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- Holly/Ebony Wand 12 1/2" Essence of Griffin Feather
She noticed instantly the difference in his kisses, they were more heated, more passionate. His hand caressing her neck sent goosebumps along her skin. In the throes of delirium before all sense was lost completely she heard his words and caught herself just in time. Trilby had one name on her lips in that moment and it was not the name of the handsome caring boy before her but another a long ways off. The thought was like a slap of a freezing cold cloth on her skin, that she could have uttered Xavier's name while kissing Sebastian. She gasped at her own behaviour and ceased all activity. Looking to her boyfriend, her lips swollen from his kisses, her breathing ragged and feelings still running feverishly high she moved her hands until they were around his neck once more and her face was buried into the crook of his neck.
"I am the worsed girlfriend Sebastian, you deserve so much better than I" she told him honestly. They had very nearly gone too far once again, very nearly made an error that might cost them their friendship or more again. Though she hoped that with them being older and now girlfriend/boyfriend that they would behave differently. The last time had been a hurried mistake, now at least they both knew what they were doing, what they were letting themselves in for. But as much as her body craved his, her mind had been ready to call out to another and for this reason she could not give in to the cravings that racked through her. It would be best for now that he believe that his words had caused her to stop and nothing else. She feared the time when she would have to be completely honest with him about all her feelings, for him and Xavier. Was it possible to love two completely different people at once? Trilby paused, she had never contemplated the word 'love' before for either of them and now unbidden it came to heart and mind as if this was the crux of her problem all along.
"I am the worsed girlfriend Sebastian, you deserve so much better than I" she told him honestly. They had very nearly gone too far once again, very nearly made an error that might cost them their friendship or more again. Though she hoped that with them being older and now girlfriend/boyfriend that they would behave differently. The last time had been a hurried mistake, now at least they both knew what they were doing, what they were letting themselves in for. But as much as her body craved his, her mind had been ready to call out to another and for this reason she could not give in to the cravings that racked through her. It would be best for now that he believe that his words had caused her to stop and nothing else. She feared the time when she would have to be completely honest with him about all her feelings, for him and Xavier. Was it possible to love two completely different people at once? Trilby paused, she had never contemplated the word 'love' before for either of them and now unbidden it came to heart and mind as if this was the crux of her problem all along.