Gabrielle Kovac
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- OOC First Name
- Jessye
- Wand
- Willow Wand 12" Essence of Chimaera Scale
- Age
- 11/2006
Gabrielle Snow let her baby blue eyes stare at the home she had come to know quite well over months that her and Colton and had been together as boyfriend and girlfriend. Usually she spent a lot of her free time here because she found it to be really peaceful and relaxing here. Particularly when she was spending time with Colton. He was so perfect at times that Gabrielle wasn't even sure how she could do anything without him these days, it was indeed becoming apparent that she was falling for him hard and fast. She knew it was wrong, oh so wrong. But it wasn't like she could control it. Everytime she tried to pull back and prevent herself from falling harder he did something that made her come right back around. That was why she didn't really want to do this. Not to Colton and certainly not to herself. Although she usually came just to hang out, she had come for a different reason today but it ended up turning into another big reason. Today was the day she was supposed to be just about five months pregnant with her and Colton's baby. The one that was a complete accident but Gabrielle fell in love with it the first time she saw it when she got her ultrasound to see how far along she was. The baby was so teeny and little and albeit the coldness Gabrielle held in her heart was strong, this love grew stronger. If anything it made her feel more attached to Colton as well. They had a bond that not everyone had and she was excited that he already seemed to be one of those really good future daddies. Even if he did look very nervous. A few days ago Gabrielle agreed that after her doctor's appointment today she would come over and tell him how the baby was and everything, then they would have dinner and she would stay the night. But then things got more more mixed up then she wanted them to get. While at the Doctor's office they ended up taking a long time trying to find the heartbeat and stuff. For a long time she wasn't sure if that was supposed to happy or not. The doctor also mentioned something about her being highly underweight for being as far along as she was. Gabrielle was a healthy weight normally, but she hadn't been gaining baby weight like she should have. Then they dropped the bomb entirely by telling her that the baby didn't make it, she had a miscarriage. At first Gabrielle was in disbelief. How could the baby have not made it after she felt it move just a few days prior to the appointment had been scheduled. Was her body just not strong enough? Was that Lefevre curse still in affect? They said that she wouldn't require surgery and stuff but she needed to take it easy. Which Gabrielle pretty much had said the hell with that. Instead of going to lay down and rest she went to Colton's. He needed to know and she didn't want to be alone.
Gabrielle brushed some of her bangs aside as she felt her low pony that she usually wore in her hair, still intact. A part of her hoped that he wasn't home so she wouldn't have to tell him yet. Let him keep feeling like everything was okay for just a little bit longer. But she knew he was waiting for her. Slowly she made her way to the door and placed her hand on the knob. They had been dating long enough for her and him to become used to her just walking in through the door and not waiting for him to answer the door for her. Slowly she opened the door and felt the rush of sadness she felt when she was first told about the miscarriage hit her. How was she going to tell him that the baby didn't make it? Gabrielle had yet to cry, she was just numb. But oh how she wanted to cry. She was just doing a good job keeping it in. Crying was a sign of ultimate weakness or so her mother said. But surely every women was allowed a moment of sadness for some overwhelming problem in her life. "Colton?" Gabrielle kicked off her shoes by the door and walked into the house, trying to find a sigh of her boyfriend. Where was he right now? Her lip started to quiver and Gabrielle pinched herself to try and tell herself that she needed to get through this. Once inside the living room she still didn't see him and a sigh escaped her. Maybe he really wasn't home. Maybe it would be okay for her to curl up into a ball and cry now. Then again what if he came home and saw her. Gabrielle wanted that baby so badly. Now what was she supposed to do?
Gabrielle brushed some of her bangs aside as she felt her low pony that she usually wore in her hair, still intact. A part of her hoped that he wasn't home so she wouldn't have to tell him yet. Let him keep feeling like everything was okay for just a little bit longer. But she knew he was waiting for her. Slowly she made her way to the door and placed her hand on the knob. They had been dating long enough for her and him to become used to her just walking in through the door and not waiting for him to answer the door for her. Slowly she opened the door and felt the rush of sadness she felt when she was first told about the miscarriage hit her. How was she going to tell him that the baby didn't make it? Gabrielle had yet to cry, she was just numb. But oh how she wanted to cry. She was just doing a good job keeping it in. Crying was a sign of ultimate weakness or so her mother said. But surely every women was allowed a moment of sadness for some overwhelming problem in her life. "Colton?" Gabrielle kicked off her shoes by the door and walked into the house, trying to find a sigh of her boyfriend. Where was he right now? Her lip started to quiver and Gabrielle pinched herself to try and tell herself that she needed to get through this. Once inside the living room she still didn't see him and a sigh escaped her. Maybe he really wasn't home. Maybe it would be okay for her to curl up into a ball and cry now. Then again what if he came home and saw her. Gabrielle wanted that baby so badly. Now what was she supposed to do?