Ava looked to Noelle and raised a brow, taking another bite of her ice cream. She shrugged at his question. "I'm not setting myself up for that level of disappointment again," she replied easily, licking her spoon. "My dad left us when I was a baby. I lived with my mother and my grandmother for a while, but my mom got sick, and they both died when I was ten. They went and found dad but I wasn't with him for very long before he sent me away to school,"
Ava took another bite of her ice cream. "I was really close to Philip at first. But he was just really mean to me- he got mad and yelled at me for something stupid, then blamed me when Nora boil jinxed me and then didn't talk to me for months, and then he was spotty for a long time, and when I tried to talk to him about it he said he was fine because he followed me to my classes then tried to demand I stop spending time with Vader." She rolled her eyes. "Things are okay with my dad, but I was mad at him for a while because he left me, he left my sister, and then he found out about my little brother and now he has three more kids with my brothers mom. I'm over it now but for a long time I thought he didn't need me. He left, and replaced me a few times over,"
Ava rambled, taking bites of her ice cream intermittently. "I'm just over it. Vader is the only constant thing I've ever had in my life. I didn't plan to have kids, or ever bother getting married. I'm still not going to marry, but its a little late for the no kids plan," She laughed lightly. "But still, the whole point is that I'm not going to bother with romance anymore. I spent way too long and too many chances on Philip, and I'm not going to have my heart broken like that again. It's just easier on my own. I have Vader, I have the twins, I'm fine." She nodded decisively.