Cannot Forget The Future

Selwin Snape

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A shocking end to his dinner with Eden, Selwin was very much surprised
as to how she was behaving with him right now. It was as if Eden had
missed every moment she had spent with Selwin in the past and she
wanted to take advantage of the opportunity given at hand and spend
some quality alone time with Selwin. It did not matter to Selwin as to
what Eden wanted to do, he just wanted to make sure that both of
them would stay in their own senses and not lose them. Otherwise,
there would be a lot of trouble at hand for the future. Though one
thing really did make Selwin happy and made him glad that him and Eden
were back together was that Eden missed him just as much he missed
Eden, if not more. He just couldn't believe that they were finally being
able to spend some quality alone time together. Keeping thoughts on
the back of his mind to not let things get out of hand between them,
Selwin successfully apparated himself in Selwin's bedroom.

As he was standing there, he instantly looked back to see if she was
okay because sometimes, people would get splinched if apparting did
not occur correctly. It had happened to Selwin a few times where
he was apparating with a few of his friends and a few of them got
splinched in the process. As he looked back and gazed into the beauiful
eyes of Eden, he gave her a smile and said, "So, what now?" Selwin
then smiled at Eden and gave her a long tender kiss. To this day,
Selwin never believed that he would see himself being alone with Eden.
He never imagined himself being alone with Eden because of his strict
her parents were, especially how strict her father was. Keeping an
eye on her all the time, it was a good thing that Selwin had special
spells enchanted around his house so that not everyone would be
able to come in freely and Selwin would get notification if someone
wanted to come in and pay him a visit. This was to keep himself safe.
 
Eden was used to apparting. So when Selwin took her via slide along Eden did not flinch and it did not bug her at all. All kinds of things where running through her mind. She was fed up with her father always telling her what she could and could not do. She was fed up with her Professor's demanding so much from her. She was starting to get fed up with Lolita keeping pointless secrets from her. She wanted to be free to make her own choices and do her own thing. Her being here alone with Selwin was the first step toward showing people that she was her own person and she was going to start doing her own thing.

Eden locked eyes with Selwin and she knew her own eyes where glowing green fire. When he asked her what now. Eden shifted her weight to one hip and cocked her head to the side. "O I don't know but I am sure that you and I could think of something." Eden said as she turned on her heel and made her way toward the back of the house to where she figured the bedroom would be. Opening a door at random Eden saw the master bedroom. Walking into it Eden stood in the middle of the room and called out to Selwin. "Well are you coming or not?"
 
Selwin had a few ideas up his sleeve as to what they can be doing, being
all alone right now, but he wanted to see if Eden was thinking of the same
thing or not. Selwin could feel around Eden right now that she was feeling
sort of free right now. She was feeling a bit rebellious against what was
going on in her life with Lolita, and other people. She wanted to feel free
and if she truly wished it, Selwin would free her, but only if she was the
one that wanted it. There was nothing Selwin could do unless Eden really
wanted it because there was a lot at stake for her in her life, rather than
Selwin, who could handle himself if there were things at stake, not to
mention Eden was still in school, so she was not fully prepared to defend
herself. As he saw Eden walking towards the back of the house, where
Selwin's room was, he could feel around Eden that she wanted to have
some private time with Eden. The only thing that worried Selwin was that
they should not get carried away with these kinds of things. He did not
want Eden to regret anything, nor did he wanted himself to regret anything.

Seeing her walk towards his bedroom, he heard her say that him and her
could come up with something to do, which put a small smile on his face.
"Yes, I'm sure we could come up with something to do, though I'll
leave it up to you to decide what that should be."
Said Selwin as
he started to walk towards his bedroom, where he saw Eden going towards.
Even though he had spent some private time with Lexi, he didn't feel any
nervousness around her, but he was feeling a bit nervous around Eden
right now because there was a lot at stake here if the two were to do
anything wrong. Selwin was going to try his best to keep everything in
order and try his best not to let anything get out of hand. "Yes,
I'm coming."
Said Selwin as he walked a bit faster towards Eden.
Now standing in their room, face to face, Selwin asked, "So... What
now Eden?"
Selwin was gazing straight into Eden's beautiful eyes.
 
Eden could not believe that she was doing this. Yes she and Chase had shared a bed but this was different way different. Did Eden want to really do this? The answer was yes. She was tired of pretending to be the good girl. Eden knew that if she went this far there would be no turning back but she no longer cared. Eden waited for Selwin to walk into the room after her and she could feel her heart start to race.

As Selwin walked into the room Eden let out a breath she did not know she was holding. When he asked her what now. Eden walked over to Selwin and placed one of her hands on his chest and pushed him on the bed. Climbing onto of him Eden kissed Selwin with a passion that had only been for Chase and now it was all for Selwin. All her fears went out the window with that kiss. Eden used her shaky hands to start unbuttoning Selwin's shirt. "I want this." Eden said as she stopped kissing Selwin long enough to rip the shirt off of him. Her shirt coming off with the next breath she wanted to feel Selwin against her. Eden wanted no needed to feel close to someone.
 
Just feeling the urge of starting to kiss Eden with a passion, this death eater
was feeling on a different level right now. So many thought going through his
mind, some good, some bad, but over all, he was happy that him and Eden
were getting to spend time. Come to think of it, Eden and Selwin never really
got to spend time alone until now. This was the first time he was getting to
spend time with her alone. Having some fears running constantly through
his brain, Selwin was thinking of the positives and the negatives right now of
what could happen if they went ahead and did what they had to. Selwin
was very much in love with Eden that he would be willing to take any risk to
save her from anything. He would put up his own life at risk, or at least that's
the way he was thinking of it right now. Receiving a kiss from Eden, being a
little nervous, a tingling sensation was coursing through Selwin's body right
now. 'I never felt this way before with Lexi.' Though Selwin to himself.
It was true, he didn't feel this way before with Lexi at all. These different
types of feelings going through his mind right now were sort of overwhelming
him, but at the same time, he was happy that this was happening to him.

As he felt Eden pushing her back towards the bed, he saw Eden taking off
her clothes, crawling on top of him like a snake and starting to unbutton his
shirt. Selwin wanted to just stop right now before things would get carried
away, but gazing into the eyes of Eden, he felt that he could not stop Eden.
He felt that he was not the one in control right now. Seeing the love and
the 'want' that Eden was asking for from Selwin right now, it was overwhelming
him that Eden wanted to do this right now. He could not see himself stopping
Eden right now. "Eden, are you sure this is what you want?" Asked
Selwin gazing into Eden's eyes as he pulled forward to give a tender kiss to
Eden. Selwin wanted to make sure that this is really what Eden wanted
because he did not want any trouble or surprises in the future from her.
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Why was Selwin being so gentle so nice right now? It was driving Eden insane. She was in love with this guy all she could think about was being with him everyday for the rest of her life but she needed this moment in time now. There as no stopping her no turning back she had come to far. Everything she had wanted with Chase was gone and over with. He was never coming back and Eden needed to accept it and this was the only way to do it. Being this close to Selwin was so intense the air around them felt so gentle and cool but at the same time Selwin's lips where so hot against hers. Eden forced herself to stop thinking about everything and just focus on that very moment.

Eden was ready to beg Selwin to take her when he asked if this was what she wanted. Looking into his eyes Eden realized that there was one way he would finally understand that this was what she wanted. Sitting up on Selwin. Eden took off her purity ring and handed it to Selwin. "Yes this is what I want and I want you to have this as my sign to you that you are my first, only and last true love." Eden said as she pressed the ring into his hand and gently kissed his lips.
 
Selwin could feel the energies around Eden, he felt around her that she was
a bit puzzled right now. She was having a bit of a war going on inside her,
and Selwin knew that there was only one way to finish that war and he was
determined to put Eden at ease and to let her rest without having anything
to worry about once and for all. Though keeping the consequences at the
back of his mind, Selwin threw all of his thoughts and feelings out of his
mind right now. The only thing he was wanting to concentrated on right
now was Eden and only Eden. He wanted to keep Eden for the rest of his
life and he wanted to be by her side all day, everyday. All of a sudden, he
felt the energies around Eden that she was now fully concentrating on
him and only him. There was nothing stopping either of them from being
with each other now. Eden was forcing herself to fully be with Selwin now
and it was clear to him now that Eden fully wanted this and was wanting
nothing to distract her from doing it. Feeling the love around Eden, it made
the moment that much more special when the two were keeping their hot
lips against each other, constantly kissing and showing each other how much
they love each other. It was overwhelming Selwin a little bit, but he knew
that Eden very much loved him and he very much loved Eden with his life.

As soon as he saw Eden sitting on top of him, he saw her taking her ring
off and giving it to him. This instant shock just completely overwhelmed
Selwin to a point where he just could not hold anymore. He just could not
believe that he was going to finally get Eden and finally be with her once
and for all. The love they shared between each other was finally putting
both of them together so close that it was overwhelming both of them.
Taking the ring from Eden as she placed it in his hand, he absorbed the ring
inside his hand for safe keeping and looked back at Eden. Gazing into her
eyes, he could see that she was waiting for just one thing and that was to
finally make love with him. "Eden, I love you so much." Said
Selwin as he started to take off rest of Eden's clothes and and started to
take off rest of his. Now sitting there, gazing into Eden's eyes, Selwin
knew that this night was going to be a night he will never forget in his life.

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Laying there next to Eden, Selwin opened his eyes. He gazed around the
room and looked over to where Eden was laying there in his arms. He
could not believe what had just happened during their night. He could not
believe what the two had done during the night. He was shocked and glad
at the same time that they two finally got to share the true love that each
of them holds for each other. He didn't want to disturb Eden, so he simply
kissed her on her forehead and then smiled when he looked at her face. He
them looked towards the window, where a bright light was shinning through
the curtains. Selwin rose up his free hand and then flicked it to open one
of the curtains. The sun light was a bit soothing to Selwin, for the first time
in his life, he was enjoying a bit of the sun light. Today, he felt like a
different man for some reason. A man that has been reborn, a man with lots
of hope. Looking back at Eden, it was because of her that he was feeling this way.
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For the first time in a long time Eden slept peacefully. She knew if her parents ever found out she would be in so much trouble but Eden no longer cared. Feeling Selwin moved around Eden kept her eyes closed and enjoyed laying there in bed. Feeling Selwin kiss her on the forehead Eden smiled and opened her eyes. Seeing the sun start to rise. Eden sat up and leaned against Selwin. "I do believe this is the first sun rise I have seen in a long time and I am glad I am getting to spend it with you." Eden whispered as she gently kissed Selwin's shoulder blade.

Eden could not believe after all the heart break she had gone through in her life she was finally happy. Eden knew that Lolita was going to murder her but she had stopped caring a long time ago what that women thought. When it came down to it Eden would make sure that she did was she was supposed to for the Silverback family but she would have Selwin as her's and if people had a problem with it than they would have to deal with it.
 
As he was watching the sunrise, he felt some movement over his arm from
Eden. The kiss to her forehead had woken Eden up, which Selwin really did
not want to do right now. He wanted Eden to rest, and to gain her full
strength before she would get up. As he felt her leaning against him, he
heard her comment on how this was the first sunrise she has seen after so
long and she was glad that she was getting to spent time with him. This
comment truly made Selwin feel better about himself that there was at least
one person out there that really cared for him and truly loved him. Unlike
Lexi, who had just left him out of the blue, never to be heard from again.
"I'm glad you're here by my side to spend time with me as well and
I truly love you, very much."
Said Selwin as he lifted Eden's head to give
her a kiss on her warm lips. As he faced towards the sunlight that was
shinning brightly through his window. There were a few bad thoughts that
were going through his mind right now, but he didn't care. All he was
happy about was that he was going to be with Eden from now on.

As he was watching the sunrise, Selwin instantly got a thought in his mind
that he though he should share with Eden. Selwin didn't think at first that
the two were going to go this far into their relationship, but to be on the
positive side, Selwin had purchased an engagement ring for Eden. Even though
Haruhi had told him that he was not going to get Eden because she was
already promised to someone from the Silverback family, there was still
hope that Selwin had for his situation with Eden. The two really loved each
other and Selwin wanted to take it one level further. Facing back at Eden,
Selwin said, "Eden.. We decided to take this serious step and I think
we should.."
Selwin paused for a bit to bring his right hand up again
with an engagement ring. "Eden, will you marry me?" Asked Selwin
as he sat up and faced Eden with lots of hope that she will accept him.
He knew that they loved each other and knew that she really wanted to
be with him, so he was proposing to her to prove how much he loved her.
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Sitting there with Selwin, Eden could not feel more complete. She did not want this moment to ever end. She knew that she would have to get up and head home sooner or later that and she needed to get back to school. Eden let herself sink into Selwin's arms. The moment was just to perfect it was like something out of a storybook. Could this finally be Eden's happy ending? When Selwin said that he truly loved her Eden felt like she could fly. Eden kissed Selwin back and wished the moment would never end.

Eden looked up into Selwin's eyes and felt like she was falling. Closing her eyes she saw a flash of a church the sun pouring into the windows. Her friends and family all around her smiling faces everywhere. Eden looked to her right and there was Selwin by her side. Eden liked what she was seeing but just as fast as it had come it was gone and Eden was back in the sunlit room with Selwin which was just as nice. Selwin was talking about a serious step. What was going on? It felt like the whole world had stopped. Eden heard the words that she had been hopping for somewhere deep in her heart. "Eden will you marry me?" Eden looked at the ring and blinked slowly as her eyes slowly filled with tears. "Yes. A million times yes." Eden said as the tears spilled from her eyes a smile spread across her face that lit up the whole room. Eden was so happy she felt like her heart was about to burst.
 
After going through so much trouble and stress in his life, he felt that he
finally had the chance to settle down and have a good future for himself
and have it with the one he loves the most. Sitting there having proposed
to Eden, Selwin was a bit worried as to what her reaction was going to be.
He knew that Eden loves him very much and she was going to say yes, but
then some negative thoughts were going through his mind that she was
going to deny him. Though this feeling of negativity he was having was
only in small amounts, but it was still there. Gazing into the eyes of Eden,
he could feel that she was just as excited and very much surprised at the
same time. He wanted to know what her answer was, but it seemed that
she was a bit of shocked, yet very happy at the same time. Instantly
hearing her response after a few moments that 'yes', she will marry him,
Selwin's heart stopped pounding very hard and thoughts of joy were now
coursing through his mind. "I love you so much Eden." Said Selwin
with a smile as he took Eden's hand and placed the ring inside her finger.
The night, the morning, the time he had spent with Eden couldn't have
gone more perfect and he was glad that Eden was now to be his forever.
 

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