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All my friends on HNZ,
Im sure everyone of you must have been hit by a realization one day or the other. Its like your life is smooth, fun and everything is going good until you figure out that it was only you who thought everything was okay but now that you have been hit by the thought you cant help but think over it again and again and again.
Similar thing has happen to me.
(I'm the one in emerald)
(I'm the one in lime)
I am a 15years old girl who lives in Tanzania, East Africa. I am going to start 11th grade on Jan 15. I have grown to love Harry potter since two and half years. It has been so passionate and I have influenced all those around me to love it and that has been just great. On 25th Dec 2007 I discovered Hogwarts NewZealand through somewhere in Netlog where my sister had been browsing.
Although all my grades are what people consider good; excellent but not good. During 8th grade I got an average of 84%,9th grade I got 82% and now it has been a month and more since I got 70% in my annual exam. No, its not because of lack of time management. At least I think so. It is because I choose Additional Maths that has been proved to be the worst thing in my life. Basically I am okay at math but Additional maths has lowered my grade from like 78 or something to 70. I got a 44%, D in that subject and thus my entire grade dropped down.
If we get 75% or above in 10 and 11th grade we get a certificate which is basically a symbol for clever students. Now in the first and second term I didnt get the certificate and this has led to me thinking about it.
In 7th grade after so much of EXTRA hard work I managed to get the first ever trophy in academics in my life history and 11th grade is like the one before we graduate and then move to A levels. It is time again to show to everyone that I have the potential to get the best possible marks and get myself on stage rather than the audience during the prize giving ceremony.
It is very essential to do this so I can get the confidence back into my head.
Another thing that came as a realization is about my weight. I am 90kgs which is fat! Although my mom is 75kg I look fatter than her. I am also tall. A thing that is true because I am not Madam Maxime but I do have strong and big bones. If my mom or anyone tries to hit me and I do nothing in defence they get hurt just because I have so strong bones. Even big size plastic bangles cannot get through my palms onto my wrist!
It is time that I seriously concentrate on my weight problem because here in Tanzania all Hindu(Asian) girls are tiny and thin. Dad keeps saying that I have a western growth but although I may be tall but I am fat and not even I can deny that. So time has come to make two new important resolutions to prove myself.
Resolutions:
1. Get a certificate by working the hardest possible.
2. Excercise and diet to reduce weight by end of July.
My characters on Hogwarts
1.Andrew Bruke-Slytherin,5th year
2.Kasey Carla,Ravenclaw 6th Year
3.Hazel ColdBlood- Dumstrang 1st year
4.Rufus ColdBlood-DE
5.Victor Rooper-DE
6.Benjamin Carla-Dumstrang 7th year
8.Lila Carla-Ministry Official
9.Mallory Malkin-MM Owner(shopkeeper)
10.Dainel Olsen-6th year Dumstrang
11.Winter-House elf
12. Lizzy-House elf
13.Being one of the people who did Bio Assistance
I know its just eleven. But they mean the world to me. It has been my favorite hobby time pass since 2 whole years. I love HNZ beyond imagination and have been crying for past two days thinking about the way I would write this down.
Due to my stupid style I cannot imagine running characters without doing each and every lessons. Its like I must do lessons and cannot help myself from doing that. But that takes too much of my time. Even the rps themselves consume time and to add It all it has always been my dream to graduate Kasey. But as AB is my most famous character I cannot leave him. And its like Bella to choose to either kill Edward or Jake where its impossible to choose. I would have to run either both or none and running both with all their lessons, families, friends and other rps is simply too time consuming.
Thus, I have decided with much difficulty, tears and hours of thought that after the realizations hit me and to fulfill my revolutions I must abandon Hogwarts New Zealand.
I cannot imagine my life without it but I guess in some time I would get used to it.
Adira Ater
My online RL friend Ashlea who put much trusts in me. Was I to continue with AB I had thought to make Ad her final
. I truly love the way AB and Ad have got together. Everything about them, the little darkness, friendship and love that they shared, I will miss it the most. Hopefully as Ad continues her life, AB will always remain the first crush she had and the first guy who kissed her. I am happy for that. I will miss you so much. I will miss all the RPs that I had thought we would do in future. I would miss planning about Ad and Ab. Thank you so much for everything.
To Caina Dante( Tanner):
Although you left the site maybe someday you will get the message that how much I have come to miss you. Hope your life is good, your colleage and your family. Caina had been the best friend AB had and I would have loved to Rp the love life between Caina and Ab but RL comes first and I am glad that you took that wise hard decision. Will always miss Caina and you. Good luck.
To Zazuka Bones:
Where do I begin? It was always fun to Rp with Zuka. As Abs crush and now as a cousin. Just say I helped you with the Delphi Root after all Its so difficulty to write the way I could thank you now that am practically shaking. Mal and Mortys weddin Well it wont be rped anymore but you could always say they lived happily and write that Brian and Ab fought That would say you have chaos in this amaizing life of Zuka.
The Slytherin Qudditch Team(Isabella Chaos, Henric, Larrissa, Adira, Hoshi, Zoe, Ms.lindstrom(cant remember which one), Clover Alfred, Sophia Stark and Blake Zepline of course): I am happy that AB was allowed to be captain, thanks to Prof Arthimos Manteia whom I simply loved. He trusted me so much and even made me prefect, thanks. Henric, you are a true strategist. I will always hope you continue to support Slytherin team and play the best chaser that ever flew, flank peoples robes and other theories you use. Larrissa and Hoshi, you guys have compromised many times to my stupid mistakes and always helped on the first Pm I sent you .Thank you. Zoe, thanks for being in the team. You mean a lot. Ms. Lindstrom, Id like to thank you a lot for being seeker. And thanks to you to Clover who meaned a lot too. Blake, you were like a role model at quidditch from whom AB learned. Thanks for everything to everyone . Hope Slytherin becomes best at Qudditch one day)
Jacob Copper:
For being my best friend throughout. It was great to be friends and share dorm with you and will miss you so much.
Theodore and Alyssa Snow and Aleyha Devarux:
Although we havent Rped much, the bit we did meant a lot. You guys stood by AB when he needed friend and I appreciate that a lot. Im sure that if I had continued on with AB we would have done many cool Rps. Aleyha, I loved your banners. Gosh you are so good at graphics and even the friendship with Andrew, I liked it very much.Thank you.
Kat Kingsley:
Thankyou Kat for standing by AB. I regret that I have to leave but The rps we did and those planned in future would have gone great. I could see that. Thankyou for everything.
Andy:
For being good friends with Ab. I totally love your RP style Linda. You rock! Have been reading your rps like forever and they are so cool and so are all you characters especially Andy.
Lexi, Kirsty :
For being very good friends
Ellie Sparks:
For friendship at onetime
Brian Gethathorn(for the best enemy
)<i></i>
But AB and Kasey would have to be closed now so I can start getting used to the fact of not checking if anyone replied in any topics. I think all important ones have been sorted out here. If there are any hangings topics please forgive me.
Thankyou so much to you lovely people of HNZ where I one day intend to return when I am working or married and have all time in my own hands. I will miss this site more than anything ever and most of all I would miss all this Rps and the characters themselves who were so good. I have loved reading other peoples rp and want to tell you all that you guys Rps are awesome. Even I would like to thank Isabella and Alehya for their amazing graphics that have always been my favorites. Thank you to Isabella and Andromeda for being so cool GMs.
HNZ,Thanks,for giving me a home away from home.
Good Luck to HNZ and all the Role-players
Will miss you,
Nishma
Im sure everyone of you must have been hit by a realization one day or the other. Its like your life is smooth, fun and everything is going good until you figure out that it was only you who thought everything was okay but now that you have been hit by the thought you cant help but think over it again and again and again.
Similar thing has happen to me.
(I'm the one in emerald)
(I'm the one in lime)
I am a 15years old girl who lives in Tanzania, East Africa. I am going to start 11th grade on Jan 15. I have grown to love Harry potter since two and half years. It has been so passionate and I have influenced all those around me to love it and that has been just great. On 25th Dec 2007 I discovered Hogwarts NewZealand through somewhere in Netlog where my sister had been browsing.
Although all my grades are what people consider good; excellent but not good. During 8th grade I got an average of 84%,9th grade I got 82% and now it has been a month and more since I got 70% in my annual exam. No, its not because of lack of time management. At least I think so. It is because I choose Additional Maths that has been proved to be the worst thing in my life. Basically I am okay at math but Additional maths has lowered my grade from like 78 or something to 70. I got a 44%, D in that subject and thus my entire grade dropped down.
If we get 75% or above in 10 and 11th grade we get a certificate which is basically a symbol for clever students. Now in the first and second term I didnt get the certificate and this has led to me thinking about it.
In 7th grade after so much of EXTRA hard work I managed to get the first ever trophy in academics in my life history and 11th grade is like the one before we graduate and then move to A levels. It is time again to show to everyone that I have the potential to get the best possible marks and get myself on stage rather than the audience during the prize giving ceremony.
It is very essential to do this so I can get the confidence back into my head.
Another thing that came as a realization is about my weight. I am 90kgs which is fat! Although my mom is 75kg I look fatter than her. I am also tall. A thing that is true because I am not Madam Maxime but I do have strong and big bones. If my mom or anyone tries to hit me and I do nothing in defence they get hurt just because I have so strong bones. Even big size plastic bangles cannot get through my palms onto my wrist!
It is time that I seriously concentrate on my weight problem because here in Tanzania all Hindu(Asian) girls are tiny and thin. Dad keeps saying that I have a western growth but although I may be tall but I am fat and not even I can deny that. So time has come to make two new important resolutions to prove myself.
Resolutions:
1. Get a certificate by working the hardest possible.
2. Excercise and diet to reduce weight by end of July.
As my normal schedule is so packed up:
7.00-2.00am:School
2.00-3.00:Lunch
3.00-5.00:Tuitions someday or homework
5.00-6.30:Chilling time
6.30-7.00:Family time when dad and mom get back from work
7.00-8.30
oing whatever is needed i.e extra homework, helping mom, projects and work depending on the time of year
8.30-9.15inner
9.15- Onwards: Tv etc and packing bag, sleep.
Now usually I get time after 9.00 or around 7.00 or at 5.00pm to do my Hogwarts and Facebook work.
7.00-2.00am:School
2.00-3.00:Lunch
3.00-5.00:Tuitions someday or homework
5.00-6.30:Chilling time
6.30-7.00:Family time when dad and mom get back from work
7.00-8.30
oing whatever is needed i.e extra homework, helping mom, projects and work depending on the time of year8.30-9.15
inner9.15- Onwards: Tv etc and packing bag, sleep.
Now usually I get time after 9.00 or around 7.00 or at 5.00pm to do my Hogwarts and Facebook work.
My characters on Hogwarts
1.Andrew Bruke-Slytherin,5th year
2.Kasey Carla,Ravenclaw 6th Year
3.Hazel ColdBlood- Dumstrang 1st year
4.Rufus ColdBlood-DE
5.Victor Rooper-DE
6.Benjamin Carla-Dumstrang 7th year
8.Lila Carla-Ministry Official
9.Mallory Malkin-MM Owner(shopkeeper)
10.Dainel Olsen-6th year Dumstrang
11.Winter-House elf
12. Lizzy-House elf
13.Being one of the people who did Bio Assistance
I know its just eleven. But they mean the world to me. It has been my favorite hobby time pass since 2 whole years. I love HNZ beyond imagination and have been crying for past two days thinking about the way I would write this down.
Due to my stupid style I cannot imagine running characters without doing each and every lessons. Its like I must do lessons and cannot help myself from doing that. But that takes too much of my time. Even the rps themselves consume time and to add It all it has always been my dream to graduate Kasey. But as AB is my most famous character I cannot leave him. And its like Bella to choose to either kill Edward or Jake where its impossible to choose. I would have to run either both or none and running both with all their lessons, families, friends and other rps is simply too time consuming.
Thus, I have decided with much difficulty, tears and hours of thought that after the realizations hit me and to fulfill my revolutions I must abandon Hogwarts New Zealand.
I cannot imagine my life without it but I guess in some time I would get used to it.
All characters I would like to thank:
Nick and Cecily:
You guys would be playing Harry if this were Harry Potter. Gosh! You guys are simply amazing and have dedicated yourself to this site and helped it grow. Nick, youre rps as newbies were always fun to read. To read the way youve grown to rp the way you do today. Cecily, you are fun, helpful and cool. I wish even I could help this site as much. I thank you guys truly for allowing AB to be a parselmouth. Although I wasnt able to accomplish the real reason why I asked for this power still thank you so much. I wish you guys continue to help around and be simply awesome.
You guys would be playing Harry if this were Harry Potter. Gosh! You guys are simply amazing and have dedicated yourself to this site and helped it grow. Nick, youre rps as newbies were always fun to read. To read the way youve grown to rp the way you do today. Cecily, you are fun, helpful and cool. I wish even I could help this site as much. I thank you guys truly for allowing AB to be a parselmouth. Although I wasnt able to accomplish the real reason why I asked for this power still thank you so much. I wish you guys continue to help around and be simply awesome.
Adira Ater
My online RL friend Ashlea who put much trusts in me. Was I to continue with AB I had thought to make Ad her final
. I truly love the way AB and Ad have got together. Everything about them, the little darkness, friendship and love that they shared, I will miss it the most. Hopefully as Ad continues her life, AB will always remain the first crush she had and the first guy who kissed her. I am happy for that. I will miss you so much. I will miss all the RPs that I had thought we would do in future. I would miss planning about Ad and Ab. Thank you so much for everything.To Caina Dante( Tanner):
Although you left the site maybe someday you will get the message that how much I have come to miss you. Hope your life is good, your colleage and your family. Caina had been the best friend AB had and I would have loved to Rp the love life between Caina and Ab but RL comes first and I am glad that you took that wise hard decision. Will always miss Caina and you. Good luck.
To Zazuka Bones:
Where do I begin? It was always fun to Rp with Zuka. As Abs crush and now as a cousin. Just say I helped you with the Delphi Root after all Its so difficulty to write the way I could thank you now that am practically shaking. Mal and Mortys weddin Well it wont be rped anymore but you could always say they lived happily and write that Brian and Ab fought That would say you have chaos in this amaizing life of Zuka.
The Slytherin Qudditch Team(Isabella Chaos, Henric, Larrissa, Adira, Hoshi, Zoe, Ms.lindstrom(cant remember which one), Clover Alfred, Sophia Stark and Blake Zepline of course): I am happy that AB was allowed to be captain, thanks to Prof Arthimos Manteia whom I simply loved. He trusted me so much and even made me prefect, thanks. Henric, you are a true strategist. I will always hope you continue to support Slytherin team and play the best chaser that ever flew, flank peoples robes and other theories you use. Larrissa and Hoshi, you guys have compromised many times to my stupid mistakes and always helped on the first Pm I sent you .Thank you. Zoe, thanks for being in the team. You mean a lot. Ms. Lindstrom, Id like to thank you a lot for being seeker. And thanks to you to Clover who meaned a lot too. Blake, you were like a role model at quidditch from whom AB learned. Thanks for everything to everyone . Hope Slytherin becomes best at Qudditch one day)
Jacob Copper:
For being my best friend throughout. It was great to be friends and share dorm with you and will miss you so much.
Theodore and Alyssa Snow and Aleyha Devarux:
Although we havent Rped much, the bit we did meant a lot. You guys stood by AB when he needed friend and I appreciate that a lot. Im sure that if I had continued on with AB we would have done many cool Rps. Aleyha, I loved your banners. Gosh you are so good at graphics and even the friendship with Andrew, I liked it very much.Thank you.
Kat Kingsley:
Thankyou Kat for standing by AB. I regret that I have to leave but The rps we did and those planned in future would have gone great. I could see that. Thankyou for everything.
Andy:
For being good friends with Ab. I totally love your RP style Linda. You rock! Have been reading your rps like forever and they are so cool and so are all you characters especially Andy.
Lexi, Kirsty :
For being very good friends
Ellie Sparks:
For friendship at onetime
Brian Gethathorn(for the best enemy
)Maddiie Hollawarth and Entire Hollawarth famiy:
Madz, thanks for being Kasey sister-ish friend. Thanks for being there for kasey at all times. Thank you Hollawarths for considering the Carlas as a a family and on the decision on Roswalld and Lilas wedding. I am very sorry that I wouldnt be able to Rp that. Guess Lila and Roswalld had enough trouble to last life time and could enjoy a happy life now. Although some cool rp about Roswalld mysteries department would have been nice but guess thats not in my fate. Thanks to Jay and Jacob who are really cool and have always stood as Bens friends. Thanks to Roswalld for being there for Lila. I loved all the rps that took place between the Carla and the Hollawarths esp the Paris one and the great dinner. Thank you for everything.
Ashley Cooper:
For being the one best friend who ever RPed with Kasey. I would have liked to continue with Ash and Kasey being best friend and inviting you for Lila Carlas wedding. Thank you Ash.
Jake Kiernan:
Thanks Jake for being Kaseys one true crush/boyfriend. I am very sad that I couldnt rp even the first kiss with you. But thank you very much for everything.
Ginny Porter:
For being one true long friend. I remember in Kaseys first year we have Jayne, Elissa, Jessy Stone and you in one dorm and I thought wed be the best friends forever. Thanks for continuing that friendship with Kasey.
Jasper Rockwood:
For creating yourself behind my idea. Im sorry we couldnt rp much.
Although Kasey hasnt been as famous as AB, I love her dearly for she was my first ever character on HNZ made on 25th dec 2007 and now two years later I have to wave goodbye. I wish I would have been able to graduate her.
<i></i>Madz, thanks for being Kasey sister-ish friend. Thanks for being there for kasey at all times. Thank you Hollawarths for considering the Carlas as a a family and on the decision on Roswalld and Lilas wedding. I am very sorry that I wouldnt be able to Rp that. Guess Lila and Roswalld had enough trouble to last life time and could enjoy a happy life now. Although some cool rp about Roswalld mysteries department would have been nice but guess thats not in my fate. Thanks to Jay and Jacob who are really cool and have always stood as Bens friends. Thanks to Roswalld for being there for Lila. I loved all the rps that took place between the Carla and the Hollawarths esp the Paris one and the great dinner. Thank you for everything.
Ashley Cooper:
For being the one best friend who ever RPed with Kasey. I would have liked to continue with Ash and Kasey being best friend and inviting you for Lila Carlas wedding. Thank you Ash.
Jake Kiernan:
Thanks Jake for being Kaseys one true crush/boyfriend. I am very sad that I couldnt rp even the first kiss with you. But thank you very much for everything.
Ginny Porter:
For being one true long friend. I remember in Kaseys first year we have Jayne, Elissa, Jessy Stone and you in one dorm and I thought wed be the best friends forever. Thanks for continuing that friendship with Kasey.
Jasper Rockwood:
For creating yourself behind my idea. Im sorry we couldnt rp much.
Although Kasey hasnt been as famous as AB, I love her dearly for she was my first ever character on HNZ made on 25th dec 2007 and now two years later I have to wave goodbye. I wish I would have been able to graduate her.
Well this realization hit me. I never knew that I would think so deeply about my resolutions and I had already made Hazel by then. I had wished for her to be pure evil for I never had such a character. I guess Ab will always stay a good Slytherin after all. However Hazel would like to thank Briar Rowann, Angelica Tolaraba, Ivana Kalforovich, Mark Stone for all agreeing to Rp with me.
I say I always had high hopes for Hazel the way I applied for veela and then the admins said I would do just as good without it. Talyor Swift was the perfect play by for Hazel. Wish the darkness that I made would one day as my plan come to New Zealand and study in Hogwarts.
From Rufus's side I would like to thank all the people, DE, all the ladies who agreed on the one night stands. I appreciate a lot. I had much planned for him as well. Thank you very much to everyone. I would finish all one night stands rps by the 12th of Jan 2010 because it would be very bad to just leave them that way.
<i></i>I say I always had high hopes for Hazel the way I applied for veela and then the admins said I would do just as good without it. Talyor Swift was the perfect play by for Hazel. Wish the darkness that I made would one day as my plan come to New Zealand and study in Hogwarts.
From Rufus's side I would like to thank all the people, DE, all the ladies who agreed on the one night stands. I appreciate a lot. I had much planned for him as well. Thank you very much to everyone. I would finish all one night stands rps by the 12th of Jan 2010 because it would be very bad to just leave them that way.
But AB and Kasey would have to be closed now so I can start getting used to the fact of not checking if anyone replied in any topics. I think all important ones have been sorted out here. If there are any hangings topics please forgive me.
Thankyou so much to you lovely people of HNZ where I one day intend to return when I am working or married and have all time in my own hands. I will miss this site more than anything ever and most of all I would miss all this Rps and the characters themselves who were so good. I have loved reading other peoples rp and want to tell you all that you guys Rps are awesome. Even I would like to thank Isabella and Alehya for their amazing graphics that have always been my favorites. Thank you to Isabella and Andromeda for being so cool GMs.
HNZ,Thanks,for giving me a home away from home.
Good Luck to HNZ and all the Role-players
Will miss you,
Nishma
Nishma's a nifty name, and I wish I could have gotten to know you more OOC than I obviously have. 
Just because your body type is not tiny and thin doesn't mean you're fat. 
At any rate, I can respect you wanting to control your diet and exercise for yourself and your health. 
I know I'd never ever have enough self control/discipline to even try to exercise regularly or keep a diet.
You'll definitely be missed. You have done your share in helping out HNZ while you've been on it, so thank you. 
. I'm terrible at goodbyes ( they make me really 
. 
She really could not stand that boy for anything! lol. 
Even though that was not RPed, it would still be funny. 
.