That Important Question

Stefan Archer · May 31, 2014

As the former slytherin slept a little less than soundly in his bed, the early morning began to filter it's way into the little home he'd always known. The house was built so that the rising sun would filter in the front of the house, and the setting sun would set on the back of the house. The house sat separate from most others, a little hidden from any one who didn't actually know where it was. It was the only place the sleeping boy had ever really called home. The school he'd attended had acted as a sort of home, but he could've never felt safe their knowing what awaited him after. Even once he was gone, things just never felt right. He had loved it, but it really hadn't when the man gave it some real thought, it had never been home to him. This house, that was being basked in the light oranges and reds of the starting day was different from how it had been. It was a home, where the old memories were just that, old. Where in his minds eyes he sometimes believed that he saw the future rather than the dark past. A new chapter in a once dark novel. The doors were mostly open, and the light began to filter into the bedroom. It was soft, giving the bedroom a little light glow. The clothes tidied away in corners. The books and general things scattered throughout the room, it was tidy to him, and it looked lived in. The house was quiet, the only noise was the distant chirping of a bird outside. It was too early for most other things to really be awake. There was not a sound in the house. A settled silence, where fear did not linger any more. It was a home full of life and joy. The horrors of what had once gone on in this house lingered less with each and every day. It was this rising sun at much too early a time for most that began to cause the sleeping boy to stir. His dreams were not as settled as this house. His dreams were often filled with the past battles he'd fought. They often ended in ways that he didn't remember. They involved people who were not even there, but, what felt most vivid about it were that he could remember what the dream was based on. He could remember the pain, and those tears. The prayers, and the pleas. This dream, was not completely unlike the others. The boy was remembering a time that he'd long put to the back of his mind, since it had not been as bad as the others. It was nicer really, to at least a certain extent. For the boy it held more importance in a different way. He had not realised it at the time, but it did. That being said, it still brought the waking boy distress.

The former Slytherin's dreams were of that time during his third year at school. When he had truly noted things getting worse. The dream itself had started fairly nice, he'd just been wandering down the streets of the wizarding area, waiting to be picked up when it had rained, and because the boy hadn't had a jacket he'd gotten soaked. It was as he began to stir awake that his father appeared in the dream. Yelling the same words, but they felt harsher. Unlike the time it had actually happened, this time around his father appeared to not actually stop. When it had actually happened, his father had just thrown him to the ground and then left. This time around, his father was just kicking and kicking. In his dream the boy fought for his breath. Crying out to his father, attempting to clutch his father's trouser leg to try desperately to get him to stop. He could taste the blood in his mouth when it stopped, and through blurry tear filled eyes he looked up at the surprisingly light sky and a figure appear smiling and just in that moment, Stefan Archer's eyes fluttered open. The dream had not propelled him out as it tended to. Instead he was slowly awakening. He was lying on back, with his head turned towards Kate, who was still seemingly sound asleep. He smiled at her, knowing in his head that he was alright. That everything was fine, and that he was with Kate. That her kind heart and beautiful person was with him as he truly left that part of his life behind. The now adult was smiling despite of the dream still fresh in his head. He yawned quietly, carefully stretching, so he wouldn't wake her up. For the past while, Stefan had been working up the courage to ask for Kate to marry him. He had never imagined that he would ever be so lucky to even have the opportunity to have love in his life. Never had he imagined that he would be so blessed with a person like Kate, and the joy she brought him. How much light she'd brought into his dark little world. That she was the only colour he'd ever need. It didn't matter that he didn't see colour, he had Kate and she was the colour in his life. The light. He was eternally thankful that he'd managed to meet her, that they'd managed to get through it all. That with her help he was really working through all those memories. Stefan believed that marriage was just a thing people did, and while he didn't think of himself as really traditional, he loved Kate, and he wanted to be her husband. He wanted to be devoted to being the perfect husband, and helping her achieve all her dreams. He would bring her the moon if she asked for it.

However, Stefan had not found the courage, nor the right moment. He didn't know how to ask her. If it should be grand and cheesy. If it should be simple and unique, with others or just them. In public or in private. Just one night at dinner, or just in the middle of the day. Slowly, Stefan slipped himself out of bed, standing on his feet for a few moments as his feet warmed themselves to the colder ground. He was wearing his pyjama bottoms, but had taken off the top, since it was pretty warm. Not bothering to look for the t-shirt as he walked out the bedroom which they shared and to his old bedroom. He had many scars littered throughout his body, but he was no longer ashamed by them. All the furniture that had previously sat in this room had been removed, the window had been fixed, but aside from having picked the paint and what the room was going to look like, Stefan had not done anything else. The room was cleaner now. All the dents in the walls, and the stains on the floor gone. He stepped into the room, and just looked at it. Even though little had been done to it, it was still very different from how he remembered it. Stefan moved to the window and glanced out. He'd once fallen from this window. The magic had caught him, it had been the first sign. A sign that Stefan hadn't really realised until many years later. He turned back to face the rest of the room. He wondered about what might've been, if his mother had lived, and his father had never chosen to drink over him. He knelt down on the ground and placed a hand carefully on the floor. Scrunching his eyes closed as he felt the familiar ground beneath his finger tips. If his mother had lived perhaps she would've redone this room. This was the place he'd always felt most connected with her. Just in those dark nights before hogwarts, before Kate it had been the thought of his mother watching over him, protecting him had kept him warm at night. Though in some of those dark nights he'd begged for her to let him follow her. Before Kate, before the school, when his hope had been drifting away more and more by the day, he had wanted to be with her more than anything else. Reopening his eyes, Stefan realised that it had not been a lack of knowledge about how and when to ask, just that he needed to be reminded of how much better she made his life. How much she had changed it. How he would be no where without her. Stefan stood up to full height, he didn't really care about how early it was. The time was now. He stepped quietly back to their room, and bent down at her side of the bed. "Kate" He said clearly, he spoke quietly but hopefully loud enough so that he could stir her from her slip. "Kate, wake up. Kate" he knew it wasn't exactly kind of him to wake her up at such a time. But, they might just have a lifetime ahead of them, what was one early morning. Once she'd opened her eyes, Stefan just motioned for her to follow him, and then he just headed to his old bedroom, waiting for her to join him.

Apologies for the slight Godmod at the end.

Kate Archer · Jun 3, 2014

Kate was having some well needed sleep. The past week had been a nightmare. She had been staying up all night studying and also waking up very early trying to fit in all the study. She hoped it had been all worth it and she would get the results she needed. Kate was one who would rather cram for hours rather than risk not knowing one thing whilst going into a test. She had almost enjoyed the work, she had been free doing nothing for so long it had been nice having a project. A real purpose to her life. She know had a definite goal she could strive for. She had been without one for so long it had been a comfortable change. She had never known what she wanted to do with her life. She had never thought ahead into the future. Now she had an amazing boyfriend, she lived in a lovely house in New Zealand, a few close friends and hopefully a new profession. She was happy. It was happy she was happy and had been for a long time. She was happier now than she had been any time in Hogwarts. Her life had been too full of drama too many people thought they knew her and and had judged her. Where as here, no one knew her. It had been quite liberating and a reason why life was just better now.

Kate rolled over in ether sleep. It was a comfy bed and she loved how the sun hit the room in the morning. She just liked this house in general. It was situated in such a way that they were excluded from the other houses. It gave them privacy and space. It was also in a beautiful spot and Kate loved to just sit outside in the mornings and watch the sunrise and watch the world wake up around her. No matter the weather when she woke up she would go outside and sit on the steps and just watch the world around her. It was calming ,comforting and just what Kate needed. She liked the peace and quiet. As much as she loved the work she appreciated the free time she had now. There were things she had to do, jobs left undone due to her being too busy. The house had come on a lot since she had first moved in. Stefan had done a lot of work, Kate added her touch here and there. She liked working on the house, it was fun, hard-work but fun.

Kate felt the sun on her eyes. Slowly she began to wake up. She stretched in the bed and opened her eyes fully. She frowned when she noticed Stefan wasn't in the bed. Yawning she pulled the covers over her and stuck one leg out wrapping it around the outside of the duvet. In the background she could hear footsteps padding through the house. Kate smiled in her sleep. Just thinking about Stefan made her smile. She loved him so much, he was probably the most important person in her life and she doing know what she'd do without him. She was falling back asleep when she heard Stefan called her name. "Yes?"She asked sleepily rubbing her eyes. "I'm awake,everything ok?"She said opening her eyes and smiling. She wAs slightly confused by his motion for her to follow but she did so. She got out of bed, she grabbed a cardigan and followed Stefan. "What's happening."she asked following Stefan into his old room. The smile still on her face but unsure now. She was unsure as to what was happening and why they were now in Stefan's old room.

Stefan Archer · Jun 4, 2014

As soon as he saw that her eyes were open, and that she was mumbling something, Stefan grew nervous. He could hear in that instant his heart hammering away at his chest. But,now was the right moment and he knew that there would be no greater time than now to do this. He loved Kate. He loved her so much, and even though he knew that it didn't matter if they were married or not, he would always love her. Just it was that marriage seemed right. Proposing seemed right. It was now a number of years since he'd promised he'd never leave her, no more walking away and just hoping she'd forgive him when he returned, it was time. He realised now, more than ever, how selfish he had unintentionally been in the past. He had never thought about anyone caring for him, so with Kate, it had been just odd to him. He'd come a long way since then, and he no longer ever felt the need to leave Kate. He loved her, and would do anything for her. The thought of being alone scared him. He didn't know if he'd be able to do it ever again. Stefan did not glance back until he was inside the room. He let his eyes glance around the room as they had done countless times before. When Kate stepped inside, she seemed confused and well that was probably quite understandable. They incredibly rarely spent any time in this room. It held too many memories that Stefan was still pretty bad at dealing with. Stefan let his gaze fall upon her, and he smiled at her. Reaching out, he took both her hands in his, and lead her slightly further into the room. To exactly where he'd just a few minutes ago been knelt at, a hand upon the floor. He didn't take his eyes off her, until that very last moment when he glanced to the little corner where his old bed had once been. He was very different from that boy who'd slept on that bed. Stefan took a deep breath. Sure, now, he had her here, he knew what to do, it was really just a simple matter of actually doing it. Asking her. He didn't know how to. He could do it fairly easily, just get down on one knee and ask, but he felt like he had to say something. Just to tell her that she meant everything to him, and almost to explain why he was doing it. Though, Stefan doubted that she really needed an explanation. He glanced back at her, and just smiled. A glance in her eyes, at her, and he knew he could do it. "I'll explain." he fumbled over the two words and he smiled, chuckling slightly. He was showing his nervousness ever so slightly

"Kate," He paused, "I love you" once again Stefan paused, looking down at the floor between them. He spoke more strongly, and he grew seemingly less nervous, he cleared his throat slightly before continuing, "I was raised in this room. Before Hogwarts, I spent most of my time in here, it was mine but I wasn't safe in here" He kept his eyes on the ground as he paused, only looking back up at her when he started speaking again. It both felt like just yesterday and a life time ago that this room had been his entire life "In those days before Hogwarts, on the worst nights, when I couldn't sleep because I was too cold, too hungry and in too much pain, I'd pray to my mother, beg her to let me follow her. To take me away from here because it hurt too much, and I was tired of it all. I wanted to be with her because I knew she loved me and she wouldn't hurt me like he was doing." Stefan closed his eyes briefly, pushing the memories away, "Then I met you. On that warm summer's evening, and you said I looked very sad with no idea about how right you were. We became friends, and we grew close, no matter how much I pushed you away, you were always still my friend. Without knowing it, I stopped begging my mother to take me away from it and instead I was begging her to help me get through the night, the week, just so I'd be able to see you again." Stefan had always figured that while he'd had no idea about what love really was before Kate that he'd probably loved her from the very beginning. Stefan knew that he had never felt the way he did about her, with anyone else. "I loved you more and more every time we met, and that first date we were supposed to have, I had decided I'd had enough. Enough of this room, of the pain and the praying. I just wanted to live in safety. I wanted to be with you. I'd packed my bag and I was going to ask you to help me. Even though we didn't meet and things got really bad, I knew you were the one I could trust, the one I loved and would do anything for, it just wasn't to be at that time" Stefan stopped, he wasn't sure this was the right time to bring time up. But, it was really too late now. It hadn't worked out like he'd thought it might all those years before, but he was still happy now. "You are the most beautiful, brave, selfless and kind person I have ever met. You are hardworking and strong, you are emotional and stubborn. I love every part of you. You gave me hope when I had all but lost it. You made my life safe for the first time. You showed me love when all I'd known was hate. I promised you once I'd never leave, I'd always trust you and I'd always let you in. I want to stay true to that promise." At those words, Stefan let go of her hands, and took a small step back. He crouched down, and touched the wooden floor with his hand. pushing it up ever so slightly, to show the little hiding spot that Stefan had used as a child for anything he didn't want his father to get his hands on. Mostly it had held food. He reached in and quickly wrapped his fingers around the little navy blue box. He pulled it out, and placed the wood back. Once done, he looked up at Kate, and with a smile, leaned back until he was knelt on one knee. He was so happy in that moment, his eyes glistening with the tears threatening to fall, he could only feel happiness.

"Kate, I love you. I love you more than I can express. I am more grateful to you than I can express. I want to spend my life giving you all the things you've given me. I want to show you the love, and kindness you've shown me." Stefan paused, and took a small breath, "Kate Moon, will you marry me?" With those words, Stefan opened the little box in his hands and held it out to her, showing her the ring he'd bought with his cousins help. Not once taking his eyes off her, waiting nervous for hopefully a positive answer.

Kate Archer · Jun 4, 2014

Kate had never spent much time in Stefan's room. It had recently been done up. She had only been in there once before it had been done up. It hadn't been a happy place and she hated thinking about all the horrible memories Stefan had of this room. It did make her angry thinking of the horrible ordeal Stefan's father had put him through but she didn't like bringing it up as obviously it was Stefan's favourite chose of conversation. Sometimes when he was having a nightmare she would wake up and try and comfort him. She had to wake him up someone times, hating to see him in so much pain. Sometimes when Kate woke up during the night she would watch Stefan, his carefree face making her smile. She loved him and seeing him happy made Kate the happiest person alive. She didn't think she had loved anyone so unconditionally before. It sometimes scared her how much she knew she would be willing to do for Stefan. But she knew she would do anything. They had gone through a lot and in the end it had all payed off. They were living this amazingly simply but perfect life. She wouldn't change a thing about this life. It was to Kate ,perfection and unity out Stefan her life would probably fall apart. She had thought she had lost him enough times to know how broke she became and they hadn't even been an official couple then.

Kate returned Stefan's smile and walked towards him, taking his hands. She really didn't know what was happening. It was very strange and she wondered what he was up to. She followed his gaze and her smile faltered slightly knowing what had once been there. She just wanted to hold him tight and try take away the memories. Of course she knew that was impossible but it didn't stop her from wanting to try but something told her to just wait and see what was going to happen. But when he looked back there was a smile on his face once more and Kate felt relieved. "Okay"She said chuckling along unsure what was about to happen. He was acting very strange but as he said he would explain. And he did. Kate smiled when he said he loved her and was about to return the sentiment when Stefan continued. She felt her smile turn to one of disbelief. Where was this coming from? Tears were beginning to form behind her eyes. She hated the trauma he had gone through. She hated the torturous childhood he had endured and kept secret for so long. The thought of someone intentionally hurting him made her so incredibly angry.she squeezed his hands. Not wanting to talk for fear of interrupting him and what he planned on doing. She smiled Kate was never one to give up on a friendship. She would do many thing to avoid losing a friendship especially one as close as Stefan. It had taken a while for her to realise how deeply she felt for Stefan. She had been fifteen and didn't think she was capable of feeling love. She thought she would have to meet a few people and be much older before she felt love for another boy. It was a reason why she had refused to realise it.

What he said next nearly broke her heart. The tears were threatening to overflow but she refused to do so. It was jus beautiful what he was saying. She was unprepared for this, slightly worried how he was telling her this now. Was there something wrong? She hadn't fully realised how he had felt and just hearing it made her heart expand with love. What had she done to deserve him? This man was just amazing. Suddenly he broke away and seemed to reach down and get something. She watched confused, using this time to control her tears. She wanted to say something but she couldn't think of anything to say that would match what Stefan had just confessed. "Stefan.."was all she could muster when Stefan turned and knelt on one knew. Her hand went straight to her mouth and she gasped. She had quite honestly not been expecting this at all. She had never really thought about marriage herself. It had crossed her mind every so often but she had to admit this was a complete surprise. She was rendered speechless. She just stood there gaping looking at Stefan. She realised how silly she must look in her shorts, too big t-shirt, messy hair , tired eyes and gaping mouth. She realised how long she had been standing there "oh sorry, of course, of course, yes, yes"She exclaimed wrapping her arms around him excitedly. "Yes yes"she continued saying before wrapping her hand around his neck and kissing him hard before hugging him once more.

Stefan Archer · Jun 4, 2014

From the moment that the words had slipped from his lips, he was worried. There was of course the fact that she might say no. He wasn't sure why she would. He was sure that they loved one another, perhaps they were a little young, but Stefan was sure that now was the right time for them. He was sure that there was no better time now. He was watching her, as she stared at him with surprise on her face. It wasn't a negative sign of course. Stefan realised that it had been ridiculous to think that a proposal that was anything other than simple would've been for them. They led a somewhat simple life, but he didn't mind. This was a simple life, but it was perfect to him. He loved her, he was bringing money in and he got to spend each morning and night with the girl he loved. He didn't mind if they went a few days without seeing one another, because he knew it would be alright in the end. Stefan was not an extravagant person. He liked nice things, but unlike others the small and simple things did it for him. He liked their simple little life. It was more than he'd had growing up. They always had food on the table, there was no fighting. They could start a family here, and all those memories of before would simple not exist in this house any more. Stefan knew he'd always carry all the scars from it. But he felt more at ease each and everyday. He felt safe with her. He thought she was beautiful even just stood in the clothes she generally slept in. He loved the way the morning light was shining behind her. It didn't really make his eye sight that great, but it didn't matter, because he loved her and she was the most incredible person to him. She meant everything to him. So, when she finally spoke, he felt the smile on his face grow so much he thought he'd strain all the muscles in his face. He laughed slightly, he couldn't even stop the few tears which fell from his eyes as she repeated the word yes. He had always thought that she would say yes, he had believed that she would but in those few minutes his mind had briefly thought she might just turn him down. He loved her, he would do everything to protect her. Bring her the entire world if she asked. There was no limit to what he would do to her. Stefan wrapped his arms around her, the box still open in his hand. He stood up and returned the hug she was giving him. It all seemed worth it now, all the pain and anguish. Everything so that he could be with her now. For this one happy memory which would outweigh so many of the bad.

Breaking up the hug, he returned the kiss. He was just so happy. So happy she'd said yes, so happy he'd met her. So happy that she had taken the time with him. He felt like his heart was just going to burst it felt so full of love. When the kiss broke, he stopped slightly and just smiled down at his soon to be wife. He could not imagine sharing his life with anyone else but her. He hadn't even placed the ring on her finger, before she was hugging him again. He felt the same amount of joy that she felt. He wrapped his arms around her, and lifted her off the ground spinning round on the spot, laughing happily as he did so. He put her down and pulled away from the hug. Bringing the little box back and taking out the ring. "Let's make sure it fits" Stefan said happily, closing the box and taking Kate's hand to put the ring on. He was smiling so much. Stefan had never felt this much joy and love ever. He had never felt this happy about anything. "Thank you" He said, before he leaned in and kissed her. He broke the kiss and leaned slightly out. "I love you, I love you so much" He muttered, keeping his eyes on her. "I don't know where I'd be without you." With that he just wrapped his arms around her again and just held her close against him. He wasn't sure what their wedding looked like. He wasn't sure what they'd have to do, or what it was supposed to look like. He had no idea who he would even invite. But, those were details for another day. He was happy in the now, with Kate in his arms, her soft scent gracing his nose. He was just so happy. "Thank you." He repeated, "Shall we go back to bed?" He suggest in a quiet tone. He knew that it was early and they were both tired, but he didn't think they'd go back to bed to continue sleeping, unless that was what Kate wanted to do. "I have the morning off" He added. It had been unintentionally that this was the morning he didn't have to go in until slightly later, and also the day he'd ask her to marry him. That was just how things worked which was all for the better really. Stefan pulled away and just continued to smile brightly at her. He loved her so much, and while not that much would really change for them, he was just so happy to be getting married. So happy that he would be her husband. "I am so lucky to have met you all those years ago"

Kate Archer · Jun 5, 2014

Kate genuinely did not see this coming. It was a complete surprise and one of the best surprises. They were only twenty which was quite young but they loved each other and had for a long while. It would have to be some pretty disasterous to breK them up and she didnt think anything ever would. She really didnt care if people thought they were too young it was their life, their wedding, they would live their lives how the chose. Kate's mind immediately flew to the wedding. It wouldnt be a grand affair. Just a simple wedding with close family and friends. She would like an outside wedding, in the garden. The thought of it just made her smile. She was so excited now she couldn't believe she was going to get married. Stefan was going to be her husband and she his wife. It sounded oddly formal but she liked it. It maee things mireofficial, they were promising each other that they would spend the rest of their lives together. She had always thought marriage was one of the most beautiful sacrements. Two people comittied to staying faithful and loving for the rest of their lives. Sure some people would say you didnt need it but for some it was just the icing on the cake. Kate had never been much of a believer, when she was younger they would often attend mass but when she had come to Hogwarts, she had almost forgotten about religion. She wasn't sure if there was a God or what but she liked to believe there was someone watching over them, listening when they needed them and just being there for comfort. But thankfully she felt she didnt really need that in her life at the moment. She had Stefan the one person she could tell anything and everything to. Her rock. The one person she always knew would be there. This proposal was just perfect. So simple and yet all they wanted. It was just them. Kate loved it, lived how he'd asked her despite they were both sort of in pyjames and it was early in the morning. But Kate wouldnt have wanted it any other way.

This moment would be forever engrained in her mind. It was probably one of the happiest moments in her life. She felt like she wad going to burst with happiness, she was surprised she wasnt rebounding off the walls. She laughed as he spinned her around, this was just amazing. Her head was still getting around thefact she was engaged. "Oh god, yes"She said, calming herself for a minute fo properly look at the ring. It was beautiful, absolutely beautiful. ""It's beautiful Stefan, I love it. Its just perfect" She said as the slipped the ring on. It was a perfect fit and Kate just looked at it for a minutes. She was momentarily confused as to why he said thank you "No Stefan, thank you, thank you"She said looking up at him, a smile which if possible got any wider. She returned his kiss, her heart thumping widely with joy and happiness. She looked at him as he spoke "I love you too, more than anything in the world"She said before they embraced again and held each other tightly. She couldnt wait to tell her family and friends, she wanted to shout it to the world. But now it was just there time, they could just spend time now in each others arms. Kate smiled "I think thats a good idea"She said before unintentionally yawning "Im sorry"She said sheepishly "You really took me by surprise"She said laughing, slipping her arm around his waist. "Really? How convenient"She said smiling up at him. They would have a good bit of time to relax and just spend time in each others company. The way Stefan was smiling made her heart swell. If there was one thing she couldnt bear it was Stefan upset or angry. Kate smiled, she believed what Stefan was said was true. He was lucky to have met her but she was lucky to have met him also. Not in the same way but lucky all the same. "Life just wouldnt be worth living without you" She said knowing how soppy it sounded but it was the truth. It just wouldnt.

Stefan Archer · Jun 7, 2014

As opposed to Kate, who had not known this was going to happen, Stefan who'd been carrying the thought for a good six months was finally feeling quite relieved about the whole thing. He was happy that it was finally happening. That he'd finally taken that step. It was a morning quite like this where he'd made the decision to ask her, and a morning like this was the only time he should've known to ask her. Stefan had never had much growing up, all his belongings had once fit into a plastic bag, he had therefore never really desired much. Thinking that he would need to do something fancy, or loud. Something in front of others or just different and unique was stupid. This was Stefan, he liked the little things. He enjoyed the fun that could be had in the little things. He loved the things that others perhaps took for granted. Stefan knew that this, his proposal had been nothing grand, and both were just awake but what other way would've made sense. He wanted a better happier life, and the only person he wanted that with was Kate. While he was pretty strong and growing up fending for himself mostly, he had a strong will to live, Kate had become an anchor to him. He looked to her when thing really did get too hard for him. When he needed a little extra help in dealing than normal. He imagined that the simplicity of this would also happen in the wedding itself. In that it would be simple, nothing out there. Something that suited them. It wouldn't be altogether normal. Stefan's parents obviously couldn't make it, and he was sure that at some weddings the parents were important. He didn't have that many friends, but it didn't matter. All he really cared about was that he was marrying the most beautiful, and kind woman he'd ever met. Smiling happily when the ring easily fit, the place he'd got the ring from had told him, that they'd be able to fix it for him if it didn't, but this was perfect. He couldn't help but have his eyes shift between her fingers and her face. She was just so beautiful and she was just smiling so brightly. He just couldn't believe how luck he was. How thankful and just how loved he felt. Stefan had been sure that their relationship was strong enough for anything, and hopefully this would just make it that little bit strong. Just the extra bit that he needed. As she spoke, Stefan couldn't help but feel proud of his choice. He had really like it, because of how beautiful he'd found it, and how simple it was. It wasn't super fancy and it wasn't too big. It was the perfect size and really it shouldn't matter. He had liked it, and she liked it too, so clearly to was the best choice for them. For her. He knew that it didn't matter what ring he'd picked at the end of the day, he would always find it beautiful on her, and the gesture would still be the same.

When she returned the thank you, he didn't really get it. He was sure he had to be more thankful to her for all that she had done for him. For all the times she'd helped him, all the times she'd forgiven his stupid mistakes. Every time she'd been there for him when few others had been. He stood true to the thought that he owed her his life, and Stefan knew that if faced with the choice of his own life, or saving hers, he'd always pick her life over his. Stefan was thankful for all she'd given and shown him. Having always been told growing up that no one could ever love someone as worthless as he was, it was nice to know that fact was simply not true in all respects. Stefan just couldn't stop smiling. He loved Kate so very dearly, and he just couldn't stop smiling because she'd said yes. When she yawned he couldn't help but think she looked beautiful doing that. Stefan just nodded, he was feeling both excited and tired at the same time. It was so strange, as if his body couldn't figure out what it was suppose to be feeling. He pretended to look offended when she called it convenient, "I would never do such a thing" he laughed as he spoke. Though had he known he would've taken the morning off, but Stefan when he'd gone to bed last night had not in any way thought this would be what he'd do with his morning. Never. Stefan had been in the process of planning what he might do. The moment had just sprung on him, it had just felt right. He shook his head as she spoke. he was sure that she would be fine with out him, but it was nice to hear. Instead of saying anything else, he swept her up in his arms bridal style and easily carried her back to their bedroom. Placing her down lightly on their bed before going to his side and lying down next to her. "I don't think if I went back and told my ten year old self about this morning that he would've in the slightest believed me, or even that I was the future him." he sat up against the head board of the bed, smiling at Kate as he did so. "Feels like a lifetime ago, being that frightened little ten year old boy." he paused slightly, "Look how far we've come" Stefan chuckled, he was just so happy. Thoughts of his childhood could not ruin this good mood. He was lying next to his beautiful future wife. This amazing person whom he was so glad had decided he was worth her time.

Kate Archer · Jun 9, 2014

Kate briefly thought about the actual wedding. It would small and simple. Now that she was actual going to get married she couldn't stop thinking about the organising and what it would look like. Having never thought of a wedding before, it was even more exciting planning now when she knew she was going to get married. Idly she wondered when would they actual have the ceremony. She didn't think they were in a rush, she supposed it would happen whenever they were ready. Kate certainly didn't mind. Weather might be a factor depending on if they wanted their wedding outside or whatever. Kate realised she was getting preoccupied with details. It's what she did. She starts to panic about the details of events miles away and gets stressed and panics. She didn't want to be panicking on the day or before the wedding, she wasn't going to turn into some bridezilla. Kate smiled, thinking of the field day RHI would have if she turned into bridezilla for her wedding. Thankfully that wasn't going to happen. Kate was going to enjoy this and she and Stefan were going to take things slowly. She didn't even think many would be attending. Kate had a few close friends as did Stefan and other than her siblings and possibly her parents, no other family would be attending. She briefly considered who would be her maid of honour, would she even have one. Decisions decisions, Kate decided to to shove all those thoughts to the back of her brain and concentrate on spending this time with Stefan.

Kate looked at the smiling man beside her. Her heart swelled, this man who had gone through so much and was still here, still living life. Despite everything, he had continued to hope, he had found something worth living for. That wasn't easy in a hopeless situation, it required perseverance and the will to live no matter how little. It was something she really admired in Stefan and as she stood there looking at her ring, she realised just how happy she was knowing that she would be definitely, legally spending the rest of her life with Stefan. She couldn't stop looking at the ring on her finger. It was so beautiful and just reminded her of what had happened. She almost couldn't believe this had actually happened. It kept running through her mind. Kate smiled, Kate was forgiving, she always had been. She could never stay angry at people for too long. That had worked in Stefan's favour. Her friendship with Stefan meant the world to her and he would have had to have done something seriously bad for Kate not to forgiven him. Nobody had managed to make Kate that upset or angry before and she hoped it never happened. "You. Never"She said grinning playfully. She believed him but it was fun to tease. Kate let out small gasp when Stefan lifted her up, it soon turned to laughter. Soon they were both lying on the bed. She felt her eyes droop slightly but she woke up again when Stefan spoke. She smiled and looked up at him "So much has changed since Hogwarts."She agreed "Most of it for the better"She said taking his hand in hers. "Remember the first time we met?"She said looking up at Stefan smiling. She would have never thought that young boy would end up being a close friend never mind her future husband. She was just glad that she had sat down at that bench that say.

Stefan Archer · Jun 10, 2014

It didn't matter in Stefan's when, where or how their wedding actually happened, all he needed was this yes and the rest were minor details that together they could fix. Stefan didn't mind her deciding things. He didn't care if their celebration was just a few people. He knew his parents had never had a big ceremony, he was sure in fact that the others in his family had not been there. While Stefan was not about to really desire to follow his parents path, he knew that tradition wasn't something hugely thought of in his family. He hadn't had a traditional upbringing. It was just something they didn't really need to pay attention to. He wasn't fussed about the little details, he didn't even really know what half of those little details really were. He hadn't really been educated on matters of weddings, he knew sort of what happened, and that was all that they needed really. The bare structure of what was to come. It was what he had on his mind, when he took Kate back to their room. Stefan's mind was pretty happy. He couldn't believe in part that he'd finally done it, or even that she had said yes. It just seemed so crazy to think that Kate would say yes. He loved her, and he knew that she loved him, but it was strange in his mind that she had said yes. Of course, Stefan had no idea what he would've done had she said no. If it was because she believed them too young, he might've been able to see it, but that was the sole reason. He couldn't imagine anything else. He didn't know what he would've done. Stefan was happy she said yes, he wouldn't even know what to do with himself had she said no. As much as he was sure that if they did ever break up that they'd both eventually be okay, his entire life was with her, this was their home. It was scary to think about, and he was just glad that she had said yes. He smiled at her, just as she move closer to his side. He couldn't believe how different his life was now than how it had been. He couldn't believe how much better the house looked, he couldn't believe how much easier things were. Stefan had never thought such things could be possible for someone like him, but they were. He smiled down at her when she took his hand. "Definitely for the better"

Stefan remember the first time he met Kate. He remember how much of a great day he'd had, and sitting waiting for his dad to come pick him up, and that was when she'd sat down beside him. It felt like so long ago. That day felt like he had just imagined it, but it had really happened, and he would never have believed that the girl who'd sat with him in the last moments of his freedom in that day would be the girl he was going to happily marry. The day meant so much to him now, more than it did at the time. It was because of her, of meeting her that he finally started seeing all that was wrong with his life. Started really understanding that he didn't need to be living as he did. "Yeah, I remember it" He nodded and found himself smiling as he spoke. "I am so glad you decided to sit on that bench" He said, with a bright smile. It was a good memory that, it had been nice to talk to her on that day. He was happy to have run into one last person before his father. "I was so happy that you sat down. I had wanted to talk to one last person before my dad picked me up. I'd had such a good day, and I was just dreading going home, then I got to talk to you, and it felt so nice. So normal with what I was about to face" He was smiling as he spoke. While he didn't really like talking about his past, and there were certain things he did not enjoy, that memory was a fond one of his. Just talking to her and spending time with her had been nice, even though it had been short, and they hadn't really exchanged much. It had been normal. What he had wished for when he'd sat down was a normal conversation and she had been there for him. He was forever thankful for that day, and forever thankful to have met Kate. "I mean I ended up having a really horrible holiday but I had so many good memories, of that day and of school that it felt easier." He smiled at her, leaning in and kissing her lightly. knowing that she might not have the same view on his experience after that. "Do you remember the party that Tara had, with the paint? That was amazing, I had never had that much fun before then." He smiled at the memory. It had been so strange, but so incredible.

Kate Archer · Jun 10, 2014

Memories were powerful things. They could be your salvation or they could destroy you. She had heard that when some people lost their sense of smell they lost some of their memories. Kate didn't know how she would feel if that happened, sure there were some memories she would love to forget but there were lots she cherished. Memories of her life in Ireland, her brief time in England, Hogwarts etc. There would be people she forgot also, people like Willow and Jake who she hadn't seen in a long long time and she didn't want to forget them. Kate liked to capture her memories, the house was full of pictures, ones that moved and stayed still. There were lots of her and Stefan since leaving Hogwarts, she loved the candid ones taken by Tybalt. She kind of wished someone had taken a picture of herself and Stefan when he had got down on one knee. They had plenty of other wonderful pictures, she had put lots in frames on the walls and on pieces of furniture. She had made various collages of their years in Hogwarts and also she had lots with Sammy, Tara, Star, Sara and other friends. Star had given Kate a lot of pictures also, she was currently traveling around the world as a travel reporter. She often sent Kate pictures of certain beautiful parts of the world. It made her pine for her trip which was cut short by the earthquake. She had only seen a fraction of the world and she sometimes wished she could go and travel again. But she had this new life now, she was hopefully going to start college now and she was going to get married. It had never even crossed her mind to say no. Sure age had been a possible factor but marriage just made things that more special and formal. God, she loved this man. There was no one else in this world she could picture herself with. He wasn't just her new fiance he had been her best friend first. Moving from friends to a couple had been a difficult process but they had eventually got there and their relationship was stronger because of it.

The day Kate had first met Stefan, had been a pretty insignificant one in the beginning. It had just been a normal average day. She had been getting supplies for school and just doing some general shopping. Deciding to sit beside Stefan had been by chance. He had been very different then, very quiet. Kate had never thought they would become a couple never mind friends. She had enjoyed his company, a lot and been slightly intrigued by him. He had been different, not the usual person she would talk to. But how glad she was that she had chosen to speak to him that day. That chance meeting had set their lives into an intertwining path. Kate had watched him leave that night and had found that she was looking forward to seeing him again. "So am I"She said smiling widely. It was probably one of the best decisions she had made in her short life. Kate squeezed his hand. She was happy that she had made him happy for the little amount of time. "I'm glad" She said smiling up at him. She was happy that she had been what he needed. She hated thinking about the horrible experiences he had had during the holidays "But that's over now"She whispered before he kissed her. Of course the memories would never go away but Stefan had started moving forward and that was half the battle. Kate laughed "God, yeah. That was an experience"She said "It took me ages to get the paint out of my hair"She said running a hand through her messy hair. "It was a great day though, remember we were on the same team"She said looking up at him, grinning widely. They had made a great team, even then

Stefan Archer · Jun 11, 2014

Thinking of that day when they'd first met was not really something that the librarian did all that often. Stefan wasn't always thinking about them in that sense. It seemed too long ago, and for the most part those early memories were muddled with those of his father at the time, which he honestly didn't enjoy thinking of. But, as he lay with Kate, and thought about the day they first met felt nice. None of the rest of it matter. It felt nice to talk about something that he didn't often get the chance to. He knew that explaining things to most people was his issue. He couldn't really talk about it with most people. Those who didn't understand that he was much more at ease with it than he had once been. He was able to for the most part think about them, and talk about them without feeling too lost or angry. It was hard for him for the most part, since none of the thing that he talked about were good things. He was talking about some of the most difficult things that had happened to him. And for a large part most people were just not ready to hear about it. He had come to terms with it, but it was others that had not come to terms with it. He had confided in Kate about a good number of things, she had first hand experience of the nightmares that still plagued his dreams. It wasn't like he would be able to keep it from Kate if he tried. He loved her, and he needed her in those moments when either he awoke himself from the nightmares or she did. As much as he'd grown since then, the nightmares plagued him still, and he was sure they always would. It was better than it had been, he got them much less frequently, Stefan was always glad of that. He was thankful, Stefan mostly attributed that with having Kate around. It calmed him, and he loved her so much that he wanted to be better for her. Talking about their happy memories was great, there were a good number of them, and he was always thankful for them. Meeting her had been simple but, so much had come out of it. He couldn't imagine where he would be without her. it was something that didn't bare thinking about.

Stefan smiled at her, as she spoke, and then looked up at him. He gave a small nod, it was indeed over. The side effects of it were far from over, but at least it was over. He couldn't imagine still being in that situation any longer than he had been. "It is" He muttered. He wondered if his father had lived, if he would've tried to leave, or if he would've stayed. He had never understood his father. It was crazy to think that had his father lived that he'd be still in that room, living day to day with no hope. He wasn't sure what might've happened, but as much as he did miss his father at times, he was glad the man had died when he had. His thoughts were interrupted slightly, when she too started thinking of the paint party. It had been the strangest thing to Stefan at the time. Throwing paint seemed stupid, and it was messy, but it had been so much fun. He hadn't been able to see any of the colours but, he was still happy to have had the chance to take part, and it wasn't like his father had ever found out about that. He had loved strangely the feeling of the paint in his hands and in his hair. It had been the most fun he'd ever had. "Me too. Though probably not as long, since my hair has always been much shorter than yours" He chuckled lightly, remembering the memory fondly. "I'm glad too. We were the best team" He agreed with a smile. The memories of that party had gotten him through many a dark night. Seeing all his friends smiling and laughing. It had been perfect. It had been simple fun between friends. He was incredibly happy to have been a part of it. "It was a lot of fun," He paused, "The ceili you and your sister had was fun too. Though there were a lot of people. I definitely hadn't been ready for that" He laughed lightly. It had been fun also, and he was sure that he had that t-shirt they'd given him somewhere. Though, when he thought hard about it, he wasn't so sure. He glanced at her, and smiled. His eyes drifted around the room, his joy over this moment was so great. He couldn't believe any of it. "I know I was terrible in second year, but, after those holidays I'd spent, I honestly thought it would be better if you didn't have to deal with me. I didn't think I'd see third year." He couldn't really explain what had been going on in his head in second year.

"I always wonder," He paused, he didn't want to bring down this happy day, but they were to be married, nothing could bring down his mood. It seemed as good a time as ever to actually be able to talk about the things that had been tricky for him. Second year had been rough patch for them, and while he was so happy and where they'd ended up, it didn't stop second year being what it had been. "that if my father had gone too far and I had you know..., if he would've told the school or anyone really." He still had a small smile on his face, he knew those days were long gone but of course there had been a number of occasions when he hadn't thought he was going to make it. "That was part of the reason for how I acted, a terrible reason. I'm just super glad you took the time with me. I love you so much, and I'm sorry that I didn't just tell you and the others in second year about what was happening. We could've avoided so much" He shrugged slightly, it seemed right in a way to talk about it, but he didn't want to linger on it for long. "I remember how beautiful you looked that Halloween in second year. You almost literally took my breath away"

Kate Archer · Jun 11, 2014

Kate had mixed feelings for her time in Hogwarts. In a lot of ways it was a horrible time. Well maybe not horrible but certainly unlikable. It had not been the school itself or the learning, it had just been the people. No one had really liked her after RHI, well they had judged her. Whenever they saw her, immediately RHI and what they had said came to mind. At first it had bothered her, quite a bit but eventually she had just grown numb. Kate liked to block out her middle years in Hogwarts. Not a good time in her life, partly her own fault but also things outside her control. Her need to pretend that everything was okay, that she was okay, had lead to this belief that she wanted attention. But simply Kate had always been the one to take care of people, she always put others ahead of herself and the idea that someone would need to take care of her was just unthinkable. It hadn't gotten her anywhere though, it had just led to all sorts of problems. There had been lots of problems then, lots of emotions all over the place and a lot of people getting hurt. It had just been one great mess, especially second year. Kate closed her eyes thinking of that time. She had been so silly to act the way she had. She often didn't reflect on that part of her life but when she did, she just wished she had looked at the bigger picture and realized how selfish she was being. She had been too busy feeling sorry for herself to realize the effect she was having on her friends, especially her twin. The events of Second year set off a chain of events that would affect Kate for a long time afterwards. Its why she disliked remembering that year, instead she thought about first year. She had been incredibly naive to the world then also to magic. Everything was new and different and she had just loved taking it all in. A lot had changed in her life but she had welcomed it, taking everything in her stride. First year had been an amazing year, she had made new friends, moved house and started learning magic. After that year, her naivety would start to disappear. She would learn that the world wasn't the happy, simple place she had been led to believe. Kate mentally scolded herself for thinking such dreary thoughts. Whatever the costs she now had a wonderful life, the happenings of those four to five years had not been in vain and now she had Stefan and she was a better person due to what had happened and she was glad for that.

Kate was extremely happy, this was a fantastic day, she would always, always remember this day. Even now the excitement was bubbling through her as they lay on their bed. She was just getting her head around the fact that she was going to be Stefan's wife and he her husband. She just wanted to tell the world, tell them how happy she was and how lucky she was. But of course that could wait, now she was just enjoying some quality time with her fiance. Kate grinned "It was not fun"She said, she had had to walk around school with bits of paint in her hair for at least two days. It had been an amazing experience. She had never fought with paint before, the idea had never even crossed her mind but it had been spectacular. It was probably one of the best parties she had ever attended."Yes we were"She said nodding in agreement and smiling. Kate rolled to her side so she could see Stefan better. "Oh yes, the ceili, I had almost forgotten that"She said, her gaze far away as she remembered the day. There had been a lot of people there, it had been a fun day, their last birthday spent together really. It had been a good one though, the whole Irish theme had , in its own way worked. She started to remember some of the gifts she had received. Everyone had been really generous, she was sure she still had the bracelets and necklaces. She knew she definitely had the K necklace. She sometimes missed Jake, he had been a good friend but had started to get distant as the years went by, they had never gone on their planned trip to Ireland and his relationship with Sara had panned out, but she did wonder what had happened to him. Nearly everyone at that party except for herself, Stefan and Sara seemed to have disappeared. It upset Kate that so many of her friends had become distant, there was the odd day when she missed them. "We gave ye jerseys or something , didn't we?"She said laughing, god it was sort of cringy now that she thought back on it. Kate shook her head and held his hand, he didn't need to explain anything. She had forgiven him a long time ago.

Kate didn't like thinking about that. She shifted in closer towards Stefan. She hated thinking about what he went through with father, it made her a small bit angry also. But she wasn't going to let this ruin her happy mood. They were reflecting. "We wouldn't have forgotten you"she said "I also would have made it my mission to find out what happened"She said smiling slightly. It was true, she would have. She kissed him lightly "It's okay Stefan,that sort of thing is not easy to tell people you've only known for a year"She said quietly.She had been mad at the time, very mad and hurt at the time. She could almost see where Stefan had been coming from now but at the time she had only been twelve. Too young to understand. "I love you too"She said smiling. Kate couldn't held the slight reddish tinge which graced her face. The compliments never got old. She wanted to say "Even though I was a stick" but she kept it quiet. The fact that Stefan still found her beautiful then just made her smile get wider and her love for Stefan if possible grow. "No matter what happened, we still ended up together"She said smiling

Stefan Archer · Jun 14, 2014

It was unfortunate in Stefan's thoughts that he lacked good memories to really be able to talk about it much. He was unfortunately stuck in the position where a lot of his memories were actually just really terrible, and every so often they were just a little bit better. He wasn't always pleased about it, but memories that others would not class as being good in his mind could actually be really good. It was on those occasions that he really saw that his childhood had been nothing like everyone elses. He noticed that he had been raised in a completely different and wrong manner. To Stefan it was really odd at times that people had so many happy memories. He had so few and he treasured them all. He could remember them in so much detail because of how few that he had. Which made the fact that he treasured what he had pretty obvious. He however didn't care about all those bad memories, because to him it didn't matter. He had Kate, and the memories that they had together. This day were enough to make him realise that while he'd had a terrible childhood and too few good memories he'd come out the other side a better person. He was unsure how he would've turned out had it not been for that. He wondered if he'd even be with Kate, or if their lives would've followed incredibly different paths. Smiling at her, and seeing her smile back. Knowing that she loved him and he loved made him happy. He loved everything they had. Everything they'd created for themselves. And he was sure when the time came that they would not make the same mistakes that their parents, and specifically his parents had made because that would just be horrible. He couldn't imagine himself being like his father in the slightest. He couldn't imagine not loving his child. He couldn't understand why his father had taken out so much of his anger on him. On a child too young to understand what was happening. The paint party and the ceili had been the first birthdays that he'd attended, having never celebrated his own or his father's. Stefan had celebrated his own, in a very different way, which wasn't anything good or happy. He hadn't gone to school before hogwarts, so the boy hadn't had friends until then. Part of him hadn't even understood what the parties meant until he'd seen one. It was much like the fact that he hadn't known about halloween or about christmas until he'd gone to hogwarts.

Stefan realised now, that it didn't matter. The memories of halloween and christmas he now had were mostly all positive. He had spent most christmases with his father but they'd never celebrated it. Now, he celebrated it with Kate, and his extended family. With friends and people he actually wanted to be around. He chose the people he wanted in his life. The ceili part had been a lot of fun, and he knew that while it might be a little embarrassing they'd all been young enough that it didn't matter. "It was t-shirts" he said, remembering putting on that t-shirt, knowing that he'd not received new clothes for a good while, despite the fact he'd been growing. It was one of the few items he'd had. "I don't know where that t-shirt is anymore." He said, thinking about it. He knew that if he did find it, it was probably pretty bloodstained. "I loved it, but, between everything else that happened, it's probably long gone." He shrugged as he spoke, as much as he loved the t-shirt, between everything that had happened to him, and the time he'd spent away from this house it was probably long gone. Maybe it was still in the house somewhere, probably hidden in his room somewhere, but he really doubted it. As Kate shifted closer to him, he let go of her hand and put it around her, pulling into him slightly. He knew it wasn't good to think about, but with his history it was one of the few things that he could think about. It wasn't positive but his life had been so filled with that being an outcome that it was hard to not think about what might've happened to him, or what his father might've done. It was strange, and he was glad it hadn't happened, but he couldn't help thinking about it. What if his father had gotten better? What she said in response was not actually what he thought she might say, but it was good. It was nice to know that he wouldn't have been forgotten. Although he didn't like the idea that Kate would've tried to find out what had happened to him. He knew it was a fake scenerio, but he didn't want Kate near his father ever. "Thanks" He muttered, it was nice to know that if he had, that it wouldn't go unanswered and it wouldn't be like he hadn't existed. Nodding along to what she then said, he knew that he couldn't have told them, but it would've been better, he knew it. "I know, but I should've told someone. I was protecting someone who hated me," He sighed slightly, "I should've told a professor or something, I knew after about a month in Hogwarts that parents shouldn't hit their kids, but I did nothing. The holidays I spent with him, they were so horrible. I was being beaten and he gave me so little to eat and I could've stopped it. I should've" He sighed when he finished, holding Kate closer to him. He knew that things had turned out well, for the better, but he might've been better off if he'd told someone.

As Kate spoke he just smiled at her, he really did love her, and he had thought her beautiful then as well as now. Of course he preferred her at healthy weight, but he loved her regardless, he just wanted her safe. He had always thought of her as beautiful. That was what she'd always and would always be to him. "No matter what happened" He repeated after she'd spoken. "Do you remember that first christmas we spent in this house? When I'd invited you last minute. I'd never celebrated Christmas properly, and it was the most incredible christmas. I was so happy to see you and spend time with you. It was what made me decide to come back to school in the end."

Kate Archer · Jun 17, 2014

Kate had made quite a few bad decisions in her life. These decisions had led to regrets. She did have a few regrets, but that didn't necessarily mean she would want to go back and change her decisions. Of course there were one or two she would like to erase completely from her history but a lot of those bad decisions or regrets had made her into the person she is today. Her dealings with all her troubles made her grow up and realize she had to take control of her life or it was all going to get out of hand. She had been totally naive to the world before she entered Hogwarts, even through first year she was blissfully unaware of any real pain. Although the next four years after that were difficult she had come through it all as a different person. She had lost her naivety and because of that she was a more mature person and she learned that your life may suck but there was always a silver lining. No matter how small the silver lining, there is still one to everyone's problem. She also learned to appreciate life more and your family more. She wouldn't have experienced love either. She wouldn't be here with Stefan now. So everything was relative, sure they had taken the long and painful road to get here but their relationship was stronger because of it and she believed she was a better person because of this. When in Hogwarts she had never seen the bigger picture, she hadn't realized that realistically their stay in Hogwarts was only seven years and in the big scale of things that was a very short time in their lives. At the time, what only mattered was what was happening right then, there was no need to look to the future. But as she looked at Stefan now, she knew she would go through everything all again just to be with Stefan now. It had been worth it all in her mind.

While Kate liked attending parties she wasn't a fan of organizing them. When she was younger, she had adored organizing parties even if it were for her toys but as she grew older they just became more stressful and then she couldn't enjoy the party because she was so worried everything would go wrong. Kate had to keep an eye on her stress levels, it was always at the back of her mind but she never really worried about them. It had been what six years since she had got the operation and ever since she had been fine. It was a year like many others she disliked dwelling on. "I have no idea where mine is either"She said thoughtfully, it was probably somewhere in England. When moving to Stefan's she hadn't brought a lot with her. But she had done a bit of spring cleaning with her wardrobe and knowing her she probably threw the t-shirt out. It was unfortunate but Kate was almost sure, she had the presents her friends had given her and they would always remind her of the day. As Stefan put his arm around her, she marveled once more at how far they had come. To think at one point,, Stefan would barely let her give him a hug, now here they lying in bed together with his arm around her. It just made her so happy that this was how they lived now and it was perfect. Kate did agree, life would have improved significantly if he had told someone and who knew what would have happened. But Kate figured it isn't easy to tell someone something like that but what was done was done and unfortunately they couldn't go back and change things. "But it's never that easy"She said quietly looking up and him. Kate could never imagine the horrors he went through, she doubted anyone would really understand unless they went through the same experience. It was horrible that he had gone through what he had and she wished more then anything that he hadn't. She put her arm around him and squeezed lightly. "Thing's may have turned out better but in the end the past is the past."She said smiling slightly and looking up at him.

Kate smiled, that had been a wonderful Christmas, she had been a bit unprepared but it had been amazing all the same. It was her first Christmas spent away from home but because she was with Stefan she didn't mind. She had spent Christmas Eve on the plane which had been a new but fun experience. It had been nice spending such a special time with Stefan. It had been her first time at his house, she never thought then it would become her home. "It was wonderful, it was lovely to spend Christmas with you"She said grinning, it was the first of many Christmases spent together she hoped. "Really?"She said looking up, surprise on her face. She had been delighted when he said he would be returning. Hogwarts had been a lonely place with out him, she had also worried for him. He had been living alone, with barely any income but having him return for the final year had been perfect. "I'm glad you decided to come back, I missed you"

Stefan Archer · Jun 19, 2014

Returning to Hogwarts in seventh year, had been to Stefan one of the better decisions of his life. It wouldn't have mattered really if he had or hadn't, but it was nice to go back and have something that was pretty normal. Have something that he was happy with. He knew that had he not gone through the graduating process and gotten a few NEWTs to his name, he would not feel as proud of himself. He might not have ever been on a path to great success but the former Slytherin was happy with his few achievements. He knew that had he been given a better hand in life and while at Hogwarts he would've been able to do much better. But, that was not something worth dwelling on. he had done what he could with what he had, and that to him was all he could do. There was nothing more that could be asked of him, it had however been the christmas he and Kate had spent together that had made him decide that he wanted to be able to have a more normal life for a little bit. He had no problem living on his own, but, being at Hogwarts had provided the bit of security that Stefan had been looking for. He hadn't been as confident to get himself in real work before, and money was scarce, being at hogwarts meant it was not actually something he really needed to worry or even think about. Which was a first in a long while for Stefan. The christmas itself had been nothing too spectacular, they'd spent it together, talking, opening presents, playing various board games, going out to the garden and enjoying the sun. Stefan had spent a lot of that christmas telling Kate various details about his upbringing. About a few of the times before he'd come back to school after the holidays, and he'd told her about the holidays which had thrown his entire life on a completely different path. Those holidays which he had not returned from. The ones that he had been sure at the time he was doing to die during. Thinking of that particular day, the boy moved his hand to where the scar still remained, visible and large, something he knew he'd never be rid of. He glanced at Kate, with his hand still covering it and just smiled. "Yeah, I wanted to spend time with you, I didn't want to have to send you a letter whenever I found paper" He chuckled lightly, smiling at the thought. "I was in a much better place, and I was incredibly ready to finish off my education" He smiled at her, knowing that he'd left on many an occasion just because the place had been too much. He had wanted to finish his education yes, but he'd wanted to spend time with her more.

Stefan just smiled at her, he'd missed her when he'd been away. He loved Kate, and had for a very long time. "It was strange going back to school after everything I'll admit." He said with a small laugh, "Pretty out of practice by the time I went back" He smiled at her. Going back to school had been strange after all that had happened to him in the time between when his father had given him the scar to when he'd left early on in fifth year, to then returning in seventh year. It had been strange to have his life filled with essays, homework and so many other people. For professors who were strict and being around people he hadn't seen in a long while. It had all been very strange to him. "Not much time had really passed, but it did feel like a lifetime." He once again chuckled as he spoke, "It was good to go back and see everyone and finish school. I know my mother wouldn't have liked it if I hadn't graduated." Stefan still smiled as he leaned in to kiss her. He obviously had no idea what his mother would've been like, but, it was nice to think she would be proud of him for managing like he had with everything that had happened since her death. He was sure she'd be proud of him now, a nice house, steady job and income, and a beautiful and kind fiancee, soon to be wife. He sighed slightly, knowing that she wouldn't be able to be at the wedding in person, "It's actually hard for me to believe she's been dead almost 20 years." He shrugged slightly and shook, "I was so proud of you at our graduation. Being head girl and speaking in front of all those people" He continued with a smile, not wanting to linger on his mother that long. He much rather think of that day, of how proud he'd felt of Kate for being head girl, and of all their friends for graduating. "You made me so proud. I am so proud of you. I can't wait until you are my wife" He smiled at her. "I love you so much," He continued to smile as he spoke. He was so happy.

Admittedly, this could've been better. Sorry.

Kate Archer · Jul 4, 2014

When Kate had first began talking to Stefan she had been curious about his scars, cuts and bruises but not overly so. She had naively figured he had just been in an accident of some sort. Never in her wildest dreams would she think his own Dad had harmed him in that way. She had been very innocent, she only had her Dad to base her views of Fathers. Her Dad had been a good dad. Stern but loving and always fair. When they were given out to it was because they had been in the wrong or needed to learn an important lesson. The way her parents had brought her up had also shaped who she was today. She grew up learning their views on certain aspects of life and absorbing them but sometimes disagreeing. There house had often been filled with debates, especially in their later years as the Moon children grew older and started having their own views and being influence by what they read, heard or saw. The arrival of new friends also opened up Kate's world to different lifestyles and opinions. This had also shaped who she was today. Of course, after getting to know Stefan, her views on the world did change. It took her a long time to actually believe someone was capable of hurting another human being in that way never mind a son. At first she had been furious but then worried. She didn't understand how Stefan was unable to tell them or just do something. She understood now of course and in second year she realized that they would not be able to force Stefan to tell them anything. She had also just been fed up and tired but she hoped that maybe if she just gave him space things would improve and thankfully it had payed off. It had been a nightmare holding back her curiosity but she eventually learned to just listen and be there when he needed someone. Although it hadn't been the ideal situation she had learned to make it work and to enjoy her friendship with Stefan. Of course she was always worried when they were on holidays and that time he had never showed up nearly drove her over the edge. But despite all the times she had nearly broke down from worry what they had now and the past four years was worth it all. There probably could have been an easier path but that didn't matter anymore. "Well I'm glad, it just made the last year so much more special"She said grinning. It really had, her last year of Hogwarts had almost been perfect. It was important that he finish his education as it gave him much more opportunities in life.

Kate had loved Stefan for a long time, she hadn't realized it at the time but she had. She should have guessed, what she felt for Stefan had been much stronger than her feelings for any other boy. "I can only imagine"She said looking at him and smiling , it was a strange thought going back to school after a long gap. It must have been hard to adjust but she was happy that he had settled in and completely his NEWTs. She was proud of him, it wouldn't be easy to return to school after a long absence. "I'm proud of you"She said leaning into his kiss. "And I'm sure your mam would be too"She said smiling slightly. Kate had no idea what Stefan's mother had been like or what she would have turned out like. It was sad that Stefan never really got to know her. Kate wasn't sure what she would do if she had grown up with out a mother. She loved her Mam dearly and she was a rock to Kate. It was another bad thing to happen in Stefan's life but at least he had a positive image of her in his head. The fact he somewhat remembered her positively was good. It had given him something to believe in. Kate held him tightly "But as long as she's here"She said pointing to his chest "She'll never really be gone"She said smiling brightly trying to shine some light on the situation. Kate blushed slightly "It wasn't too bad really, just as long as you focused on one spot and did't really think about what you were doing"She said laughing slightly. At first she had been incredibly nervous, she did enjoy singing and preforming in public but a speech was a different story altogether. At first she no idea what to write. She wasn't one for writing speeches and she had wanted everyone to be able to relate to it. She hoped it had been okay, it was in their yearbook forever unfortunately. Kate made a mental note to find it and maybe take a look. It had been a while since she had looked at any of the accios. Kate's grin widened. She was getting married! She once again looked at the ring before looking at Stefan again. "I love you too, so so much"She said smiling, she really did. She suddenly giggled "I wonder what the family will say"

Out of Character:: Sorry this has taken so long.

Stefan Archer · Jul 5, 2014

Stefan knew that he'd been raised differently, when he'd first stepped into Hogwarts and seen that people were not scratched like he was, made him really truly realise it. He had never really thought the treatment he received from his father had been fair, but he'd always just assumed that it was the norm. He had nothing else at the time to base it on. He hadn't ever known any other kids his age, so how was he meant to be able to do anything else about it. Going to Hogwarts made him see all of the issues that hadn't at all appeared to him to be issues. He'd always questioned why his father had always told him to stay quiet and behave when social services came round, but it wasn't as if he was to know any better, not doing as he was told held more consequences than just attempting to understand it. He gave Kate a small smile as she spoke, yeah, it had made fourth year, so much more special, knowing that it was his final year, and after so much it had felt just like first year all over again. It felt like he'd just gone back to the exact point where things had last been good at Hogwarts. Not the time after his father had died, which had been an honest to god mess. Stefan had felt that it was more special. He had loved his time at the school. He had enjoyed doing the lessons, all one final time. He was sure that anyone who had left for so long would also enjoy it. Stefan had known that he wouldn't do well on the NEWTs, considering he didn't really have any OWLs to his name, which inconvenienced things slightly for him, but it wasn't the worst thing. He had come out of school, better and he knew that even with what little he had he would be fine. He would just about able to deal with everything that life could throw at him. He had enough life experience and now education to get him started. It didn't matter to him that the job he had was low paying and not overall a great job, but he loved it. It was easy, simple. It was one of the things which he could do with great ease. He was really happy to be able to say that he loved it. That it didn't matter that it was a low job, he loved it, and there was very little he'd actually rather do with his life. Which was why he was so happy that Kate didn't mind either. They were happy, in this much simpler life.

Stefan lightly squeezed Kate's hand when she said she was proud of him, and that his ma would be too. Stefan really didn't doubt it. The little he knew about his mother, he felt like she would be proud of him. There was no other way of thinking about someone who had been dead nineteen years. He was happy that he'd been able to see Kate graduate, as Head Girl no less. He'd always been so proud of her, even if she hadn't been head girl he would've still been incredibly proud of her. She meant everything to him, and he was sure that he had been more proud of her than words at the time. Smiling at Kate as she spoke, motioning to his heart he nodded. Of course Stefan knew that no matter how much time had passed he would always remember his mother. She had not been in his life but it didn't mean he wouldn't remember her. He let himself laugh lightly when she explained how she'd managed it. "Better you than me" Stefan said with a smile, he would not have been able to get up in front of all those people to talk. He was just too focused on other things to be able to have focused enough on exams. "I'm proud of you, of us" He told her again. And he was. No matter what path that Kate chose he would always be proud of her. He would always love her. He then as she spoke, did also wonder about their families. Stefan was sure that his cousins would be happy to hear, and he was sure his aunt and uncle would be happy to hear about it. They might be a little nervous since they were pretty young, but Stefan knew they had been about the same age when they'd gotten married, and his parents had been younger when they had. Although one path was one they shouldn't follow. He wondered what Kate's family would think, he was sure Sara would be pleased, but Kate's parents. Stefan hadn't really spent that much time with them. They'd only ever met in passing a number of times. In a small way, Kate's parents scared him. They were the people he needed to impress. Stefan didn't have to listen to his aunt and uncle about things, and his parents were dead, but Kate might. If they disapproved and told them to split, he wasn't sure he could turn that kind of request down. He was just very hopeful that they would be perfectly okay with it. "I'm sure, they will be very happy. They will be so excited" He said with a determination in his tone. He turned face her slightly more, leaning in and kissing her. He couldn't believe they were engaged. He couldn't believe. He pulled away from her, but kept their faces close, "What shall we do now?" He spoke in a quiet tone, grinning happily.

Again, this could've been better. Sorry.

Kate Archer · Jul 6, 2014

The road to where Kate and Stefan were now hadn't been an easy one. There had been a lot of crying, fights and pain. Some events had been of of their control. Family crisis and whatnot. Maybe a lot of it could have been avoided. Who knew? To be honest it didn't really matter to Kate anymore. Herself and Stefan maybe could have been in a relationship before they had, maybe they couldn't have but none the less here they were now, engaged and happily so. Kate was one of the happiest people on the earth at this moment in time and no matter what they had gone through to get here she didn't care. Any would do it all again if it meant she could be with Stefan like this, right now. There was no one in the world she loved more than Stefan and it wouldn't matter if they loved in a cardboard box as long as they were together she would be happy. Sure life wouldn't be perfect but a life without Stefan was much worse. When Stefan had left hogwarts she had been lonely. Se had missed him terribly and the and the fact that she had no idea where he was hadn't helped matters. But she knew, hoped that would never happen again.

Kate had been incredibly surprised when she had became Head Girl. Never had she ever expected to earn the title. She had been delighted though and hoped she did a good job. Unfortunately they had never caught the people behind the RHI magazine, she idly wondered if the magazine still existed. It was a shame if it was, it was just terrible. Kate laughed happily. It had been daunting but as she said once she was up on the podium it didn't matter as much. She kind of missed being up on strange. She had been so busy of late studying she forgot acting and the fun she had doing it. "Same"she whispered smiling. And she was. She was proud of them and what they had come through together and how they had turned out. She was sure her family wouldn't mind , she was sure they would be happy for them. She knew how she felt about Stefan and how they felt about each other. Maybe age might bother them slightly but she knew a simple talk with them would assure them that they were ready for this. It wouldn't change their relationship really it was just making it that more official. Kate grinned "I'm sure they will"She said happily before leaning in and returning the kiss. Kate grinned playfully and instead of answering she just wrapped her arms around him and kissed him deeply and let her actions do the talking.

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