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In all of time he'd spent looking after his siblings, the biggest problem had been that Zander had never taken any time for himself, to do things independent of them that wasn't work. The man knew that leaving their child on their first birthday to have a night alone wouldn't be too bad. it...

It was easy to lean into the short kiss, and feel his heart grow with the words. She always knew what to say in moments like this, just a little reassurance of their love for each other. He had come to enjoy how often it was said, how often his love for her grew. How often it was the device he...

Zander had to wonder where all the time had gone, he couldn't believe that little Charlie was already celebrating their first birthday. He had never thought that this would be the path his life took him on, when he could feel mostly at ease with all the death that had occurred in his family, all...

There were many things running through his head, so much that he was trying to juggle, and for the first time in a while, that sense of being overwhelmed threatened to come crashing down upon him, he was trying his best to remind himself, this was different, this was Sanctuari, he was in a...

The man looked towards where Sanctuari was now emerging from and smiled at her, she held something in her hands and that something was handed to him. He looked at the paper with confusion, glancing between her and it, looking in her face for some indication of what was in it, because he could...

There were certainly things in life that were a certainty, one was supposed to go to school, get married, have kids and have a good job. Zander's life had not at all be in that order, he had dropped out of school when he was sixteen, become a parent to his family then, gotten the only job he...

The snap decision to leave clouded his mind suddenly with doubt, it certainly couldn't be the right to do, but right now, he couldn't think of any other thing to do. Thinking of leaving this home, of leaving it all was too tempting, it was the first thing that broke through the emptiness of his...

Sitting in silence was all that Zander could muster, it was all he could find himself able to do, there was nothing that brought him joy anymore, there would be no more laughter in this house, there would be no more joy in it. He could only just be pleased that his parents were no longer here to...

It was near impossible for Zander to find any words, it had happened so quickly, it had felt worst than any loss he had ever felt and Zander had dealt with a fair amount of loss in his lifetime. It didn't make sense to him with it had had to be her, why he hadn't been more careful, when he...

[adminapproval=11532991] If there was one thing that Zander always struggled to understand was when even the slightest thing started going well, and that was it with Sanctuari, he didn't understand most days why she even wanted to be within five feet of him, or his bad luck, terrible personality...

Zander could do nothing but nod as he said he went by his first name, they were no longer kids, they couldn't go by the names they'd once given themselves, Zander just nodded at it, not that surprised to hear the man was married, though his mind could not compute the idea of a family being more...

The question she asked him, floored Zander, how could she ask that of him, how could she think that he did, Zander loved Jamie, he wanted her to achieve everything in the world why would she think he hated her. Rationally in his mind he knew she had left with good reason and he was proud of her...

Zander didn't much like the way that Jamie had been taking about her own off day, and he visibly shuddered at the thought of her having an off day and dying, he was in his own home, he wasn't at any risk of dying, but he wasn't sure she had needed to say such a thing, and didn't see why, "Yeah,"...

There was nothing Zander wanted to do more than just tell her no, but he couldn't, he had to be himself which required him to act as normal or as himself as he could but there was an issue with that, more that since she had last seen him much had changed and Zander was not the same person that...

Zander hadn't always known what Jamie would be, though he'd always assumed it would be something great, and boy was he proud of her and all she had completed, but it hurt to have her here, he was so glad to see her, but he couldn't deal with it, he couldn't wrap his head around the fact she...

The man had not kept in touch with most of the people he'd gone to school with, most of the people he'd once counted as friends he'd left completely behind after his parents had died, there was no point even thinking about them any more because they didn't matter, they were just some random...

There was nothing in his mind which had prepared him for this return, he barely knew how to deal with the normal things happening in his life and this curve ball which a few years back he would've given anything to have and yet now, he couldn't even bring himself to smile at her properly. Zander...

Zander was definitely glad when she didn't fight him on fact that he wasn't okay, and it was very visible currently that he wasn't alright, but he didn't want to bog down this evening in any of his emotions since they would only serve to push her away, after all if him just being his adult and...

Zander couldn't believe who was at his door, who was currently entering his home as if nothing had happened, but Zander didn't feel any anger towards her, if anything he felt a deep sense of gratitude towards her because unlike the rest of them she'd come back. Perhaps she was just visiting, he...

Zander hadn't been helped in such a manner in countless years, everything in his life was all he'd had for years, and so much about his life had just in his mind been getting worse and worse, he didn't want to think about why suddenly after so many years of stoically taking all the hits he was...