observant & distrustful | Mākutu Dinette Waitress
Padme hadn't expected to get any roses, but still, it had been a little saddening to actually not get any. She knew that she lack the friend groups to be able to get one, but still. She had watched others, in the great hall, in between classes receive roses and she had held out for one but decided against. Padme with her siblings had decided together to not bother with roses this year for each other, but now Padme regretted that. It would be nice to get something..from anyone. She'd have accepted one from Ilija. The hufflepuff had left the school, walking the grounds and going to the cliffs, other than the forest there weren't many places where she'd be almost guaranteed alone time. And though. she knew that she maybe needed to do more and actively engage with others, there was little more disheartening than not getting a rose. Padme sat down at the cliffs edge and just stared out, she aimlessly picked at the grass and let herself just sigh. She didn't want a rose...not really, she hadn't...but she felt silly for wanting one now. Felt silly for being active upset and feeling painfully lonely now that she hadn't gotten one.