- Messages
- 279
- OOC First Name
- Jamie
- Blood Status
- Half Blood
- Relationship Status
- Seeing Somebody
- Sexual Orientation
- Leif <3
- Wand
- Straight 12 Inch Sturdy Larch wand with Phoenix Tail Feather Core.
- Age
- 30
Sofia was on her way to the Great Hall to get some lunch. She wasn't a morning person so how hard the girls in her bedroom tried to talk to her how more she was gonna ignore them. Sofia just wanted to be left alone in the morning, it was a constant reminder of another day without her mother. In the break she had been home and her father had suggested her to talk to some kinda talk person in the muggle world, called a psychologist. And she did that, and they had come to the conclusion that Sofia had a phobia what was called Thantophobia. The blonde herself never had heard of it before but it made sense. The explanation of it was: the phobia of losing someone you loved. She had to talk about her relationship with her classmates and she became sad of talking about it. Sofia didn't had any friends, and that was confronting. She was jealous of Gabriel who seemed to make friends easily. Sofia wanted friends nothing more, and she had some people she liked but most of them were boys. She still liked boys and getting attention, and now she knew why she was kinda desperate for that attention. The blonde missed close people in her life, but was too afraid to let people come close to her. And this was a side effect of her mothers death that she was still dealing with.
The blonde took a seat on the Gryffindor table and looked around her. She was now more ready to talk to people, she was always grumpy in the morning. Perhaps she had to tell her roommates that she prefered they leave her alone in the morning. That was something normal right? But she was not sure how to say it to the girls, she didn't want to scare them away. Sofia wanted to try and make friends. Perhaps she had to ask Gabriel for advice of how he dealt with everything. Still Sofia felt kinda weird having this phobia, it was now clear what was going on with her. She didn't felt home at Hogwarts and the answer was easy, but the way to it was hard. It would be hard to take step by step to let people come closer. And most of the girls were just annoying to Sofia, so that didn't make it easy. Perhaps she had to start with boys. The blonde poured some pumpkin juice in her glass and took a sip of it. But first lunch was priority.
The blonde took a seat on the Gryffindor table and looked around her. She was now more ready to talk to people, she was always grumpy in the morning. Perhaps she had to tell her roommates that she prefered they leave her alone in the morning. That was something normal right? But she was not sure how to say it to the girls, she didn't want to scare them away. Sofia wanted to try and make friends. Perhaps she had to ask Gabriel for advice of how he dealt with everything. Still Sofia felt kinda weird having this phobia, it was now clear what was going on with her. She didn't felt home at Hogwarts and the answer was easy, but the way to it was hard. It would be hard to take step by step to let people come closer. And most of the girls were just annoying to Sofia, so that didn't make it easy. Perhaps she had to start with boys. The blonde poured some pumpkin juice in her glass and took a sip of it. But first lunch was priority.