Useless? Tristan thought to himself as Sarah tore out of the room, fuming, not deeming it necessary to say anymore to her. If she was going to insult him, now he most definitely wasn't going to take any leaps to help her out. She could sort it out with Daisy herself as far as he was concerned; he didn't feel like being the messenger owl. And in any case, his father was her lover; he could sort through her problems, not expect his son to.
Stretching his arms, he cracked his knuckles with a pop, wondering what he should go about doing. A walk outside, perhaps? Even with his wand he was wary about going into the forest himself, so he could probably just skirt about the edges.
Strolling out of the library, unable to find Pjotr for a quick chat, as he hadn't seen the old crone in years, he took a left out into the courtyard, deciding not to leave the outskirts of the Herrogard after all. The spring's flowers were just dying and summers were flourishing, claiming their territory in the potted soil. Flowers never lasted long at the Herrogard; with the terminally cold weather, they only survived a few weeks before the seemingly eternal winter reclaimed them.
He moved to the edge of the railing, looking up into the beautifully blue skies, considering what Sarah had said to him. Was he useless? Probably. Morgase had left him partly for that, he supposed. He was useless as a companion, and he had pretty much failed being a father.
And then, there was the mess with Thorine to consider. Did he not even have control of himself? His ice blue eyes fell to the churning lake under the railing, the waves pushing and pulling against the rock wall consistently. He wondered if he would ever be as consistent as that lake was, completely unchanged over the nearly forty-two years of his life yet more trustworthy than he was known to be.