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- OOC First Name
- Kris
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- Bisexual
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- 5/2013 (50)
It was dark in Josephine's living room. In their living room. Angel hadn't bothered turning on the lights when he'd slipped out of bed, mind too full to even try sleeping right now. Angel slumped onto the ottoman, fidgeting with his wand idly as he looked, unseeing around the dark room. A kid. Their kid. They were having a kid. Even with some time to digest it Angel wasn't sure the idea had really sunk in. He'd just come to terms with moving in and actually being in love with Josephine in the past few months and now. Now he had to contend with the idea of being a father. Being responsible for some other person's life. It turned his blood cold and Angel felt that familiar urge to just pack up and run away. He'd done it before for less, but Angel couldn't bring himself to move off the ottoman.
Could he do this? Could he be a father? His own relationship with his dad was terrible, so it wasn't like he had anything decent to model off of there. Getting restlessly to his feet at least, Angel moved to pacing around the room, nearly tripping on the edge of the rug in the dark. That was so unsafe, what if he'd been holding their kid and dropped them? Heart in his mouth, Angel looked around the room, finally moving to switch on the lights. What if they knocked their head on the sharp corner of the table here. Or opened one of the latches on the hutch and got into something they shouldn't. Gripped by a strange but focused mania, Angel started moving around the living room, wand at the ready, charming away edges and adding locks. He wasn't ready, the house wasn't ready, nothing was going to be ready in time.
Could he do this? Could he be a father? His own relationship with his dad was terrible, so it wasn't like he had anything decent to model off of there. Getting restlessly to his feet at least, Angel moved to pacing around the room, nearly tripping on the edge of the rug in the dark. That was so unsafe, what if he'd been holding their kid and dropped them? Heart in his mouth, Angel looked around the room, finally moving to switch on the lights. What if they knocked their head on the sharp corner of the table here. Or opened one of the latches on the hutch and got into something they shouldn't. Gripped by a strange but focused mania, Angel started moving around the living room, wand at the ready, charming away edges and adding locks. He wasn't ready, the house wasn't ready, nothing was going to be ready in time.