- Messages
- 443
- OOC First Name
- Cole
- Sexual Orientation
- Aion♡♡
- Age
- 6/2028
Cyan had decided. She hadn't thought about anything in her entire life, more than she'd thought about the way she felt about Alessio. Cyan had made it through the day, and now sat, waiting anxiously at the hufflepuff table for Alessio to see the letter she'd had left on his bed. She'd been too afraid to get his attention on her own. Cy's hands shook as she sat waiting for him to arrive, and thought back to the night in Aion's car. His arms wrapped comfortably around her when he confessed he loved her and she pretended to be asleep. Cyan had thought a lot about those words, a lot about the way her chest stuttered, the way she'd nearly quit breathing and had to will her eyes to stay closed. The way she suddenly felt bathed in light adn in the dark at the same time. The seventh year puff sniffed back her emotions, she had already practiced everything in the mirror and swore she wouldn't cry during this ordeal. It wasn't fair to anyone involved, but she knew she needed to do what was right. She needed to be with Aion. Whether or not he would still feel the same when she went to be at his side and travel was a trial she'd face in the future.
Cyan looked around the room, and for a moment wondered if she should do Alessio the decency of waiting until after the ball. However when she thought of dancing with Less in that large sparkling room, she felt a pang of guilt in her chest. When she thought about the night she and Aion spent at the ball, she knew it wasn't the same as what it would be with Alessio. Umber orbs returned to look at her hands, fingers laces and sat on the oak of the tables. Cyan had never tried to develop any sort of feelings for the Ravenclaw Alumni - it had happened all by accident. She'd convinced herself from the first day they'd met, in the same hall at a table not so far away, that they'd be best friends and nothing more. Aion had a future, he had so many things that he was going to do with his life. He was tall and strong and she was a girl with gap teeth and little to no ambition with magic. Aion had told her all of the wonderful things about her she'd never seen, and Cyan knew she only saw those things when she was by his side.
She needed to break things off with Alessio before it got to hard, and when he entered the great hall she wondered if her resolve would crumble - however if it did she needed to push on. The rebellion of dating a muggle born was over, and she needed to move onto what she wanted for her future. Who she wanted.
Cyan looked around the room, and for a moment wondered if she should do Alessio the decency of waiting until after the ball. However when she thought of dancing with Less in that large sparkling room, she felt a pang of guilt in her chest. When she thought about the night she and Aion spent at the ball, she knew it wasn't the same as what it would be with Alessio. Umber orbs returned to look at her hands, fingers laces and sat on the oak of the tables. Cyan had never tried to develop any sort of feelings for the Ravenclaw Alumni - it had happened all by accident. She'd convinced herself from the first day they'd met, in the same hall at a table not so far away, that they'd be best friends and nothing more. Aion had a future, he had so many things that he was going to do with his life. He was tall and strong and she was a girl with gap teeth and little to no ambition with magic. Aion had told her all of the wonderful things about her she'd never seen, and Cyan knew she only saw those things when she was by his side.
She needed to break things off with Alessio before it got to hard, and when he entered the great hall she wondered if her resolve would crumble - however if it did she needed to push on. The rebellion of dating a muggle born was over, and she needed to move onto what she wanted for her future. Who she wanted.