Chavdar shook his head and shrugged , "Not so much." Chavdar sighed, but stopped walking. This was eating him up inside, feeling guilty about the date. What the hell is wrong with you, Chavdar? You took a woman who lost her husband on a date! These thoughts ran through his mind. Usually, it never would have bothered him, or in the past, it wouldn't have. Why does it now? He did not know. However, she had a right to know how he was feeling this. He figured that she would be curious to what was on his mind.
Chavdar stared at the ground, "You know, I feel horrible about asking you on a date. Friends or not, I feel guilty about it. I usually wouldn't care, but I do. I guess I am nervous that if I get too close, then well...further feelings will develop. I rarely ask women to do something with me, and I don't even know why I asked you. You are so, intriguing...I guess is the word." Chavdar folded his arms across his chest. "You lost your husband...and I just feel bad about all this." Chavdar sighed, feeling slightly better than he got it off his chest.
"If you want to continue with this, then it is fine. But if you don't, I will understand as well. You choose what our next move will be." His dark grey eyes stared into her blue eyes, curious to what she will have to say about this, everything that was on his mind, and some in his heart as well. He felt stupid...but then again, he also felt better in a strange way.