- Messages
- 4,616
- OOC First Name
- Camilla
- Blood Status
- Muggleborn
- Relationship Status
- Single (Not Looking)
- Wand
- Curly 13" Rigid Pine Wand, Meteorite Dust Core
- Age
- 21 (21/9/2043)
I feel like I do these way too often oop
Hi all, first up I'm really sorry for having been so slack on things on site lately. I would previously get some things done on my phone at work during lulls where possible but things with coworkers have made that extremely difficult (plus it's been so busy lol). I've been finally able to get to a decent psych so it's at once both helping but also quite overwhelming emotionally! More on that below (spoilered for sensitivity reasons).
But yes, my huge apologies to everyone I'm letting down atm (esp Zazz and Mia, I'm really sorry) and just ask for your patience at this time. I'm going to get lessons posted and get back in the saddle for Quidditch and try and muddle through everything else. I'm definitely going to keep going slowly for a bit though.
Hi all, first up I'm really sorry for having been so slack on things on site lately. I would previously get some things done on my phone at work during lulls where possible but things with coworkers have made that extremely difficult (plus it's been so busy lol). I've been finally able to get to a decent psych so it's at once both helping but also quite overwhelming emotionally! More on that below (spoilered for sensitivity reasons).
So I got diagnosed with ADHD after I turned 30 but there's more to it than that, now it's looking like I might have BPD or something along those lines on top of it as well. It's kind of a lot to take in, and suddenly recontextualising 30-odd years of life and trying to reconcile with and unlearn deeply, deeply ingrained cognitive flaws is kind of a lot to deal with alone! I guess writing my silly witches has been therapy but I didn't even know just how much it was, cause now I'm looking at my characters and going "...oh". So, I apologise for, you know, everything in the leadup and now apologise for being more avoidant and short tempered than usual, lol.
But yes, my huge apologies to everyone I'm letting down atm (esp Zazz and Mia, I'm really sorry) and just ask for your patience at this time. I'm going to get lessons posted and get back in the saddle for Quidditch and try and muddle through everything else. I'm definitely going to keep going slowly for a bit though.