Blaine Michaels
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Blaine Michaels sat on a rocky cliff edge located on the shore or one of the less popular coastal beaches in Australia. He had come here will hIs mother as a child, before he had gone to live with his father. Those were times that were easy. Simple... Blaine looked down at the sheet of paper in his hand. Less than an hour ago he had walked out of the muggle hospital near his hotel, and as he brushed his hand over the bandages on his wrist, which concealed his deep cuts, he wished he had died in the emergency room.
He had always seen suicide as a cowards way out, but as he had sat there in his hotel room, with the broken piece of glass from the scotch glass he had smashed against the wall, it had seemed so enticing. The feeling that had surged through him when he had felt the glass slide across his skin, the skin splitting, and the warm feeling of blood rolling down his arm... It had sent chills of bliss down his spine.
It had been his release from the feeling of being lost. He felt worthless, and was done with this helpless feeling. Standing up, Blaine looked over the edge of the cliff. The fall would easily kill him, and he was only half a meter away from throwing this feeling away. He dropped the piece of paper containing the words 'diagnosed with severe depression', and let it float away with the wind. Taking a step forward, he smiled to himself. He had nothing to live for, besides a hotel and a nightclub he owned and he cared naught for them. He took another step, and smiled as he let himself start to fall forward, the world slowing as he welcomed death.
He had always seen suicide as a cowards way out, but as he had sat there in his hotel room, with the broken piece of glass from the scotch glass he had smashed against the wall, it had seemed so enticing. The feeling that had surged through him when he had felt the glass slide across his skin, the skin splitting, and the warm feeling of blood rolling down his arm... It had sent chills of bliss down his spine.
It had been his release from the feeling of being lost. He felt worthless, and was done with this helpless feeling. Standing up, Blaine looked over the edge of the cliff. The fall would easily kill him, and he was only half a meter away from throwing this feeling away. He dropped the piece of paper containing the words 'diagnosed with severe depression', and let it float away with the wind. Taking a step forward, he smiled to himself. He had nothing to live for, besides a hotel and a nightclub he owned and he cared naught for them. He took another step, and smiled as he let himself start to fall forward, the world slowing as he welcomed death.