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- OOC First Name
- Johanna
- Wand
- Knotted 16 1/2 Inch Sturdy Cherry Wand with Billywig Stinger Core
- Age
- 5/2015
Kate hadn't felt this depressed and upset in a long while.She couldn't believe what had happened,he had told her he had loved her and then he had run off because he was afraid.Kate understood that he was afraid,everyone who he had loved turned on him but Kate had thought she had proved herself worthy for not leaving.He had looked so scared and then everything about being like his father and colorblindness.To be honest Kate hadn't been thinking that far ahead really but now there didn't really seem any point because he had left.She felt tears well up in her eyes but she sniffed and held them back.She wanted to search all the grounds of the castle and find him and tell him not to be scared that everything would be okay but she didn't think that would work.She realized he needed space but that didn't help her.She felt a gaping hole and she knew it wouldn't be filled until he was by her side.What killed her was that fact that he had just told her that she loved him and she had been so happy so elated and then her world came crashing down when he had continued on.There was an edge of bitterness way below the surface,she had gone through so much her life had practically changed since she had decided to sit down on that bench outside Brighstone that day during the holidays.She had always stuck by Stefan's side even when he had pushed her away so her clung to her stubborness and stayed right there.When he had been thrown to the ground by his father she had been there to help him.She had gone through such a variety of emotions over the past three years and this year had been turning out as probably one of the best so far and then this blow.She had cried all night into her pillow and she was sure her eyes were still red and puffy.She wanted to get through this with her held high but she was just sick and tired of trying to be string.There is only so much one can take and Kate was nearly at the end if her tether.She just wanted to go somewhere are cry her eyes out.Maybe hit a few things in the process.She needed to get rid of the swirl of emotions inside her.
After Stefan had left Kate had sat on the North Tower the tears trailing down her cheeks as she began to comprehend what had happened.She had broke down then and she had vowed never to venture up to the North Tower again because every time she went up something bad happened to her.She had then run out to the grounds crying in the process and took cover in the rosebush.She had nearly managed to kill herself twice running down the stairs blindly.She had bumped into a couple of people also who hadn't been very happy about it as she had caused one person to knock their books over.After spending a considerable amount of time in the rosebush she had walked fairly slowly up to the Hufflepuff common room where she had stayed for the rest of the night.She slept uncomfortably that night and she hadn't gotten much sleep.Now as she sat in the dungeons she could feel her eyes drooping from the lack of sleep and all the crying.She liked the dark dungeons because they reflected her mood and the darkness was nice on her tired and wet eyes.She loved Stefan with all her heart and it killed her knowing he felt the same way but he was too scared to embrace it.It wasn't the end of it,Kate wasn't going to let what they had go.She leaned her head against the cool wall and closed her eyes.She felt tears trail down her face and she got out a tissue and whipped them away.She was a total mess and she hoped the wrong person didn't see her like this.
After Stefan had left Kate had sat on the North Tower the tears trailing down her cheeks as she began to comprehend what had happened.She had broke down then and she had vowed never to venture up to the North Tower again because every time she went up something bad happened to her.She had then run out to the grounds crying in the process and took cover in the rosebush.She had nearly managed to kill herself twice running down the stairs blindly.She had bumped into a couple of people also who hadn't been very happy about it as she had caused one person to knock their books over.After spending a considerable amount of time in the rosebush she had walked fairly slowly up to the Hufflepuff common room where she had stayed for the rest of the night.She slept uncomfortably that night and she hadn't gotten much sleep.Now as she sat in the dungeons she could feel her eyes drooping from the lack of sleep and all the crying.She liked the dark dungeons because they reflected her mood and the darkness was nice on her tired and wet eyes.She loved Stefan with all her heart and it killed her knowing he felt the same way but he was too scared to embrace it.It wasn't the end of it,Kate wasn't going to let what they had go.She leaned her head against the cool wall and closed her eyes.She felt tears trail down her face and she got out a tissue and whipped them away.She was a total mess and she hoped the wrong person didn't see her like this.