Zander Ellison
doing better | travelling
- Messages
- 214
- OOC First Name
- Emzies
- Blood Status
- Mixed Blood
- Relationship Status
- Married
- Wand
- Curved 10 1/2" Flexible Ivy Wand with Meteorite Dust Core
- Age
- 5/2007
Zander could not explain where his life was currently sitting, ever since the move to New Zealand things had been steady and quiet, the only new thing was Sanctuari, and he liked her being around, despite all this, and how good he thought having Sanctuari in his life might be, he didn't think he was getting any happier, he assumed that he'd just been missing a girl in his life or just love in his life, but he didn't yet love her, and no matter how much she was in his life, things didn't seem to be any better, he still struggled to sleep at night, he took naps during the day and he struggled to pull himself out of the house to do things, things as simple as taking his daughter to school. The man wasn't doing well, and he was unsure how to fix any of it, there appeared no help for him because at the end of it, he assumed that both of the current people in his life would leave and the mere thought of that wasn't fun for him. He wished that he'd never met Sanctuari because he didn't want to have to get over her when she inevitably left him like all the others in his life had eventually done, but then he knew that her in his life was a positive thing, even if he couldn't really feel it yet.
The man groaned heavily when at around midday the doorbell rang, he had been awoken from a brief nap, he'd barely slept a wink that night, thoughts of his daughter who was going to be going on a camping trip pretty soon had filled his mind with worry and he'd barely slept, spending most of the time curled up on his bed trying desperately to get even a few hours sleep but nothing had come, after a walk taking his daughter to school, Zander had returned home, curled up on the couch with his work in front of him but just lay curled in the blanket, eventually breaking down into tears without much warning and eventually falling asleep. The knock of the door had woken him up with a start and he ran a hand tiredly through his hair, he wiped his eyes with the back of his palm wiping his face with the sleeve of the jumper before finally going to the door to see who it was. Over the years since the first of his siblings had left, Zander had always been over worked, doing as much as he could to provide for the family and ensure that all his siblings were well looked after, but now with only two mouths to feed he still looked like the entire world sat heavily on his shoulders, he looked tired, world weary but mostly his expression was blank, no hint of happiness or joy reached any part of his expression, but nothing in it indicated that he was sad either, his expression was as numb as he felt.
The man took in a long and shaky breath before opening the door and plastering his best fake smile to whomever it might be, but it faded the instant he noticed who it was, "Jamie?" he couldn't believe she stood in front of him, Zander thought he was dreaming, thought he was a horrid nightmare where she turned up and then he got so elated at seeing her only to wake up and realise she like every single other one of his siblings was still gone, he opened his mouth to say more but instead just shook his head walking away from the door. Not bothering to close it or invite her in, just wandering back to his sofa and sitting down in it, wrapping the blanket around him again much like a small child would, he just decided he would sit until he woke up and she was no longer there.
The man groaned heavily when at around midday the doorbell rang, he had been awoken from a brief nap, he'd barely slept a wink that night, thoughts of his daughter who was going to be going on a camping trip pretty soon had filled his mind with worry and he'd barely slept, spending most of the time curled up on his bed trying desperately to get even a few hours sleep but nothing had come, after a walk taking his daughter to school, Zander had returned home, curled up on the couch with his work in front of him but just lay curled in the blanket, eventually breaking down into tears without much warning and eventually falling asleep. The knock of the door had woken him up with a start and he ran a hand tiredly through his hair, he wiped his eyes with the back of his palm wiping his face with the sleeve of the jumper before finally going to the door to see who it was. Over the years since the first of his siblings had left, Zander had always been over worked, doing as much as he could to provide for the family and ensure that all his siblings were well looked after, but now with only two mouths to feed he still looked like the entire world sat heavily on his shoulders, he looked tired, world weary but mostly his expression was blank, no hint of happiness or joy reached any part of his expression, but nothing in it indicated that he was sad either, his expression was as numb as he felt.
The man took in a long and shaky breath before opening the door and plastering his best fake smile to whomever it might be, but it faded the instant he noticed who it was, "Jamie?" he couldn't believe she stood in front of him, Zander thought he was dreaming, thought he was a horrid nightmare where she turned up and then he got so elated at seeing her only to wake up and realise she like every single other one of his siblings was still gone, he opened his mouth to say more but instead just shook his head walking away from the door. Not bothering to close it or invite her in, just wandering back to his sofa and sitting down in it, wrapping the blanket around him again much like a small child would, he just decided he would sit until he woke up and she was no longer there.
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