Izaak Finch
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A tiresome sigh breezed low on Izaaks lips as he trudged home along the pavement from the one thing that was ever constant in his life. Work. Even Leah, his ever sturdy rock, had began to whirl around him in circles as of late. Dinner one night, a movie the next. Perhaps he should be grateful for all the time he was spending with his nephew and the distractions the spark of the little blonde boy presented him with. But Izaak was practically teeming with hidden jealousy. Was this how his sister had felt when he was out with Alexis every other night? This awful, depressive hole inside of him? Izaak, despite his (few) good graces, was a selfish creature though and he did not believe to be true that anybody could feel worse than he right now. Were it not for the many shifts his job was loading him with as the summer season gave its final kick, and the sweet love and energy he channelled into his last standing passion in the world, then the azure-eyed lifeguard was more than positive that the fire inside of him would have long burnt out.
Izaak could pin it down to nothing other than Alexis incident that had ruined him. For a wonderful, delirious moment he had had his happiness in order; with an engagement ring in his pocket he had set his sights on dropping to one knee and making her, the shining light in his life, Alexis Marie Richarde his forever and an eternity. But trying to remember what had happened after he had found her lifeless body limp against the road was a struggle. It were almost as if his mind knew how much a knife to the gut the memories would be, so it had thrown them to the dogs. But there was one lasting and excruciating image; her boyfriend, her intelligent, prosperous boyfriend. Even the words she had spoken in her sleep barely registered in his mind anymore over the shock of that single revelation. Somehow Izaak had ended up home, probably losing the ring somewhere over the Indian Ocean and stumbled inside only to hear her voice speak his name over his answering machine. In an instant the message had been deleted, it had never occurred to Izaak that it could possibly be anything else other than to say that she was over him. Or something of the like. Through Leah he had kept tabs on her condition but that was as far as he ever went, leaving his once so reachable aspirations to the depths of his dreams.
The time would come when hed have to move on from her, have to bundle up the shattered remains of his broken heart and try to piece them back together. But Izaaks imagination did not function to absurdities of that level. So for now hed just have to find solace in his routine. Surprisingly as he rounded on the driveway, Izaak had not been thinking of the red-headed girl at all but as his azure eyes lifted to his door step that so immediately changed. His heart skipped a lonesome beat inside of his weary chest. His eyes blinked once, twice, three times; refusing to believe that this was no more than a hallucination. He had gone insane, he had finally flipped his lid, surely. But no, there was no denying that head of honeyed red hair, especially not as the dying sun slicked it with a luminosity so perfect that Izaak could not break his stare. His voice was but a breath, questioning, hopeful, tender as he whispered her name. Alexis?
Izaak could pin it down to nothing other than Alexis incident that had ruined him. For a wonderful, delirious moment he had had his happiness in order; with an engagement ring in his pocket he had set his sights on dropping to one knee and making her, the shining light in his life, Alexis Marie Richarde his forever and an eternity. But trying to remember what had happened after he had found her lifeless body limp against the road was a struggle. It were almost as if his mind knew how much a knife to the gut the memories would be, so it had thrown them to the dogs. But there was one lasting and excruciating image; her boyfriend, her intelligent, prosperous boyfriend. Even the words she had spoken in her sleep barely registered in his mind anymore over the shock of that single revelation. Somehow Izaak had ended up home, probably losing the ring somewhere over the Indian Ocean and stumbled inside only to hear her voice speak his name over his answering machine. In an instant the message had been deleted, it had never occurred to Izaak that it could possibly be anything else other than to say that she was over him. Or something of the like. Through Leah he had kept tabs on her condition but that was as far as he ever went, leaving his once so reachable aspirations to the depths of his dreams.
The time would come when hed have to move on from her, have to bundle up the shattered remains of his broken heart and try to piece them back together. But Izaaks imagination did not function to absurdities of that level. So for now hed just have to find solace in his routine. Surprisingly as he rounded on the driveway, Izaak had not been thinking of the red-headed girl at all but as his azure eyes lifted to his door step that so immediately changed. His heart skipped a lonesome beat inside of his weary chest. His eyes blinked once, twice, three times; refusing to believe that this was no more than a hallucination. He had gone insane, he had finally flipped his lid, surely. But no, there was no denying that head of honeyed red hair, especially not as the dying sun slicked it with a luminosity so perfect that Izaak could not break his stare. His voice was but a breath, questioning, hopeful, tender as he whispered her name. Alexis?