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- 581
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- Black Walnut/ Maple Wand 12 3/4 Essence of Silver Thistle
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- 5/2018
Okay.
Maybe it's a bit of a surprise to you all, but I'm just taking a break for a while. I'll tell you why now, and I'm not annoyed with anyone, as it is nobody's fault.
Though my 'obsession' with Tony is obviously annoying, I just wanted to say that I'm not having a great time with real life right now. And Tony inspired me to perform in front of people at school, start an afterschool drama class, and make me determined to get somewhere in life.
So, whilst I'm not annoyed with anyone, as to all of you guys it's just a teenage girl madly in love with a celebrity, it's not. Yes, I do love him, but I have good reason to. Tony went through a nervous breakdown and he came back fighting. If he can do that, I can beat my phobias and become somebody.
So I'm giving myself some space so I don't get angry with anybody. He's the ONLY person I've ever been inspired by and it doesn't make me particularily cheerful to be here right now. I have several phobias and I am determined to beat them. I've never felt this happy in my life.
Yeah, I sound stupid; I know that's what you're thinking. But you know what? I don't care. I don't care because I don't know anyone here except Beth. Some of you have been kind enough not to get annoyed with me, and to those people, thank you.
It means a lot to me.
Maybe I'll be back in a few months, maybe not, I don't really know yet. There's no point in me being here right now, because it just makes me upset. I doubt after this rant anyone will think much of me, but I'm just a girl who really really believes she can achieve her dreams, and I'm not going to let anyone stop that.
Ciao, peeples.
Claire x
Maybe it's a bit of a surprise to you all, but I'm just taking a break for a while. I'll tell you why now, and I'm not annoyed with anyone, as it is nobody's fault.
Though my 'obsession' with Tony is obviously annoying, I just wanted to say that I'm not having a great time with real life right now. And Tony inspired me to perform in front of people at school, start an afterschool drama class, and make me determined to get somewhere in life.
So, whilst I'm not annoyed with anyone, as to all of you guys it's just a teenage girl madly in love with a celebrity, it's not. Yes, I do love him, but I have good reason to. Tony went through a nervous breakdown and he came back fighting. If he can do that, I can beat my phobias and become somebody.
So I'm giving myself some space so I don't get angry with anybody. He's the ONLY person I've ever been inspired by and it doesn't make me particularily cheerful to be here right now. I have several phobias and I am determined to beat them. I've never felt this happy in my life.
Yeah, I sound stupid; I know that's what you're thinking. But you know what? I don't care. I don't care because I don't know anyone here except Beth. Some of you have been kind enough not to get annoyed with me, and to those people, thank you.

Maybe I'll be back in a few months, maybe not, I don't really know yet. There's no point in me being here right now, because it just makes me upset. I doubt after this rant anyone will think much of me, but I'm just a girl who really really believes she can achieve her dreams, and I'm not going to let anyone stop that.
Ciao, peeples.
Claire x