Tristan,
I apologize for my sudden absence, but I felt the need to get away. Things were getting so complicated and unbearable for me, and I was afraid of what would happen if I stayed any longer. My feelings for you had finally gotten to me, and I could no longer bear to watch Lissandra coddle you and brag about her pregnancy. I needed to distance myself from her, and more importantly from you. I hope you understand. Please do not tell Sammael where I am, or about this letter at all. The last thing I need at this moment is to deal with him. I am doing some important work over here, and I refuse to let him sabotage that. I wish I could say when I will return, but at this point I am not sure if I ever will.
With love,
Morgase