Raven Mauven
Well-Known Member
- Messages
- 134
- OOC First Name
- Kaitlyn
- Sexual Orientation
- Homosexual
- Wand
- Willow 15" Essense of Belladonna and Serpent's Fang
- Age
- 7/2010
Raven Riona was not having the best week in the world. It had been over a week since she was visited by the Mirayinov family, basically telling her that she was exiled because she was not the type of female that they were going for. Worst of all, she figured out why she was so attracted to girls, well, one girl, and that was because she was a lesbian, and she could never marry a girl because it was against the laws. Raven never felt so alone in her life, like everyone deserted her. The only woman in the family that would remotely understood was Aunt Rayna, but she was too afraid to go to her. And then she was also one of those that happened to have a crush on her best friend, Kassiopeia. How could she do that to their friendship? Raven was currently curled up in her bed, wearing a rather simple outfit which was not normally her style. She was sitting in her bed in her bedroom just trying to be alone. She had not opened her shop all week, nor had she contacted anyone. Her green eyes specked with bits of brown were laced with tears, but she fought them because she just wanted to be accepted for who she was. No one would understand in her family, they were always so old fashioned. She was so deep into the closet when it came around her family, she was finding skeletons that her ancestors had hid away. What would become of her? She closed her eyes and she brought her knees up to her chest. She wrapped her skinny arms around her legs. She had not eaten very well in a few days, just snacking around on crackers and peanut butter. She had no will to cook for herself, and even her paintings were lacking. She just faced this alone. Only her mother would have really understood, but Liyla was dead now thanks to her baby brother and father. They killed her mother, and they could have saved her with a C section or something! Raven opened her eyes before she rested her head upon her knees. She had been exiled from the Mirayinov family because of their stupid ways. Her cousin Phoebe and Travis had both been exiled because one was blonde, and the other was a male. She assumed because she looked and acted more like her father, she was exiled as well. Asparuh had taken away their former Matriarch.
The only reason Raven had not gone to her dad about all this was not only because he was no where to be found, but Asparuh would kill off the entire family. It was a small, inclusive family, and she loved them. She was raised by them, how could she have them killed? Raven did not have the heart to. 'I really want Aunt Rayna or someone to be here,' thought Raven sadly, and secretly wished that she had Kassiopeia here with her. The shopkeeper craved the brunette in so many ways, but she was terrified that her feelings would destroy her relationship with Kassiopeia. One could not help who they crushed on, though some might even say that it was more than just a crush. Raven knew, she had feelings for her, and that was all that mattered. Now keeping them bottled in would be hard, especially after she had put the moves on Kassiopeia a while back with kissing her, and her reaction was just pinned in her mind. That happened back when Raven was still in school, and that was two years ago. Looking down, she thought that her feelings with the butterflies would never go away when she was thinking about that purple-eyed brunette, and that just let the tears come out even more. The shop that she was running, it was a good distraction from the other stresses in her life. Closing herself off from the world was maybe one of the best things the shopkeeper could have done, but she knew, it was not possible. She missed her best friend, she missed her siblings, but right now she did not think that she could face them with how she felt about someone, and how her mother's family basically told her that they did not want to have anything to do with her. Raven let out a sigh, and she forced the tears to stop. She continued the heavy breathing, but she still hear the voices in her mind, from her memories. In her mind, she wished her mother from the afterlife would tell her what to do.
The only reason Raven had not gone to her dad about all this was not only because he was no where to be found, but Asparuh would kill off the entire family. It was a small, inclusive family, and she loved them. She was raised by them, how could she have them killed? Raven did not have the heart to. 'I really want Aunt Rayna or someone to be here,' thought Raven sadly, and secretly wished that she had Kassiopeia here with her. The shopkeeper craved the brunette in so many ways, but she was terrified that her feelings would destroy her relationship with Kassiopeia. One could not help who they crushed on, though some might even say that it was more than just a crush. Raven knew, she had feelings for her, and that was all that mattered. Now keeping them bottled in would be hard, especially after she had put the moves on Kassiopeia a while back with kissing her, and her reaction was just pinned in her mind. That happened back when Raven was still in school, and that was two years ago. Looking down, she thought that her feelings with the butterflies would never go away when she was thinking about that purple-eyed brunette, and that just let the tears come out even more. The shop that she was running, it was a good distraction from the other stresses in her life. Closing herself off from the world was maybe one of the best things the shopkeeper could have done, but she knew, it was not possible. She missed her best friend, she missed her siblings, but right now she did not think that she could face them with how she felt about someone, and how her mother's family basically told her that they did not want to have anything to do with her. Raven let out a sigh, and she forced the tears to stop. She continued the heavy breathing, but she still hear the voices in her mind, from her memories. In her mind, she wished her mother from the afterlife would tell her what to do.