girly | self-conscious
Leia wanted to do well in school, but she knew it wasn't because she liked learning, it wasn't even necessarily for glory he just wanted to do well and beat the others. She knew she'd do almost anything for it. She was studying in any such place where others wouldn't hopefully know about it. But there wasn't much to do yet, so she'd come to the trophy room, looking at the names of the different people and what they'd won. Did it still mean something to them years after?