Lorenzo looked on as Esmerelda ranted. He wanted so much to forgive her, to comfort her, to let everything go back to the way it had been. But four years and his own death had made that impossible, and now his widow would just have to live with the consequences.
"Yes," he said quietly, deliberately speaking slowly, keeping the trauma out of his voice. He couldn't let her see his pain. Not now. Once there had been trust; no longer. "I don't know. I was hoping we could work it out . . . somehow." Silently he asked himself, work what out? I'm dead: it's not like we can fix our relationship. He kept those thoughts within his mind.
Lorenzo almost laughed at Esmerelda's abrupt decrescendo. He'd never seen her so hopeless and vunerable before, almost happy that he could make her cry. It was tragic, the whole thing.
"Why? Well, I'll try. I realised the wrongness of what I was doing. What we were doing. I realised that even Muggles are people, and that by adhering to the Dark Side I was robbing our daughter of a future. Esmerelda, I didn't want to hurt her. We both know Lapis would have worked this out sooner or later- she's a smart kid, and I wouldn't expect any less of her. How would she feel?" He paused. "How does she feel?"
The ghost didn't answer Esmerelda's second question. The truth was, he knew that had been a mistake, and it broke his heart to see what Esmerelda had done with her life. That she'd followed the same path he had, made exactly the same mistakes. Only she didn't realise it yet. Perhaps that was what he was here to do: draw Esmerelda away from the Death Eaters. He did not care about saving her soul or whatever anymore. He was more concerned about their daughter. On the occasions when he had gotten into trouble, they'd kept the truth secret from the girl. Said he was away on a business trip. Sick in hospital. Anything but what was really happening. But Lapis Lazuli was too old for that now. When Esmerelda was caught by Aurors (and of course she would be), there'd be no-one to look after her. How would the girl's life be impacted by having a parent in Azkaban? Lorenzo couldn't say. But it wouldn't be good.