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- 765
- Wand
- Aspen Wand 13 1/3" Essence of Hippogriff Talon
- Age
- 12/2003
Etoile Lefevre slowly felt her sweaty back meet the wall behind her and stun her with it's coolness before she sank down to the floor and rested her head on her knees for a moment. Her body was aching and her head felt like a ton of bricks had been placed on top of it. For the past few hours or Etoile had been sicker than a dog and it wasn't until just less than ten minute's or so ago that she actually stopped vomiting up pretty much everything her poor stomach could hold inside of it. What she has done to force herself to become so sick was a mystery but whatever the source was, happened to do a good job at actually making her feel weak and tired. Not even after she had been chained up by Hades for days did she feel this horrible, and that was another one of her worst experiences. Well okay it wasn't the actual worst but she tried to tell herself that to save her thoughts from starting to accept Hades into her life. It was now Mid March and Etoile had been living with him for awhile, much to her dismay. The vow was in tact and no matter how much she tried to tell herself that it wasn't, it was and always would be. Etoile had made a mistake long ago. The mistake of taking an interest in her boogie man. If Hades had never been spotted by her that unfortunate night then she might have never follow him around and took an interest in his being. They never would have met and he never would have taken her to that place where she was revealed to be a fraud in disguise and things got heated between them. If she had better resistance skills she wouldn't have dug her own grave that night, it was all her fault and the suffering she went through was all of fate's way of laughing at her stupidity. This is what she deserved. Though Etoile wasn't sure how she was going to handle living with Hades for an eternity, because as long as she was living that vow bound her to him. There was no way she opted to just choose death eater because there was a lot she still hadn't done yet. But there had to be a way to cope with the feelings she had. If she lived with this hate it would wear her thin. But she didn't want to let herself be comfortable with him either. He was the master at ruining her life. He took her from her home, violated her in so many ways, and forced her to live here with him because he has some sort of sick fascination with her. Etoile felt another lurch in her stomach and prayed that she would not be sick again. But the coolness of the wall and floor allowed her to relax as she tried to gather her bearings. Her body felt weak and tired but she was eager to get up and get herself a bottle of water or something. Etoile did not want to get dehydrated from this. Another few minute's passed and the Nausea seemed to leave her. At least for now anyways. Etoile pushed herself so she was standing back up and bit her lip, that felt so disgusting. Her thin body wandered over to sink were she was able to splash some cold water onto her face. It didn't really help her appearance but it did cool her off a little. A touch up or two and Etoile looked much better and mostly back to normal. Now to get some water and hopefully head back to her bedroom without being bothered so she could crawl into bed and pass out.
Once she left the bathroom she noticed that it wasn't even that late in the evening, dinner might even be soon if she was awake that long. But Etoile didn't want to have to look at Hades. Maybe she'd say hi to his daughter if she saw her lurking about. Etoile had taken quite a liking to the little girl. However, when it came to Hades she just became confused. Her brain told her not to trust him and to keep on hating him with all that she possibly could. But her heart was telling her something different and just wasn't sure what she wanted to follow. He treated her much more kindly than others had, and he was similar to her. But he had ruined so much for her. So how was she supposed to feel for him? 'I'll just keep hating him for now. That bastard has poked far too deep in my life.' Etoile's bare feet carried her down to the kitchen where she glanced around for a moment. She barely registered anything but getting herself a bottle of water. Once she had the chilled bottle in her hand she froze and noticed that there was a women there. Etoile's silvery green eyes narrowed before she shook her head and intended to head back upstairs, before Hades popped up or the woman decided to be annoying too. One could not help but notice how similar she looked to the pale man Etoile had come to hate so passionately. It made her curious but she tried to fight it and kept going. Maybe if she kept up this pace she would make it out of the kitcheb without a problem.
<i></i>Once she left the bathroom she noticed that it wasn't even that late in the evening, dinner might even be soon if she was awake that long. But Etoile didn't want to have to look at Hades. Maybe she'd say hi to his daughter if she saw her lurking about. Etoile had taken quite a liking to the little girl. However, when it came to Hades she just became confused. Her brain told her not to trust him and to keep on hating him with all that she possibly could. But her heart was telling her something different and just wasn't sure what she wanted to follow. He treated her much more kindly than others had, and he was similar to her. But he had ruined so much for her. So how was she supposed to feel for him? 'I'll just keep hating him for now. That bastard has poked far too deep in my life.' Etoile's bare feet carried her down to the kitchen where she glanced around for a moment. She barely registered anything but getting herself a bottle of water. Once she had the chilled bottle in her hand she froze and noticed that there was a women there. Etoile's silvery green eyes narrowed before she shook her head and intended to head back upstairs, before Hades popped up or the woman decided to be annoying too. One could not help but notice how similar she looked to the pale man Etoile had come to hate so passionately. It made her curious but she tried to fight it and kept going. Maybe if she kept up this pace she would make it out of the kitcheb without a problem.