- Messages
- 445
- OOC First Name
- Kait
- Sexual Orientation
- Dymetris ❤
- Wand
- Oak 14 3/4" Essence of Raven Feather
- Age
- 2/2014
Standing on stage, looking out into the crowd at the venue tonight, Faxen Lowart was overcome with emotion. The lights were bright as they shone down on her, making it difficult to see the particular faces in the crowd. What she could see was the amount of people crowded in to hear her sing. Granted, Faxen was the opening act, but the crowd was still cheering for her. The lovely brunette grinned out at her audience as she finished her opening song. "Good evening! I am Faxen Lowart! Thank you so much for coming out; I hope you enjoy the show!" she said brightly, turning around to face the band. The last year and a half had been an emotional ride for her. Her break up with Dymetris Kozlov had shattered her almost beyond repair. Things had been dark for her as she drank down the bottle to numb the pain, bouncing from guy to guy to guy. However, Jeremy and Enzo had helped to pick her up off her knees and gotten her back on track. Jeremy had turned into nothing more than a close friend. Enzo? Well, she still wasn't sure what was going on there. They weren't together, together, but they had been fooling around with each other ever since last summer. It had been a few weeks though since she last saw him. Faxen's musical career had been growing and expanding in the last few months. She had acquired a manager who believed in her and helping her along her route to success. Things were looking up.
Faxen grinned at her band as they began to play. She turned around and sang. "Puttin' my defenses up. Cause I don't wanna fall in love." Faxen flipped her brunette locks as she sang out into the crowd really putting on a show. She thrived on stage; it was where she was meant to be. "Yes, you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand." Faxen's caramel eyes made eye contact with a set of eyes that were much too familiar to her. Her heart began pounding in her chest as she turned to go to the other side of the stage. There was no denying whose eyes those were even though she had only briefly glanced at them. Dymetris. The last person that she expected to see. Did he notice the ring on her finger that should have been her engagement ring? What did he make of that? It was a quirky habit of hers to wear it when she performed. The slender girl felt as though it brought her luck as if a piece of Dymetris was still with her. Faxen ended the song and turned away from the crowd as they applauded her. The slender girl walked back to center stage, going to get her guitar. Faxen knew what she had to do. This song was not part of her scheduled set list, but the band knew it. They would join in after she began. Faxen put her microphone in the stand so she could have her hands free to play.
"This song is for someone who I hurt and disappointed. It's about all the things I wish I could say to you. I'm sorry." Faxen told the crowd, knowing it would sound like gibberish to everyone, but the one person who still meant the world to her. She began the guitar chords that started off the song. She was singing from her heart on this one. It was to let Dymetris know everything that she had not been able to say. To explain herself if only a little bit. "I bet you think I either moved on or hate you cause each time you reach out there's no reply. I bet it never, ever occurred to you that I can't say hello to you and risk another goodbye." Faxen couldn't bring herself to make eye contact with him again. It would only strengthen her resolve to go running back to him. Breaking up with him was the hardest thing that she had ever had to do. She couldn't go through that twice. It would kill her. "And I confess, babe that in my dreams you're touching my face and asking me if I want to try again with you and I almost do." Faxen dared to look over in his general direction. The lights were dimmed, and there was no mistaking it. Dymetris was there in the crowd, watching her sing. The pretty brunette wondered if this was a coincidence or if he intentionally sought her out. Was he here with anyone? "And I hope sometimes you wonder about me." she said out in her clear beautiful voice. Faxen hoped that he would forgive her someday. She loved him then, and she loved him now. He was her first love, and the brunette thought that she would go to her grave still loving him.
Faxen finished her set, trying not to stare at her former boyfriend out in the audience. Yet, it felt as though all of her songs were about him, or their relationship even if they weren't. "Good night, everyone! Thank you for being a wonderful audience!" she said, brightly, as she waved goodbye to the crowd. Making her way back to her dressing room, Faxen suddenly started feeling anxious. The reason behind this nervousness was because she already knew what she was going to do. With a sigh, she wrote a note. Faxen handed it to one of the workers outside the door, describing where he was sitting and what he was wearing. The worker nodded and agreed to find him before leaving her alone. Faxen went back inside the room, shut the door, and briefly considered taking off her ring and changing clothes. The brunette decided against it. He would have already seen it. Maybe he would choose to ignore her invitation backstage. Faxen had no idea what was going on inside his head.
Faxen grinned at her band as they began to play. She turned around and sang. "Puttin' my defenses up. Cause I don't wanna fall in love." Faxen flipped her brunette locks as she sang out into the crowd really putting on a show. She thrived on stage; it was where she was meant to be. "Yes, you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand." Faxen's caramel eyes made eye contact with a set of eyes that were much too familiar to her. Her heart began pounding in her chest as she turned to go to the other side of the stage. There was no denying whose eyes those were even though she had only briefly glanced at them. Dymetris. The last person that she expected to see. Did he notice the ring on her finger that should have been her engagement ring? What did he make of that? It was a quirky habit of hers to wear it when she performed. The slender girl felt as though it brought her luck as if a piece of Dymetris was still with her. Faxen ended the song and turned away from the crowd as they applauded her. The slender girl walked back to center stage, going to get her guitar. Faxen knew what she had to do. This song was not part of her scheduled set list, but the band knew it. They would join in after she began. Faxen put her microphone in the stand so she could have her hands free to play.
"This song is for someone who I hurt and disappointed. It's about all the things I wish I could say to you. I'm sorry." Faxen told the crowd, knowing it would sound like gibberish to everyone, but the one person who still meant the world to her. She began the guitar chords that started off the song. She was singing from her heart on this one. It was to let Dymetris know everything that she had not been able to say. To explain herself if only a little bit. "I bet you think I either moved on or hate you cause each time you reach out there's no reply. I bet it never, ever occurred to you that I can't say hello to you and risk another goodbye." Faxen couldn't bring herself to make eye contact with him again. It would only strengthen her resolve to go running back to him. Breaking up with him was the hardest thing that she had ever had to do. She couldn't go through that twice. It would kill her. "And I confess, babe that in my dreams you're touching my face and asking me if I want to try again with you and I almost do." Faxen dared to look over in his general direction. The lights were dimmed, and there was no mistaking it. Dymetris was there in the crowd, watching her sing. The pretty brunette wondered if this was a coincidence or if he intentionally sought her out. Was he here with anyone? "And I hope sometimes you wonder about me." she said out in her clear beautiful voice. Faxen hoped that he would forgive her someday. She loved him then, and she loved him now. He was her first love, and the brunette thought that she would go to her grave still loving him.
Faxen finished her set, trying not to stare at her former boyfriend out in the audience. Yet, it felt as though all of her songs were about him, or their relationship even if they weren't. "Good night, everyone! Thank you for being a wonderful audience!" she said, brightly, as she waved goodbye to the crowd. Making her way back to her dressing room, Faxen suddenly started feeling anxious. The reason behind this nervousness was because she already knew what she was going to do. With a sigh, she wrote a note. Faxen handed it to one of the workers outside the door, describing where he was sitting and what he was wearing. The worker nodded and agreed to find him before leaving her alone. Faxen went back inside the room, shut the door, and briefly considered taking off her ring and changing clothes. The brunette decided against it. He would have already seen it. Maybe he would choose to ignore her invitation backstage. Faxen had no idea what was going on inside his head.