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- 6/2036 (26)
Elliot had decided to escape out to the courtyard for some fresh air while he got some classwork done. It had been warming up the past few months and with November starting it was quite pleasant outside. Finding a corner with a good wall to lean against, Elliot spread out his tarot cards, deciding to try out a new divination reading so he could do some homework on it. He carefully laid out his cards in the Celtic Cross like Professor Le Fey had shown them in class, then pulled his notes over so he could begin parsing it out.
His first card, his present, was the Queen of Swords, which referred to facing the honest truth and setting reasonable expectations, which made Elliot frown. He didn't really feel like he wasn't living up to either of those ideals right now. The next card, regarding challenges he was facing in his present, was the Nine of Swords and Elliot flinched. The same card had shown up in his last reading. It mean anxiety and guilt, which was definitely right. Now this reading was starting to make sense. Elliot sighed, looking to his next card, the Ace of Cups, which was what he had to focus on. His notes said the Ace of Cups meant intimacy and expressing deep feelings. Elliot groaned again, pushing his face in his hands. "Be nicer, please," He asked the cards fervently before moving to the next one.
Taking a break, Elliot moved onto the third card, which should represent his past. The Ace of Wands supposedly meant courage or expanding your potential and Elliot supposed that could refer to him trying out seeker. It didn't seem to fit into the scheme of the rest of the spread so much, but Elliot was grateful from the break from feeling bad about his relationship with Lars. Next card was supposedly his strengths, and Elliot looked curiously for his notes on The Tower. It was a card for sudden changes or your downfall. "That's not a strength," Elliot muttered to himself. Again though, it was another card focusing on uncomfortable truths. Elliot sighed, moving to the next card, the near future, with a sense of trepidation. Judgement. That couldn't be good. Judgement was pretty self explanatory and Elliot scrunched his eyes shut for a few breaths. A reckoning was coming, something that would let him unburden himself. Something he couldn't avoid by leaving the room every time his boyfriend wanted something. "So much for being nice," He muttered at the cards.
Finally Elliot moved onto what he hoped would be the most useful part of the spread. The next card was meant to show the suggested approach, and Elliot needed all the advice he could get. The Three of Pentacles meant teamwork and planning and Elliot thought for a moment. Maybe that meant he was going to need help with this whole thing. Katy had already helped enough in his opinion, but Elliot moved on. Next was representing what he needed to know and Elliot looked at the card, the Page of Cups. Again it was about emotions and being intuitive and empathetic, both with himself and those around him. If Elliot broke Lars' heart he'd definitely need to know how to be empathetic then he thought miserably. Next was the card for his hopes and fears and Elliot wasn't sure if he even needed to see it. It was the Two of Cups, which mean healing a relationship and accepting your preferences. Well, that was certainly what Elliot was hoping for. Some way to either make things with Lars work.. or not ruin their friendship because Elliot didn't know how to say no.
Finally, Elliot got to the last card, his potential future. This was a loaded one, the potential outcome of his relationship with Lars, and Elliot took a breath before flipping it. It was the Two of Swords. Elliot already knew from the last few cards that he didn't really like Swords cards anymore. The Two of Swords meant denying your true feelings and feeling afraid to act. Elliot's heart sunk. Did this mean after all that, he wasn't even going to be able to be brave enough to speak to Lars? It was only one possible future he tried to remind himself, but it was one of the worst and Elliot didn't feel confident that this was the one he was being shown. "What do you know anyway." He mumbled bitterly, slumping back against the wall and closing his eyes.
His first card, his present, was the Queen of Swords, which referred to facing the honest truth and setting reasonable expectations, which made Elliot frown. He didn't really feel like he wasn't living up to either of those ideals right now. The next card, regarding challenges he was facing in his present, was the Nine of Swords and Elliot flinched. The same card had shown up in his last reading. It mean anxiety and guilt, which was definitely right. Now this reading was starting to make sense. Elliot sighed, looking to his next card, the Ace of Cups, which was what he had to focus on. His notes said the Ace of Cups meant intimacy and expressing deep feelings. Elliot groaned again, pushing his face in his hands. "Be nicer, please," He asked the cards fervently before moving to the next one.
Taking a break, Elliot moved onto the third card, which should represent his past. The Ace of Wands supposedly meant courage or expanding your potential and Elliot supposed that could refer to him trying out seeker. It didn't seem to fit into the scheme of the rest of the spread so much, but Elliot was grateful from the break from feeling bad about his relationship with Lars. Next card was supposedly his strengths, and Elliot looked curiously for his notes on The Tower. It was a card for sudden changes or your downfall. "That's not a strength," Elliot muttered to himself. Again though, it was another card focusing on uncomfortable truths. Elliot sighed, moving to the next card, the near future, with a sense of trepidation. Judgement. That couldn't be good. Judgement was pretty self explanatory and Elliot scrunched his eyes shut for a few breaths. A reckoning was coming, something that would let him unburden himself. Something he couldn't avoid by leaving the room every time his boyfriend wanted something. "So much for being nice," He muttered at the cards.
Finally Elliot moved onto what he hoped would be the most useful part of the spread. The next card was meant to show the suggested approach, and Elliot needed all the advice he could get. The Three of Pentacles meant teamwork and planning and Elliot thought for a moment. Maybe that meant he was going to need help with this whole thing. Katy had already helped enough in his opinion, but Elliot moved on. Next was representing what he needed to know and Elliot looked at the card, the Page of Cups. Again it was about emotions and being intuitive and empathetic, both with himself and those around him. If Elliot broke Lars' heart he'd definitely need to know how to be empathetic then he thought miserably. Next was the card for his hopes and fears and Elliot wasn't sure if he even needed to see it. It was the Two of Cups, which mean healing a relationship and accepting your preferences. Well, that was certainly what Elliot was hoping for. Some way to either make things with Lars work.. or not ruin their friendship because Elliot didn't know how to say no.
Finally, Elliot got to the last card, his potential future. This was a loaded one, the potential outcome of his relationship with Lars, and Elliot took a breath before flipping it. It was the Two of Swords. Elliot already knew from the last few cards that he didn't really like Swords cards anymore. The Two of Swords meant denying your true feelings and feeling afraid to act. Elliot's heart sunk. Did this mean after all that, he wasn't even going to be able to be brave enough to speak to Lars? It was only one possible future he tried to remind himself, but it was one of the worst and Elliot didn't feel confident that this was the one he was being shown. "What do you know anyway." He mumbled bitterly, slumping back against the wall and closing his eyes.