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Ostensia Romanes was full of nerves and jitters today. Today was Ostensia's last day at Hogwarts. It was the last day she was going to see this hall, the faces of her peers, and even the last day she would have the right to wear that Shiny Head Girl badge upon her uniform. Ostensia would miss all of it. She owed Hogwarts everything. Throughout the years she had been taught not only magic, but important life lessons. Now it was all ending within a of minutes. Only, Ostensia had one last test left. She had to make a speech. In front of everyone. Ostensia may have been a people person, generally she got along with everyone. But the thought of speaking in front of so many people she didn't know kind of frightened her.
"At least I have Damian and Colton out there." Then again, they could always laugh at her too. She couldn't blame them too much for wanting to laugh either. All she could hope for was that everyone would forgive her for her poorly thought of speech. Ostensia tried her hardest to work on it whenever she had the time, but she could never manage anything more than a couple of sentences. It felt like it should be something easy. But it wasn't. Was there truly anything that Ostensia could say to her peers, that hadn't been said before? It had to be something they would remember. Even after they left the Castle to pursue their dreams. Ostensia sighed and listened to the Headmaster give her own speech. Ostensia hoped a part of it would inspire her since it was quite lovely, but nothing stuck out to her. She was on her own for now. It wasn't long before it was time for both the Head Girl and the Head Boy to give their speeches. Ostensia felt her mouth go dry. It was her turn to give a speech.
"Here goes nothing." Ostensia thought to herself as she stood up. The blonde approached the podium and bit her lip. There were just so many people sitting out there. What if they laughed at her? Ostensia would have given anything to hide in a corner right now. But she had to make this speech! She had to leave her class with some kind of wisdom. Ostensia let a small smile grace her lips.
"I tried to write speech for today, at least a dozen times. None of them really came out good enough to read to you guys, so I think I'm just going to wing it. I'm not so good at giving speeches either, so I apologize in advance for anything rambling you're about to hear." Ostensia's smile faded awkwardly. She could already see some people smiling, or laughing. Either way, it made her nervous. This was just cruel. She hoped the staff was happy with themselves for this. It wasn't like she could back out now, though.
"When we first came here seven years ago, we knew nothing about what we were getting ourselves into. We were nothing more than silly little kids who dreamed of the magic we were going to learn, or the great people we planned to become someday, or even finding that one special person we couldn't live without." Ostensia let her eyes drift to Damian briefly before she smiled again. A part of her felt like she had dreamed of all three. She loved the idea of magic, she loved the idea of the future, and she had found the guy of her dreams.
"I came here with all these expectations in my mind. But my time here didn't go as I pictured at all. I learned a lot of lessons. some of them were harder than others, but I'm glad that I took the time to learn them. Without them, I probably wouldn't be standing here today. So I give my thanks to each and every one of my peers and Professors for taking the time to help me find my way." Ostensia wasn't finished yet. She was merely only getting started. Or so she thought. The Head Girl was planning on speaking until she thought she had said what she had to say.
"To be honest, I never thought I'd be standing up here and giving you this speech today. I always imagined it to be my sister doing this. She was always the one that was really into school. But I guess the people that chose me saw something in me that I didn't see in myself." Ostensia looked down at the podium. When she first found out that she was given Head Girl, she was confused. Surely Isabella had deserved this more? Even Faxen might have had more of a right to be up here than she did. Yet here she was. It took some time for her to get this through her head, but she realized that there was something in her, much more strong and powerful than she might have ever imagined, and she was going to utilize this. It was going to be something she used to make herself happier, as well as the others around her. She just hoped that the others in her life would be willing to accept the change Ostensia wanted to bring through herself.
Ostensia brushed aside some of her hair, and started up again.
"But this is kind of the message I want to leave all of you with tonight. You make feel like you're lost, or scared, or that you don't have a reason to live. But what you need to remember is, that there will always be someone who see's more in you than you'll ever realize. Whether it be a mother, a friend, or even a lover, you should make it your mission to continue on for them." Ostensia thought of her sister, she thought of her brothers, and she also thought of Damian. Damian was the one that played most vividly through her mind. He was the person she wanted to be her best for. Damian had asked her to move in with him, and she quickly agreed. How perfect would it be for her to live with the one person who made her smile every morning just by hearing his name? They were going to be reunited once more, and Ostensia was going to do her best to continue on, for Damian. To show Damian that she was willing to be the best she could be.
"So, class of 2032, this may be our last day together. But I want you all to do a favor for me. Live. Live and try to be the best you can be, for all the people out there who have faith in you. Congratulations guys we did it, and we should be proud!" With that, Ostensia finished up the last of her speech. She gave a cutesy little smile to the crowd, hoping they didn't think her speech was a complete mess. Osa tried not to talk too much, but she tried to get her point across. Ostensia went back to sit down, where she would wait for the Head Boy to speak, and for the rest of the ceremony to begin. Ostensia couldn't wait to get her diploma and get out of here. then she could go back home with Damian, and get to work on the rest of their life together, no matter what that was supposed to be.
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