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The rain was beating down now as the lone Gryffindor ran across the lawn and the gardens. Over a week ago she had taken a vial of Forgetfulness potion from her potions class and she had every intention of taking it. She was messing up more than ever and destroying those about her with mere words. Her anger at herself made her run all the more faster, slipping and sliding as she was across the grass. Twice she fell down, the rain pelting off her but she didn't care. Not anymore. She had a means to lose it all, to forget everything and she was going to grasp that with both hands. Getting up and not even bothering to wipe the mud splattered jeans she wore, Andromeda ran on to the quidditch pitch. Normally her feet would have taken her to the forest for privacy but after her arguement with Brian she wasn't likely to do that now.
She ran around to the store shed and using her wand opened up the lock and stepped inside. It wasn't very warm but at least it was dry and no-one else would be venturing out on a day like this. Sitting in a corner of the shed she removed the vial from her pocket and looked at it.
"I need to forget" she told the bottle, not sure exactly how much she would forget just knowing she had to, "It's all too much."
Taking the cork from the vial she held it up infront of her, tears slowly slid down her young face.
"I've hurt my best friend, I've upset others with my big mouth. I can't do anything right. The nightmares are relentless since I argued with Brian" she hung her head, the vial still clasped tightly in her hand.
"I'm pathetic. A werewolf with a penchant for getting her human self into more trouble than her wolf form. I don't want to remember anything" using her free hand she wiped the tears away, more determined now.
"I want to forget everything that has happened since I started at Hogwarts. I want to remember only the girl I was before that. I want to remember that once upon a time I had a good life, a great life. That I had a father who loved me, an uncle who protected me. I want to forget all the rest".
The thoughts that could not be expressed in words flooded her mind, how could she forgive herself for any of it? This was easier to do, forget it all happened every last horrible detail.
She ran around to the store shed and using her wand opened up the lock and stepped inside. It wasn't very warm but at least it was dry and no-one else would be venturing out on a day like this. Sitting in a corner of the shed she removed the vial from her pocket and looked at it.
"I need to forget" she told the bottle, not sure exactly how much she would forget just knowing she had to, "It's all too much."
Taking the cork from the vial she held it up infront of her, tears slowly slid down her young face.
"I've hurt my best friend, I've upset others with my big mouth. I can't do anything right. The nightmares are relentless since I argued with Brian" she hung her head, the vial still clasped tightly in her hand.
"I'm pathetic. A werewolf with a penchant for getting her human self into more trouble than her wolf form. I don't want to remember anything" using her free hand she wiped the tears away, more determined now.
"I want to forget everything that has happened since I started at Hogwarts. I want to remember only the girl I was before that. I want to remember that once upon a time I had a good life, a great life. That I had a father who loved me, an uncle who protected me. I want to forget all the rest".
The thoughts that could not be expressed in words flooded her mind, how could she forgive herself for any of it? This was easier to do, forget it all happened every last horrible detail.