- Messages
- 1,004
- OOC First Name
- Jessye
- Wand
- Willow Wand 12" Essence of Chimaera Scale
- Age
- 11/2006
Gabrielle Snow breathed out shakily and wrapped her arms around her thin stomach as she made her way through the deserted park. The sidewalk was damp with water because it had just rained that morning, thankfully Gabrielle was staying inside the inn when it was raining earlier. Since Gabrielle had given her old house to her brother when she moved in with Colton, and she hated him too much to ever want to live with him, she had nowhere else to go. Staying with the Lefevre's wouldn't work out either because she knew her mother was unhappy with her and going back while being broken up from Colton would only prove that Danielle was right and it would be rubbed in that she was right and Gabrielle had made the wrong decision. Alyssa and Vincent were expecting a baby and already had enough things on their mind so she didn't want to intrude on them either, even if Alyssa tried to convince Gabrielle that she and Vincent wouldn't mind at all. Then there was the Snow Family. They had multiple reasons as to why she couldn't be there but the biggest was Theodore and his reforms for the family, a lot of the family member's related to others he didn't approve of were getting sneered at and Gabrielle happened to be one of them, then again she had also done a lot of bad things to him on a personal level so she couldn't really blame him for being pissed off. The bottom line was that Gabrielle really had no place to go right now so she was stuck using her money to rent rooms in hotels and inns for the time being. She was supposed to be working so she could buy another apartment, but more bad luck hit her not long after she left and now she was stuck in a predicament. Being pregnant with nowhere to go really sucked. If she had known that that she was in that condition she might have been more choosy about being so cruel to Colton and pressuring him when it wasn't really her place. Things were just so messed up right now and Gabrielle completely blamed herself. Even though things were broken off between her and Colton, she was still very much in love with him. Gabrielle knew she shouldn't have pressured him. Gabrielle knew she would rather be with him and just be happy then not have him because he wasn't in love with her. Now her heart was broken and she wasn't sure if she could do this whole baby thing without him. Of course she expected the baby to not make it like all he others but it made her terribly sick during the whole process and she was used to his support. 'I've messed up so badly.' Last night she wrote such a heartbreaking and long letter to Colton, apologizing to him for what she had done, that she missed him and loved him so much. But he didn't respond. Was he really that upset with her? Probably, she most likely deserved it.
'This isn't fair.' Gabrielle breathed out and continued to walk through the park, the chilly air and dark clouds hovering overhead just for her, at least that was what it felt like. The morning had gone rough for her. Gabrielle ended up throwing everything she had eaten for breakfast and that was nothing but half a piece of toast and some orange juice. Colton would have made sure she had eaten a lot more for her and the baby but he wasn't here and Gabrielle wasn't in the mood for food. Her body felt tired and she also felt dizzy and just horribly sick but she needed some fresh air to clear her mind. Perhaps she could write another letter in hopes that Colton would get it, she wanted to tell him about the baby just in case, maybe it would help him forgive her. But if he didn't want to be with her or help her with this she couldn't make him. Gabrielle wouldn't make him. Gabrielle was used to being on her own and if she had to then she would brave this out on her own just like the old days, but she just missed him so much. Seeing a bench up ahead Gabrielle walked over to it and sat herself down. It wasn't wet like the ground was because of the large oak tree that sheltered it. Gabrielle felt like she was going to be sick again but she brushed it aside as she began to feel herself cry again. Her mother was right, this love business was nothing but a mess. Wiping her eyes Gabrielle froze when she saw a shadow begin to hover over her. Someone was there, actually it felt like a couple of people were there. The blonde slowly lifted her head and jumped immediately. What in the world?
<i></i>'This isn't fair.' Gabrielle breathed out and continued to walk through the park, the chilly air and dark clouds hovering overhead just for her, at least that was what it felt like. The morning had gone rough for her. Gabrielle ended up throwing everything she had eaten for breakfast and that was nothing but half a piece of toast and some orange juice. Colton would have made sure she had eaten a lot more for her and the baby but he wasn't here and Gabrielle wasn't in the mood for food. Her body felt tired and she also felt dizzy and just horribly sick but she needed some fresh air to clear her mind. Perhaps she could write another letter in hopes that Colton would get it, she wanted to tell him about the baby just in case, maybe it would help him forgive her. But if he didn't want to be with her or help her with this she couldn't make him. Gabrielle wouldn't make him. Gabrielle was used to being on her own and if she had to then she would brave this out on her own just like the old days, but she just missed him so much. Seeing a bench up ahead Gabrielle walked over to it and sat herself down. It wasn't wet like the ground was because of the large oak tree that sheltered it. Gabrielle felt like she was going to be sick again but she brushed it aside as she began to feel herself cry again. Her mother was right, this love business was nothing but a mess. Wiping her eyes Gabrielle froze when she saw a shadow begin to hover over her. Someone was there, actually it felt like a couple of people were there. The blonde slowly lifted her head and jumped immediately. What in the world?