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- Cherry/Maple Wand 13 1/4" Essence of a Dragon's Heartstring; 10 1/2" 4wood mix - unicorn hair core
I know it's been over a month only and I had convinced myself that there was no way I would return, massive guilt complex and everything but I miss all of you so much and miss rping. My GP thinks this type of site is great therapy and I am inclined to agree with him. I feel as if there have been days where I've just gone around the bend but I've thought about my rp's with many of you and it has somehow cheered me up no end.
I know when Mom passed away last year, my Dad thought this was a wonderful site for my venting when I told him all about it and I guess he wouldn't want me to just throw away the only thing that tends to keep me sane when I need it most. I know my faith should and in a way it does but I don't want to be the person who asks God for help and he sends me help through my friends - online friends / rp friends and I end up ignoring it and asking much later why didn't you answer my plea for help. That probably doesn't make much sense but it does to me.
At the end of the day, it's like this. I have missed you all. I have missed having an outlet as creative as this. I appreciate how you all have been so supportive through just about everything I've been through in the last year and really would like to come back. If you all will have me back, I wasn't quite sure but when I came on the other evening I got the feeling I might have been missed too. =-/
I've pm'd our admins and so am awaiting the go ahead from them.
I know when Mom passed away last year, my Dad thought this was a wonderful site for my venting when I told him all about it and I guess he wouldn't want me to just throw away the only thing that tends to keep me sane when I need it most. I know my faith should and in a way it does but I don't want to be the person who asks God for help and he sends me help through my friends - online friends / rp friends and I end up ignoring it and asking much later why didn't you answer my plea for help. That probably doesn't make much sense but it does to me.
At the end of the day, it's like this. I have missed you all. I have missed having an outlet as creative as this. I appreciate how you all have been so supportive through just about everything I've been through in the last year and really would like to come back. If you all will have me back, I wasn't quite sure but when I came on the other evening I got the feeling I might have been missed too. =-/
I've pm'd our admins and so am awaiting the go ahead from them.
