quickly, reminding himself there were second years on the team who probably didn't need to hear the kind of language he had almost used. "I come from.... a pretty sexist family, and that's not... an excuse, but I did learn some.... really wrong stuff growing up, especially about girls playing sports. So I, uh.... I owe all the girls on the team an apology. If I've ever said or done anything that... made you feel like you weren't valuable players, or I didn't... believe in your abilities, or anything like that, I'm really sorry. You're all on this team because you're the best players in the school, and that's got nothing to do with gender. I'm still... unlearning a bunch of that stuff, so if I ever mess up again, please call me out. I'm your captain, and I need to be held accountable for my stuff." He paused for a moment. "Or just punch me again, I won't tell Professor Josephs." He added, hoping to bring a bit of levity to what had to be the most uncomfortable speech of his life.
Slytherin,Practice
But deciding to swallow his pride and actually doing so were two entirely different things. Faced with the team he led assembled on the pitch before him, Blake paused much longer than he usually would before beginning a pre-practice speech, clearing his throat and fumbling a bit with his broom. "Hey team." He said, voice much lower than the usual boom he reserved for hype up speeches. "I've, uh.... I've gotta have a chat with you guys before we get started." Blake cleared his throat again, trying to ignore the nervous thumping of his heart as he looked around at the faces of his teammates. "If you were at the Yule Ball you probably saw there was an... altercation between me and one of the other captains, and I want to.... clear up the situation before we get back into practicing." He needed to do this, Blake reminded himself. Everyone had seen him get hit, it would be stupid to just pretend it hadn't happened. "I just want to say that Minnie was, uh... she was completely right. I was being a, s-uh... a jerk." He corrected his speech quickly, reminding himself there were second years on the team who probably didn't need to hear the kind of language he had almost used. "I come from.... a pretty sexist family, and that's not... an excuse, but I did learn some.... really wrong stuff growing up, especially about girls playing sports. So I, uh.... I owe all the girls on the team an apology. If I've ever said or done anything that... made you feel like you weren't valuable players, or I didn't... believe in your abilities, or anything like that, I'm really sorry. You're all on this team because you're the best players in the school, and that's got nothing to do with gender. I'm still... unlearning a bunch of that stuff, so if I ever mess up again, please call me out. I'm your captain, and I need to be held accountable for my stuff." He paused for a moment. "Or just punch me again, I won't tell Professor Josephs." He added, hoping to bring a bit of levity to what had to be the most uncomfortable speech of his life.
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Slytherin,Practice