- Messages
- 365
- OOC First Name
- Cole
- Sexual Orientation
- Dextersexual
- Age
- 7/2021
Hello! SO I know I never posted an absence, I've just kind of faded into the background for a bit, only really popping on to lurk. A lot of my buddies on skype know it's been a heck of a time for me right now, and while I know some of you haven't fully noticed, the ones who have have asked about it, so I figure I'll share what i can here.
First tings first (I'm the realest) I have been rather ill. First it was something that the doctors thought could be cancer in my ovaries. And that was scary, I spent a lot of time with my fiance crying, feeling ho-hum, and trying to forget I'd ever heard them say that. The good news is, it's not cancer! i was completely tumor free at the check up. So I was bounced around from doctor to doctor until i received a specialist who said it was endometriosis. That of course is a bummer, but I'm just glad that I'm not going to die from it any time soon!
After the stress of all of this, my anxiety levels were through the roof, so I've returned to therapy, and it's helping. My therapist prescribed me an ESA, in hopes that it would make me feel safer, and that the anxiety levels would slow down, which is wonderful, because i love animals. In fact, I volunteer about three to four hours every week to the local animal shelter, which is where i will be getting my emotional support animal from! That in itself will be an adjustment, and will take my time.
Then, just as i was getting back into the swing of things, classes were falling into place (I'm a college student afterall
) i woke up with the worst pain I have ever felt in my stomach. Of course I went into a frenzy thinking, oh Merlin, I'm going to die. they were wrong and I'm going to die. So I rush to the on campus doctor, and get in as soon as possible. They run a myriad of tests, only to find out that i have a severe infection, that would have put me in the hospital if I'd come any sooner. They gave me a very uncomfortable shot in my upper thigh and sent me on my way with some antibiotics, and I'm feeling much better than i was.
So after all of that, and just in time for classes, I'm going to attempt to return to HNZ, and hope for the best! I missed all of you
First tings first (I'm the realest) I have been rather ill. First it was something that the doctors thought could be cancer in my ovaries. And that was scary, I spent a lot of time with my fiance crying, feeling ho-hum, and trying to forget I'd ever heard them say that. The good news is, it's not cancer! i was completely tumor free at the check up. So I was bounced around from doctor to doctor until i received a specialist who said it was endometriosis. That of course is a bummer, but I'm just glad that I'm not going to die from it any time soon!
After the stress of all of this, my anxiety levels were through the roof, so I've returned to therapy, and it's helping. My therapist prescribed me an ESA, in hopes that it would make me feel safer, and that the anxiety levels would slow down, which is wonderful, because i love animals. In fact, I volunteer about three to four hours every week to the local animal shelter, which is where i will be getting my emotional support animal from! That in itself will be an adjustment, and will take my time.
Then, just as i was getting back into the swing of things, classes were falling into place (I'm a college student afterall
) i woke up with the worst pain I have ever felt in my stomach. Of course I went into a frenzy thinking, oh Merlin, I'm going to die. they were wrong and I'm going to die. So I rush to the on campus doctor, and get in as soon as possible. They run a myriad of tests, only to find out that i have a severe infection, that would have put me in the hospital if I'd come any sooner. They gave me a very uncomfortable shot in my upper thigh and sent me on my way with some antibiotics, and I'm feeling much better than i was.So after all of that, and just in time for classes, I'm going to attempt to return to HNZ, and hope for the best! I missed all of you
