Onyx peeked up through his hair, his breath catching as Jamie spoke. He slowly tilted his face back up, eyes wide and his cheeks red. He let out a dreamy sigh, scooting closer again. He propped his chin in one hand, offering out his other hand to be held. He smiled warmly, purring softly for a few moments as he stared at his Jamie. "Mm... I love you, too, mon chiot," he replied easily. It was odd how little Jamie had to reassure him, how easily and completely Onyx trusted him.
Everything just felt safe, and warm, and right, and Onyx stopped trying to think of the right things to say and just let himself be. "I want to move in, if that's okay. I don't know where I'd put my fish..." He pouted a little. "I might have to keep my flat, just leave my things there and go over when you're at practice," he mused, trying to piece his thoughts together. "I just... miss you, a lot, I don't like sleeping without you but I've been afraid it would be too clingy of me to just ask to stay in your bed every night," he admitted with a light laugh.
Without thinking to stop, Onyx continued on, lightly rambling and staring at nothing in particular. "Maybe we could get a house somewhere. Something to grow into." He flipped his lip ring idly. "I like the idea of having a little family, you and me and a couple of kids. Not right now, of course, but later on. I don't think we need to worry about an accidental pregnancy," He laughed lightly. "But someday I'd like to adopt or have a surrogate or something, have a few little babies of our own." He sighed softly, a dreamy look in his eyes.
"To be honest, I've been thinking of going to a university or something, once I'm sure things have really settled in my head. The performing job is fun and all, I like the experience I'm getting, but I'm actually not a center stage kind of guy. I want to write music, be a composer maybe. I want to know more. I just keep picking up instruments," he smiled softly, turning his eyes back to Jamie.
"I was waiting to tell you, but I've been learning the violin. I think I'm getting okay at it," He chuckled, before shaking his head and clearing his throat. "Sorry, I went on a bit there, huh?" He laughed nervously, biting his lip and looking to Jamie to see what he was thinking.