He will be loved

[James Killian]

Jamie awoke in the dead of the night screaming as tears streamed down his face, his skin glistened in the pale moonlight as his abdomen inflated and deflated in rapid succession. Jamie pulled his knees to his chest as he hug his legs and waited for his tears to subside as he replayed the last images of the dream in his head as he tried to calm down. It was a dream that had plagued him all of his life and one that he could not escape no matter how much he had tried he even went as far as to buy a dream cater which hung motionless over his bed and yet the dream came to him even still. It was a dream about the death of his parents but it was one that he did not know why he had as he was but a baby when his parents were snatched from the world by the hand of someone else's hatred.


Tokyo and its Neon lights were something to be marveled at no matter if you were a wizard or a muggle as it was a bold testament to mankind's ingenuity and skill as the sky above the city was littered with monuments of steel and glass as mans creativity was only limited to the heavens. At street levels the pavement was crowded with thousands as wizards and muggles alike walked with cause as everyone was looking to be somewhere at sometime and within this crowd was a young couple and a simple yet elegant stroller. the stroller was a vessel for the couples most prized possession, a giggling baby boy with the bright blue eyes. However in the crowed was also the ones who Jamie could only refer to as Life stealers but more commonly they were known as Death Eaters.

The happy couple were military personnel who worked fro the french ministry and had been called to Tokyo in search of a famed crime lord who had connections to France. However it seemed that the Crime lord was no ordinary man but a wizard who had his dealing with muggles or rather what seemed like muggles. They were in fact quibs who wished to lay claim to the magical world which was unfairly torn from the blood through an act of unbiased fate. The crime lord was on to the happy couple and decided to strike them first before they could make the first move and so as the happy couple turned down a nearby alley the hooded figures followed as they pulled from their pockets a muggle tool for killing... a gun. The couple did not stand a chance as the gun rang out its ominous cry as metal met flesh and lives faded to black. The men did not have time to finish off the baby nor did they have the guts to harm a child and so they fled into the night as the baby cries echoed against the cold stone walls...

Jamie had managed to stop crying but he had found that the room had grown far to small for his liking and so he got out of bed and threw on a pair of sweats and black v neck as he made his way down the stairs of his home. Tillian was asleep and could not be roused from his slumber and so Jamie snuck out the front door and made his way to a nearby park. The night air was warm and greeted him like an old friend as hit embraced him but briefly before moving on to its unknown destiny. Jamie walked a slow pace as he was in no hurry nor did he need to be as the world was quietly tucked away in there beds. An owl hidden in a nearby tree greeted him with soft hoot before taking flight as Jamie smiled up toward the starry night before he focused on the ground choosing that his foot fall on the pavement was far more interesting then it should be as the orange glow of the overhead street lights showered him with there electrical brilliance. He had not though much of anything since he left the house but now his mind wandered unheeded as he felt the imposing pull of loneliness tug at his heart. He was not truly alone but he could not help but feeling the somber emotion considering that in a room of people he was so off the beaten path that he could never be apart of the bigger picture. He was a misfit of misfits and it seemed as though he was destined to be the one who was outside looking in while everyone on the inside never notice the ones outside.

He had never fitted in with anyone though he tried all the time to find his place in the world but no matter how hard he tried it seemed that fate decided to put another road block in his path. First when he lived in Japan he was the only white kid in his school though he never knew why and in truth never noticed but the same could not be said about his peers who whispered about him behind his back and avoided him like a thestral. The headmaster took pity on him and encouraged him to remain strong as he taught him how to mediate and other life skills that would prove useful someday as he told Jamie that he was destined for something great. Words that were true as years later Jamie would come to learn he was different in more than one way as he was identified as a wizard. This information took him far from his sheltered upbringing to New Zealand where he joined others like him in attending the famed school of magic. However even with in these dusty walls he was found to be unable to fit in as his former home was something that was not a common sight for the students. His practices and beliefs were attacked but through it all he kept his head down and studied hard to be the best that he could be as he attempted to remain unseen and unnoticed. That is when fate once again showed its face this time summoning him to France where he would learn more about his family.

However it was far from the humble halls of Hogwarts as the children of Beauxbaton were rather vain creatures who lived solely for appearances and knew nothing of being humble or modest. The were obsessed with beauty as many of the students where half breed with blood connected to a race of humanoid creatures who used there looks to claim and manipulate they unwary humans. Jamie was not ugly but nor was he obsessed with his appearance like his peers as he kept his head in his books and out of the clouds. However France did bring him Tillian his newly adoptive father who loved him more than life itself and gave him the world as if to compensated the boy for the cruelty of fate. Tillian was a blessing and someone Jamie could trust and believe in which was crucial as life would only get more complex and difficult in the years to come. Jamie looked up from his mindless walking and realized he was at the park and so he decided to make a beeline to his favorite haunt.

The old abandon gazebo sat in seclusion amongst the trees lost and forgotten as if the forest had nothing better to do than to create a haven for the beaten and the broken. Jamie would spend most of his spare time hidden amongst the trees with his sketch pad and ipod and loose himself in his craft as lead met paper in a beautiful fusion only giving birth to something that was worthy of the world. Jamie however was critical of his art and never allowed anyone to see it not even his dad. He bleed his heart out on the pages of his sketch pad and it was raw and primal at its core as it was the only outlet that he had in the world. He was most vulnerable and real when he was drawing and it was something he would not share with just anyone but with the one. Jamie sat down on the hard wooden bench as he placed his head on the side of the wall and closed his eyes loosing himself in the silence of the night.

 

[Noble Bishop]

Bleep Bleep Bleep....

The hand of a slumbering teen snaked out of the covers as he brought it down slamming the snooze button on the alarm clock that had woken him from his dreams of clouds and the stars. Noble squinted at his alarm clock as the eerie red glow cast fearsome shadows across the room as the numbers declared proudly that it was not only four thirty in the morning but it was time for him to get up too meet a new day. A slight groan came from behind him as his sleeping brain tried to find the source of the groan and then it dawned on him that it was only her.. well the her had a name which was Vanessa and she had been dating him for the last four years going on five next week. They had met at the mall and simply hit it off and had been inseparable every minute they were together since they attended different schools. That seemed to be less of an obstical as they had originally though as they got out of school around the same time. With rich parents who were never home the two of them were able to do whatever they wanted too with no one to really answer to but even when his parents were home they cared little as they adored Vanessa and where pushing him to eventually marry her as she was a perfect match for him. However he sometimes felt different as if she was not the one he was suppose to spend the rest of his life with though those thoughts soon left his mind when she was near him as she was everything a guy could ask for in a girl.Yet he could not seemed to shake that feeling of destiny as he felt he was meant for someone else and so he would just hold on until they showed up.

He pulled himself away from Vanessa who he kissed softly on the lips as he tucked her in and grabbing his running gear he closed the door behind him as he head down stairs. Once down stairs he threw on his sweats and zip up hoodie as he made his way into the kitchen as he made a beeline to the fridge to get his bottle of water and his Ipod off the island as he turned on his favorite band as he headed out the back door and down to the street where he would begin the best part of his day. Everyday he woke up at the same time and went on a five mile jog before school started but as today was Sunday he had the day off which meant that he could draw it out a little as Vanessa would stay asleep until he returned home and woke her up for breakfast. His jogging was not only a time where he could clear his mind but also it kept him in shape as he was hoping to be recruited to as a seeker of one of the local quidditch teams. He reached in his pocket and felt the familiar warmth of his wand that he had received like most magical children when they came to age in the wizarding world. He however was a muggle born and so he was forced to keep that part of his life hidden from the rest of the muggle world. His parents was knew his secret but Vanessa did not but then again there was a lot of things she did not know about him which was the way he liked it as he hated the feeling of being open with everyone but greatly enjoyed his private thoughts and fancies. Noble went to a wizarding academy which allowed those of muggle families to attend where they were able to enjoy both magical and modern world as they attempted to find the balance between the two. It was extremely expensive school but his parents did not care as they wanted there son to be as normal as humanly possible and so he was specializing in muggle business after his father while he pursued his passion of quidditch which he was the captain of his school's team.on the off season he was the captain of the boys swim team as well which had gotten several college recruiters. He was the a true golden boy who had top marks in his class not to mention he was popular rich and handsome overall he had the perfect life and could not wish for nothing more.

Today he decided to switch it up in his running route as he decided to cut through the park and cut through the woods as it would be nice to have a change of scenery. Vary rarely did he deviate from his route but he felt oddly adventurous and so he decided to follow his instincts but what he did not know was that because of his instincts his world was about to be turned on its head as fate had grown tired of waiting as two people were about to take the first steps into the unknown. The smell of grass on the morning air awoke his sense s as the only sound that could be heard was that of his own even breathing and the dull roar of his music as his earphones continued there spewing of music as Noble made his way into the trees as the sun began to peek its head up above the horizon as a beads of sweat ran down his chiseled torso just as he was about to pass an old abandon gazebo. That is of course when he laid his eyes on a pale young man sitting curled up on one of the benches which caused him to stop in his tracks as he stared at the boy for a long moment. He wondered what was a kid doing out here at this time of the night and alone which was something that not even he would approve of but then again he did a great many things that he knew he should not do but that did not stop him from doing them. He debated what he should do for several minutes but then he came to the decision that the least he could do was wake the sleeping boy up that is if he was still alive which he would then run and get someone. As he approached the warmth of the sun rain down on his back as he walked into the gazebo and place a firm hand on the boys should as he gave the kid a gentle shake.

"Hey kid ... Hey wake up! What are you doing out here? Is everything okay?" noble said as a hint of concern mingled in with his words. He hoped taht the kid was alive as that was the last thing he needed on his mind. Howver after a few shakes that worry was replaced by another as the kids bright blue eyes looked up at him as a smile crept across his face . Noble felt his heart accelerate as he looked down at the boy feeling a not in his chest.... he is gorgeous! It was a thought that troubled him as it was not a feeling that he had felt outside of school especially when he was with Vanessa. Noble was at the very least a Bisexual though he hated labels as he felt that confined him which he hated even more, though he never did anything more than fool around with a few guys on his team but he never did anything that would earn him the title of gay. Besides he and Vanessa had a physical relationship and he always performed as a normal boy should and he found girls hot. Yet the younger guy was something else, he was not entirely masculine but nether was he effeminate like the typical gay guys he seen in his life but rather a perfect balance of both. Not to mention his flawless skin and those.... those eyes made Noble want nothing more than to sit and gaze into those deep pools of sapphire for the rest of time. Noble did not know what to say or do but again it seemed as though fate was about to interfere once more as his phone vibrated in his pocket. Vanessa had wake up and was in the process of making breakfast as she wondered when he would be back home. He took a deep breath as he sent her a quick text saying soon and as he looked down once more at the boy he found that the kid was no longer smiling but rather he was staring at him with a frown on his forehead.

"My name is Noble Bishop and you my friend were asleep." Noble said with a smile as he waited for the boy to respond.

 

[James Killian]

Jamie closed his eyes for what felt like only a second as he had grown far to tired from crying that he only sought to find brief comfort for his sore and bloodshot eyes. His thoughts were full of nothing but the sound of the forest around him as the mother wind wrapped him up in her warm embrace causing his slightly shaggy hair to tickle his forehead as he took slow and deep even breaths loosing himself in the instinctual habit. However the world was not one to wait as time's slow progression towards the unknown future and as such Jamie had not been asleep for a minute but in truth an hour a fact that was becoming more ever noticeable by the increase of the light and the happy chirping of the song birds in their nest hidden among the leaves. Yet even those simple indicators of the a new day were enough to stir the boy however someone would soon wake him a simple action that would also send his world into unknown territory.

A warm hand pressed against his shoulder which pulled from him a brief sigh as he had experienced that sensation before however it had always been in his dreams. After a moment the hand pulled away as the distant sound of a voice registered somewhere in the deep recesses of his mind as the hand soon returned and once more gave him a slight shake. It was too convenient to be coincidence and so his mind roused him slightly as his eyes began to flutter and he stirred a little. However as his weary eyes began to open the morning sun cast a blinding glare which forced him to squint which did not help as something was hovering over him. His mind did not quiet put the pieces of the puzzle together as he still thought he was tucked away safely in the warm security of his bed and that meant that it was Tillian who was waking him up. That was the farthest from the truth which became abundantly clear as he blinked fully awake and realized he was still in the gazebo and the person who he thought was Tillian was in fact a rather handsome stranger that he had never seen before in his life at least not that he could remember.

The man had the 'look' that he had seen in magazine and movies that was prized highly by the giggling girls of his school, and it was natural and the result of breeding as most of the part Veelas laid claim to in France. his long brunette hair was pulled back off of his face in a ponytail though the name for the hairstyle seemed far to girly for such a man abut it seemed to suit him well. His deep brown eyes held a warm that made sunshine seem frigged as the deep milky brown reminded him of liquid chocolate. He was also of a muscular build but not over the top bod builder but enough to know that he could still win a bar fight if it came down to it. overall the man was rugged and charming as well as everything he wanted in a boyfriend but that information did not help ease his mind or answer the question at hand which is why was the stranger here?

Jame sat up slowly as his muscles screamed out in protest from the sudden change of positioning as he had been stuck in the same place for the better part of an hour. A shiver ran down his spine as a wave of goosebumps ran across his pale skin as he ran a hand across his chin which was slightly moist from drool which caused him to blush sightly as he was in no shape for public appearances. The man was staring at him and his lips was moving but Jamie was not quiet hearing or rather that he was not fully listening to what he was fully saying at the time but his brain was rushing to catch up, "Huh! Asleep? Where am I?" Jamie said as he frowned slightly at the man.

 

[Noble Bishop]

"Well we are in the park but to be a little more specific we are the old gazebo that I thought no one knew about or had forgotten during the last extension of the park." Noble smirked as he took a mount to look at the old structure taking not of the fade paint that now began to chip away as years of harsh sunlight and neglect took effect. The wood was splintered in several place so much so that that several pieces were now threatening to collapse on themselves as nest of these termites made these once might blocks of wood home. The rusty nails and screws wept rivulets of bright brown juice that made the structure seem even more lonely and sad than before as it stood faithfully long after being abandon by its maker. It was almost poetic and gorgeous but he could not linger long as he was forced to move his feet with purpose as Vanessa waited for him to return. Blink his eyes he once more looked at the ebony haired boy which drew a smile on his face every time he looked at the younger boy.

"I have a phone that you can use if you need to call someone to come pick you up, if you want you can wait at my place for your ride if you want? I have a change of clothes that you maybe able to throw own and I just got a text telling me that their will be a hot meal when we arrive." Noble said as he once more gained controlled of his erratic emotions which allowed him to stand a little taller not to mention bring a a level of ease that was closer to his norm than when he first stumbled upon the young guy. Noble looked down at his watch and realized that he would not be able to finish his run but he was not too concern as he would go out later tonight when the sun had set. Though morning was one of the most powerful time for him to run it was the starry night sky that brought him the highest level of peace. He often times grabbed his broom when he need to escape the stress of being the golden child and simply fly high above the suffocating blanket of street lights and simply starry up at the rich hues of blue and black that made up the sea of night sky. Vanessa hated to fly not that he had ever taken her up but from her traveling experience she made extraordinarily clear that she loved it ten times more when she was firmly planted on the ground. It was a pity given that she did not know what she was missing out but then again maybe she did and simply did not care which seemed to hold more truth than lies.She was a material girl through and through but that did not make her a bad person but rather she gained more satisfaction when she bought that ever elusive pursue that cost enough to feed a family of four comfortably for a week .

Noble came from money but he found that having money was more of burden than not having it as it often times made you complacent and unthankful if you never had to want for anything. He however attempted to remain humble by going down to the local shelters and visiting the kids in the cancer ward at the hospital, no one knew this of course as it would be seen as uncool but he had grown to love his volunteering time as he had made the most unlikely friends. The kids at the hospital loved when he came and so did the nurses who would sit in the doorways and watch him sit down for tea time with Linda and Mr. Bearington, or save the damsel from the evil Villiano with Brett, or how when all the playing was down how the kids would all snuggle around him and take a brief afternoon nap. It would be so hard saying good bye when he was forced to move to meet the demands of his Quidittch contract but he would come back as much as he could... now was the first time that he thought about the little time he had left with everyone before he went off to pursue his dreams and it seemed almost unreal as he had remember sitting with his mother on the terrace while she rocked him back in forth under the bright blue summer sky.

"I can not wait to grow up momma?" Noble said as he ran his tiny fingers through his mothers golden hair, as he was ever fascinated by the way it looked like liquid sunlight.

"Why is that baby bear?" His mother smiled as she poked him on his nose drawing out a little chuckle from his small frame, he loved when his mom would call him Baby Bear before the longest time but as he got older he soon grew out of it like a sons often did.

"So that I can move far far away from here!" He said with a serious tone as he sat up and opened his beautiful eyes as if the simple act would speed time forward.

"And where would you go baby bear and what would you do?" She said as she attempted to hide her mirth at the sudden seriousness of her her son.

"I will go where the sun meets the sea and I will fly among the stars!" Noble said as he laid his little head against his mothers chest giving a little yawn before slipping of in to a bright dreamscape. His mother ran hand along his head as a single tear ran down her beautiful cheek as she kissed the top of her sons hair as she stared off and listen to the familiar hum of distance lawn mowers and sprinklers that made up the symphony of the little suburban community.

He was lost in the lost memory before he realized that he was now crying which was something that he had not done in years. He sat down and leaned his head against the side of the Gazebo as he completely forgot all about the beautiful boy who was now watching him with caring and concern in his eyes.